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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ♥ 6:59:00 AM
As Simple As ; I Love You

我已经相信有些人我永远不必等...
Monday, May 25, 2009 ♥ 10:31:00 PM
DYLANSNGWEECHONG ; ILOVEYOU

I'm pleading before you for you to understand ...
How much I adore you ,
I'll be there till the end ...
When everything falls down ,
Will you hold my hand ? ..
Baby it's you ..
When I look up in the sky I see you ..
Then I turn and close my eyes ,
& It's you ..
When I'm sitting all alone in my room ,
Everything reminds me of you ..


Im so Jealous & Sad when I see couples walking on the streets , holding hands ..
Im so Jealous & Sad when my friends showed me things that their boyfr. bought fr them ..
Im so Jealous & Sad when my friends told me that they're meeting their Boyfr./Girlfr.
Im so Jealous & Sad when I see their blogs telling me that their boyfr. fetched them ...
I know all these will never happen between me & Baby ...
It's kinda hard to go on now ..
I dont even know what he wants from me ..
It's hurting every seconds that ticked by ..
I want to give up , But I know I'll regret .. Like th other time ...
But I really dont know how to go on ...
I dont like the way you're treating me now ..
Then what for we patch ? Status ? Face ?
I dont know about you , But I know that I patch with you ..
Because I know I still have feelings for you ...
But I know that it really saddens me to see other couples so sweet & loving ..
They get to hold each others hand , so tightly , & walking to every places they can go to ..
Something like Singapore Flyer .. I doubt it'll ever come true ...
Baby , Or rather Dylan ..
What's wrong ? Everything was so right in the first place ..
But now , it seems like we're gonna be apart again ..
How I wish it will never come true .. But , Whats the point if your heart isnt there anymore ?

Baby , Remember This ? ` Baby thank you for saying yes jus nw..don worri i treasure u til the day i die..i wil giv u all the love i cn giv..baby u are my all..my everything..i love u! Happy birthday baby girl! May the best of everything b urs..n pls try to tonn on sat ok? Muacks! [= `
1612o8 ; o353AM

& This ... ` Baby i noe the day wil come when u n me wil walk dwn the aisle together..yep we shall 4gt all the quarrels n unhappiness..b im more afraid of losing u dan afraid of anithing else in the world..i love u b! U have a gd nite! Muacks! If cn..come my house tml k? Sweet dreams baby! `
3o12o8 ; o219AM

& This ...
` My choice is wanting to ask u..if u wil let me bring th r'ship to like how we jus started..? `
21o3o9 ; oo49AM

& This ...
` Alicia..i jus wan u to noe dat i did nt break my promise abt loving u whole heartedly forever..cos i stil do..bt i oso wish dat u wil concentrate on ur r'ship wit ur bf..thou it pains me to see u go wit another guy..i noe dat it is my fault..i jus wan to tel u dat i stil love u as much..bt i guess its too late for me olready..u mus olwaes b strong ok? I don hav much time..bt i wil b wit u no matter wad..alicia i miss u alot.. n Baby,I love u..rmb? I love u stil..i olwaes have n olwaes will..gd nite . `
13o4o9 ; o259AM

& Lastly ..
How many times you ever told me , If you're nt able to love me with your whole heart , You'll love me with what's left of your heart till theres no more left ? .. How you hand sign-ed to me when you were in my room before you left my house at 5am that day ? ...

Baby , I Love You .. I Really Do ..
I Miss You Alot ...
我舍不得离开 ; 我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了....

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Sunday, May 24, 2009 ♥ 11:42:00 PM
Fun ? [:

Oks , Kinda chiong blog post again .. [:
hmm , lets see ..

Friday 22o5o8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERN WEN ! :D
HEHEHEHE !
After school went home & prepared .
Pei Sissy go to Ikea & thn Giant ..
Manage to get what she wanted & I went home empty handed , nothing frm Ikea
& Nothing frm Giant D:
Reached home was about 5+ ..
Went to Kovan for dinner with th whole family at 6+ ..
Walaus ! I forget to bring phone thn have to chiong home take ! T.T
Left Kovan with Sissy at 8+ & headed to Bugis to find Kaikai , Sern Wen & Co..
Stupid sia , th guys !
Make me & Sissy walk this back alley with so many GANG of people !
Super scarryyyyyy ! Somemore I wear spag top & shorts lehs !
Stupidddd ! Oks , Nevermind .
Thn they were smoking Sisha {?} or Shui3 Yan1 [:
It was so bored at first .. So I came up with th idea to play game [:
It's like for example , things you cn find in th bedroom .. Goes in a circle & got super funny things they mentioned . Those who cannot name a thing will have to have to do forfeit .. Which is ...
EAT A PACKET OF SUGAR ! [: LOLS !
Played till 11.15pm like that & we're all super High cause alot of Sugar . Lols .
I at 3 packets & Sissy ate th most ! 7 packets ! HEHE !
Th Sugars we all ate ! Lols !Baby wanted to meeet me , but cause we're going off soon .. so cannot meet him ..
Slowly trained home & from Hougang Mall we waited for 112 for damn long .
In th end 112A but we never see until , so we board .. Alight next stop & walked to Monfort Mac with Kaikai , Sissy & Sern Wen [:
Forced to drink plain water & eat nt salted fries :X Still , I added pepper [:
Ghost story & craps & I slept in MAC ...
Home sweeet home at 4.3oam ...

Saturday 23o5o8
I Decomposed ...
Home the whole fucking day !

Sunday 24o5o8
Mum & Dad went out early in the morning to Temple at TPY to pray ..
Didnt follow & I brought Bro out for MAC's breakfast at Hougang Point ..

Walked & shopped & i got myself a tinkerbell photoalbum !
It's gonna be Me & Baby's album ! Yays :D
Wenth home & slack for an hour or so & bathed .
Prepared & brought Bro to compass & met up with Mum & Dad ..
Got another boxer shorts [:
Walked around & Delifrance-ed !
BREAD PUDDING ! Oh , Baby ! DONT JEALOUS UHS ! HEHEHEH ! :D

Went to meet Wilson at Outram MRT & went Bugis ..
Yoshinoya-ed & Bugis Street .
Keep walking here & there ! Haha !

Bought Baby his 3 quarter & got myself a polo all thanks to Wilson ! Haha .
Train back at 7.3opm ..
Went down to Punggol & went over to Baby's house ..
Baby's not at home [: He went Songka ..
Had a long talk with korkor in Mummy's room ... haha ..
Mummy was alone sitting outside :x We pangseh-ed her . haha ...
Mummy, Must take care of yourself oks ?!
Loveee yous ! :D
Home sweet home at 1o.45pm ... [:
Saturday, May 23, 2009 ♥ 9:27:00 PM
Should I Dance ?

I Miss Taoyao SYF' Troupe Real Badly Now ...
Im Still Feeling Alil Sourish Seeing People Replacing The Places In Th Dance D:
Sarah Said She Wanted To Dance .. But Im Still Kinda Deciding Whether To Dance ..
Saw Alot Of The Junior's Blogs .. God , They Made Me Even Sadder ! T.T
I Miss Intentsive Trainings ..
I Miss Conducting Hair Checks ..
I Miss Taking Orders & Collecting Money From Dancers ..

I Miss ZLS's Scoldings ..
I Miss Practices Till 7++PM ...
I Miss ZLS saying ' XiaoBuDian MUSIC ' ..
I Miss That White Long Sleeve & Hanky ...
I Miss Wearing My Danceshoe ..
I Miss Wearing Different Different Weird Weird Attires For Dance ...
I Miss Dancing With EVERYONE OF THEM FROM SYF TAOYAO TROUPE ..
I MISS TAOYAO , & I MISS DANCERS ! D:
Friday, May 22, 2009 ♥ 12:37:00 PM
Cant Live Without You , Baby .

One Of My Favourite Peeektures With Baby !
2o12o8 ; Merrry Chirstmasssssy Babyyyy ! :DYes Yes Yes ~!
Im Back With Babyyyy !
Yeahs , It's kinda expected though [:
Me & Babyyy cannot live without each other . Hehe .
He was such a sweetheart yesterday oks ..
I send Babyy quite alot of messages but he didnt reply , made me so sad ..
Thn when I was sleeping , He msged me at 2.23am ..

' Tel me y ure so hard to forget.. '
' U reali duwan me uh? '
' I wan u luh.. '
' Baby i im sori..n baby i love u.. '
' Baby..pls don.. '
& we ended the conversation with goodnight message ! [:
' Ok baby..gd nite sweet dreams..love u too.. '


Silly Babyyy .. Im so afraid to lose you again oks ? D:
After recieve those msges le , went back to sleep & felt much better [:
Yays !
Babyyy ar , we dont pua stunt alrd oks ?
Cannot live without you !
I LOVE YOU BABY ! :D

{♥}
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ♥ 11:02:00 PM
Just As Long As I Have You Right Here By Me ~

I Miss You Baby ..
I Still Love You ... As Much ..Alil disappointed in my results , especially Maths ..
Shucks D:
During recess , had alil tiff with Baby & he wants to break with me .
Yeahs , It was kinda like my faul because I met Gabriel & Co yesterday ...
Thn when I cried finish alrd , Baby msg-ed me & asked me if Im really not going down Punggol .. Told him I maybe going PP to buy some things .. Thn he asked me where im going after PP ..
So I said we'll see how , see if he wants to meet me or what ..
So Baby msged me '' Cn come up? U cal my hp.. u hear smth.. " ...
I called him & you know the music to replace th normal tone when you're calling someone ?
All along from the first day I called Baby till now , it has always been - If Thats Ok With You by Shanye Ward .. Thn when I called him .. It was ..
A Little Too Not Over You ... I was like ..... God , It made me feel like crying even more ..
After I missed called him , He send me a Smiley face .. Silly right ? [:
School ended & I met up with Sexy & Billy at Seniors ..
Had lunch at opp sch coffeeshop & Me & Sexy went back Sengkang , While he pei me wait for bus thn I go Punggol Meet Baby ..
Usual , Slack , Pei Pampers , Watch Tevee , Play PSP , Sleep .
I was like so tired lahs .. Slept on Baby's lap on the Sofa HUGGING PAMPERS ! :D
Pampers Wanting to Eat , She GREEDY daughter :D
Suppose to wait for Mummy come home thn we go for Dinner together ..
Curfew 9.3opm .. Mummy said she's still at work at 8.3opm .. Sadds .
So we didnt have dinner together ..
Before we left home , we had alil tiff again ..
9pm Baby walked me to Punggol MRT & I asked for break ...
& I Cried Like Some Shit .. D:
OKS , I FUCKING REGRET IT NOW !
IREALLYWANTTOBANGWALLANDDIENOW !
CRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRY ! CRYALICIA !

Baby Boy ;
I dont know why I requested to break ..
Perhaps because I want sometime for us to cool down ..
I dont want to see us quarrel ..
Baby , I break with you , it's definitely not because I still love Wilson or have anyone else ..
I only have you ...
Whats More Over , I didnt break with you because of who you are ..
If I'd mind , I wouldnt have been with you for the past 5 months ..
I Love You Baby ..
I regret my decision very badly ...
I want you back now .. D:
Baby , I Still Love You ...
IM JUST ALIL TOO NOT OVER YOU ...

I Love You Once , I Love You Still ..
I Always Have , & Will Always Do ...
♥ 6:57:00 AM
hmphs !

Goodmorning peeps [:
Ahh ! Super angryyy wih myself ! D:
Baby msg-ed me yesterday night at 12.56am ..
Thn I slept alrd .. !!!! Ahh ! Ahh !
Stupid me , Sleep so early , not like the usuals ! D:
Fuck lahs , Baby even missed called me oks !
Haiis . Iwanttobangwallanddienow D:
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥ 10:54:00 PM
Nobody But You ..

Isnt she cute ?
I love her alot alot [: MeiNa [:
God . Im so tired now ... & hungry too ..
School's super bored now .. Have been wanting to slack , but cant .. Sighs ..
Got back Chemistry Marks & English Oral .. Ok to me .. Haha .
Had ' Dance ' todayyy ! Goshh ! I Miss Taoyao like crazyyyy ! D: D:
I want to dance Taoyao with them again ! D:
Went back for alil meeting & take costume .. Haha .
After school went to danceroom again to see the juniors ..
I dont know what to day .. But it's kinda sad when you see them taking over your place D:
Sorry to have felt like that , But I couldnt help it but feel this way ]:
Went to Punggol after that .. I couldnt contact Baby & I was like so sad ..
Met up with Gabriel & Co & Slacked with them at BBC .
Kept calling Baby but he never answer .. Haiis .
Changed of place to slack cause they want to play game .. Haha .
So funny can ? Just kept laughing especially the first round .. Haha .
Then Baby called me & scolded me cause I met up with Gabriel & Co ..
Yeahs , I know I cannot meet them .. Haiis
Nvm .. Thn it's like someone start the game by kicking the soccer ball as far as possible ..
Thn th catcher must get the ball & place it in th middle of the field .. thn can start bombing ppl ..
Th rest of the members will be hiding all around , blocks , carparks , behind pillars , bushes ..
Anywhere .. They must try to run to the middle of the field to touch the ball before th catcher does so .. Haha .

Kinda like waited for them to appear for so long lahs !
Thn slacked with Jasmine lorhs .. Looked after the belongings [: Haha .
Left Punggol at 8pm & reach house downstairs at 8.3opm ..
Went for Art Class & Home sweet home [:

Baby Boy ;
Baby , I know Im nt allowed to meet Gabriel & Co ..
But I really went Punngol because I want to look for you ..

I didnt manage to contact you so I met them .. Haiis ..
Dont punish me by not meeting me can ?
Haiis .. You dont want to answer my call , downa reply my msg..
Haiis .
Im sorry lahs Baby ... D:
Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥ 11:35:00 PM
我已经相信有些人我永远不必等 ....

Nice Right ?! CREDITS TO JAGDAVEEEE ! :D School was like such a bore today ? D:
Nearly late in the morning . Hehe .
Think im waking up later & later as the days passes by & taking even longer time to prepare myself in the morning ... Got to try to wake up earlierrrr ! Hehe !

Only had Maths lesson & MT . But I think no one was like even doing the work .
PE was like so hilarious ?! HAHAHA [:

Had 2 fucking hours of free period & it's a total waste of time oks ?
The whole class just slept .. Haha [:

You know , I really love my classmates a hell lot !!!!!!!!
Cant live without them ! Yays ! [:
I had fun in the corridor when it was raining heavily with them ..
I had fun camping in the toilet with them ..E


Eileeen camping in th toilet ! HAHA !Me & Japanese Girl Annlyn ! ♥♥ !I just enjoy myself with them alot [:
After school went home & put stuffs & went over to Baby's Place ..
Jasmine & Earnest was there .. I reached at 4.15pm ? [:
YOU KNOW WHAT BABY TOLD ME ?!
HE ACCIDENTALLY BROKE THE JELLY BEAN GLASS !
SUPER SAD OKS ?! DDDDDDDDDD: ...
Ate Baby cook de mee & slack around , See Baby play Dota ..
Was alil tired so I asked Baby to call me up at 5.3opm for my tuition ...
But it was cancelled .. So change out & slack with Baby in the living room ..

I was watching this unicorn cartoon ! Hehe ! Ponies .. So prettyy [:
Thn Baby finished his Dota & both of us acted like some three year olds ...
Playing with each other in Mummy's room .. Told Baby I want to watch teevee & he refuse to pei me ... EEEEEEE ! He EVILEEE BABY ! :D
In th end , Baby pei-ed me watch .. But thn watch halfway . I find the show damn fucking lame & animated .. So ... I pulled Baby in to Mummy's room lors .. Since he keep complaining to me say he tired ... Had a lil tiff & I went to sleep until my damn alarm rang ..
Mummy came back at 7.3opm she was kinda like happy to see me ? :D
I Love Mummy ! [:
Wrote a letter to Baby & changed out ..
Left Baby's place at 8pm together with Baby , Jasmine & Earnest ...
Home Sweet Home [:
Dance Room Tomorrow ! :D

Baby boy !
Babyyy ! I loveee you ! Alot Alot !
You this Idiot Boy , break the jelly beans jarrrrr !
& take out the tie which is nicely tied for you !
Silly lehs you ! I Loveee you baby !
I hope we'll stop quarreling oks ?
Im sorry for failing as a girlfriend ..
I finally know alot today too ..
Sorry Baby ...
ILY .


My 5th Month Present From Baby ..
It May Mean Nothing To All Of You , But It Meant Alot To Me !
Thanks Baby ! Im Using It Now [:
& It Reminds Me Of You ! ILY !

Sunday, May 17, 2009 ♥ 11:43:00 PM
But Still , I love you B !

Fat Cheeeks ! D:
No one went out with me todayyy ]]:
I Rotted pretty badly at home todayyy . Sighs ..
Baby only woke up at 4+ 5pm like that .. EEEKS !
Then he force me to tell him his pressieeeeee D:
EEEEEEKS ! He managed to guess it anws ..
Suppose to meet Baby at 7+ de ... Mama dont allow ..
Straightaway emo diao ... D:
I WANT TO MEET BABY DE !
Nvms ... Kinda still quarrelling alot with Baby ..
Especially after the Orchard Daiji thing .. Sighs ..
Still sad about what happened today ..
I can only meet Baby for alil while tmr .. Stupid tuition ..
I WANT BABY TO PEI ME ! I MISS HAVING YOU BESIDE ME WATCHING ME SLEEP , B !

Baby ;
EEEEEEEEEEEEKS !
You now good uhs B ! Want FRIENDS & BRO's downa meee !
EEEEEEEKS !
Stupid Baby !
I LOVE YOU LAHS ! ♥
Everytime Make Me Angry , But In Th End I Will Still She Bu De , Thn Forgive You ..
Stupid Baby ! I Love You Many Many Lahs , Can ! {♥}

PS ; Faster Dye Back Your Hair So You Can Come My House Lahs , B !!!!!!!!! D:
♥ 2:42:00 PM
I AM BORED !

Anyone wants to go out or what ?!
Iamsofuckingborednow !
howIwishmyphonewouldjustring&it'sbabytellingmehewantstogooutwithmeeeee !
savemesomeone,anyone?alienscandotoo ^^
Iwanttogooutnownownownownownow! D:
♥ 2:24:00 AM
你温柔的双手 , 本就不属于我 ...

Still , Not Happy 5th Month , B ... ... Mum woke us up at 1oam .. Awwww .. I wanted to rest alil more D:
Stayed at home & rotted .. Msged Baby alot of times , but he nvr reply ..
+ the fact that he's home only at 2am ytd .. So yeahs . He was sleeping .
Called him at 3pm & he told me he cant meet me because he got Songka need to attend with Mummy . He told me days before alrd .. So , Baby promised to plan with me again to meet in th evening / night ... So I went on to get Baby's 5th Month present from Compass .
1. Empty Box2. Shredded Paper Made By Me . Lols3. The Present [:4. Off It Goes Into The Box ...
5. Wrapped Up ! [:Sweetie was kind enough to pei me go before she head off to Louise's Birthday Party [:
Thanks Sweeetie ! Saviour uhs ! :D So yeahs , We went Compass & walked a few rounds & I send her to the bus inter , before I went to Heartland to get my Black ribbons .. went home at 6pm ..
Msg-ed Baby at close to 7pm & like usual , he didnt reply me ..
I called him , just to find out that he didnt attend the Songka .
& HE IS A HIS FUCKING FRIEND'S HOUSE !
It doesnt make sense to me in each and anyway you look at it !
Thats not what makes me so Disappointed & Angry ..
What made me so disappointed is he dont even bother to inform me ..
Today is 5th Month lehs ! I really dont know how to say how zek ark I feel ..
+ I spend so much time on his present , just to see his smile .. But it really disheartens me time & again ... D:
I was suppose to pei sweetie to Louise's Birthday Party .. But I thought im meeting Baby tonight , so I told her I cant make it .. Now I FINALLY realised , I DONT HAVE TO make ANY sacrifices of any of my dates with my friends for Him !
I give up , TOTALLY ... ...

Baby Boy .
What Do You Want From Me Now ?
TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME !!!!!
YOU REFUSE TO REPLY MY MSGES THN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?!
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ?!
NO ! I Bet You Dont Even Care !
What's Important , Is Only Your Fucking Friends & Brothers .
ALICIA IS NOTHING TO YOU ! [:
What Is This , B ?
RETRIBUTION or REVENGE ?
If You Say They Either One Of Them , Thn I Will Treat It As It Is & Never To Complain Any Single Bit Anymore !
I Dont Know How To FUCKING Describe How I Feel !
So Disappointed , So Angry .
I Wish I Could Just Say , ... ... ... ... ...
I Dont Love You Anymore ..
You're the one that rise me when I fall , But you pushed me down with your bare hands too ..
PS ; I HATE IT WHEN YOU DONT REPLY ME .
& I CANT GET TO SLEEEP NOW ! FUCK !
It's 3.20AM ...
Saturday, May 16, 2009 ♥ 7:22:00 PM
Again , Again & Yet , Again !

Im So So So Disappointed In Dylan Sng Wee Chong .. Really ..
If I Didnt Call , It Means That You're Gonna Hide It From Me ?!
I Give Up , Dylan .. I GIVE UP !
Up To You To Do Anything You Want ..

It's Hurting Me So Badly Now ...
What A HAPPY 5th Month I Had , Indeed !

FUCK YOU !


♥ 12:00:00 AM
Baby , Happy Fifth Month !


Baby Boy !
Happy Fifth Month !
I Love You ! {♥}
I Never Want To Lose You Anymore ..
I Really Love You From The Bottom Of My Heart .
Thank You For Giving Me Another Chance To Prove My Love For You ..
Im Pretty Sure That We'll Last , This Time ..
We Both Know That We're The Love Of Our Lives Now ..
Im Sure I Want To Get Married With You ..
I Want To Carry On Our Wedding Plans With You !
Though It Sounds Silly , But Yeahs .
It's Our Plans !
Baby , Thank You For Being There When I Need You ..
Thanks You For All Those Laughters & Joy ..
I Enjoy Each & Everyday I Spend With You ..
Every Second , Every Minute , Every Hour , Every Day !
Thank You Baby !
I LOVE YOU & ONLY YOU !
{♥}


Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me
Even if the world will disappear
Even if the clouds will shed no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There would still be you and me
Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥ 11:50:00 PM
Fridayyyyy ! :D

I Saw This Picture at Ikea !
Did I Mention To You That KorKor Had This Picture InFront Of His Bed ?!
FUCKING NICE OK ! 99$ lehs ! Iwanttobuyyyyyylahhhh ! D:
It's the favourite day of the week ! Friday like duh ! :D
Today morning was kinda funny ..
I prepared for school as usual & went to the kitchen for breakfast ..
Thn I drank the Milo .. First INSTANT reaction was ..
* Turns to Dad * Dad , You today good mood arhs ?
Lols ! Th Milo was like so niceeee ! Not like the usual , blend , diluted * + Super Hot ! :X
Dad thn said it's Mum who prepared it .. Haha ! Laughs Oks ! :D
School was alrights .. had 2 lessons only .. Amaths & Chemistry .. The rest , free period [:
You know , I Love my Classmates hell lots ! :D Yipee ! [:
Went home straight after school cause I got no place to go ...
Met Don to get back my 1o$ & I didnt know he owe me 15$ .. I thought I still need borrow frm him 5$ :X Sissy pei-ed me go meet Don at his territory ..
Thn we went to buy straw hearts , boxes , food , bubble tea blah blah blah ..
Something super funny happened at NTUC .. I wanted to buy Maggie Mee ..
Together with PorkBall & Sweets .. Thn I only had enough money for Mee & PorkBall ..
So I decided to use my ATM .. Thn When I paid money , the total bill was 5$ .

I realised I have enough money .. Thn Sissy & I thought that both of us calculated that it's suppose to be more thn $5 ..
When we walked out of NTUC , I wanted to keep my change & ... I found out that ..
I DIDNT PAY FOR THE MEE ! IT WAS ON MY HAND LIKE HOW I CARRY PLASTIC BAGS !
LOLS LOLS LOLS !
Me & sissy laughed like so mad person oks ! No wonder th bill came out so lil ..
Went back NTUC & paid for th stupid Mee . Haha [:
Homed , Slack & Slept ...
Had dinner around th dining table with the whole family like finally .
Though im very full , I still ate alot [:
After dinner , Mama decided to go to Ikea .. :D
Cabbed down to Ikea at 8pm & went to Giants too !
Mama bought for me my Orange FBT ! Yays ! :D

Home Sweet Home at 11.45pm [:
Since Baby still insisted that he went to settle Daiji , thn just take it as he went to settle daiji bahs . Ignore my post below . Thanks .
Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥ 11:37:00 PM
I Feel Cheated By You Now D:

Sweeet-Bitter Day ! D:
Im so sad now .. Haiis .
So today marks the end of MYE .. Last paper which is MTLC is over . Means MYE are OFFICIALLY over . Something to be happy about [:
Such a waste of time to attend school for only an hour .. But , Nevermind [:

Went home & prepared & went over to Baby's place [:
Reached at 1oam which is super earlyyy [: But Baby was kind enough to wake up & pei me [:
But thn ! I still slept ! Got such a comfyyy bed + got Baby for me to hug ! Sleeep only uhs ! :D
Woke up at 2pm & was like super hungry :X
Disturb Baby & ask him to cook mee for me :D Hehe !
But when we went out of Mummy's room ... His house was snowing again ! LOLS :D
It's SNOWING ! :D
Stupid Pampers ! Play with toilet roll again . [ dont know how come so many toilet rolls for her to play ! ] Cleaned up the house first thn Baby went to wash the pots to cook mee [:
In the end , we had water fight ! :D Idiot Boy ! Splash me water ! Somemore take COLD plain water from refrigerator lehs ! I only take tap water lorhs ! Idiot Boy !
So , Me , Baby & his poor kitchen was WET ! :D HAHAHAHA !
Play finish le thn he cook my mee for me :D
With raw eggs in the bowl [:
Halfway cook , got postman come . Lols .
Send him a letter frm Greendale Secondary .. Lols .
See lahs , dont wna go school MIA ! Hehe .
Baby coook de mee is nice oks ! :D Really ! :D
He not only add the seasoning given , but also alot of other ingredients [:
After lunch , watched TV for less thn 5 mins while Baby was enjoying his JELLY BEANS !
He never GIVE ME ! He this EVILEEEE BABY ! D:
Thn went in to Mummy's room & played cards ...
He showed me Magic tricks :X Lols .. Thn he made me angryyy !

Hehe ! I Put De ! :DSay downa give me long long de bao bao ! Evileeeeee ! D:
Rafi called , thn he say got ' DAIJI ' need to settle . at 7PM !
So sad lahs ! we're like suppose to have dinner together .. everytime like that deh !
thn I angry & refuse to talk to Baby ... Thn he called Rafi back & talked in Malay language ..
I fell alseep after that ... Baby accidentally slammed the room door at 5.3opm thn I woke up ..
Saw that he bathed alrd .. Thn he told me he leaving the house soon . Asked me want to continue to stay there uhs ...
I very angryy uhs .. Asked Baby isit he purposely ... I agitate downa him go still wna go earlier say want to meet Rafi first ...
I was like so angry lahs ! Went to change out & make up blah blah ..
Pack my stuffs & walked out of the room .
Saw Baby dressed in WHITE SKINNYS , LONG SLEEVE SHIRT , SOCKS & SPRAYED PERFUME ! WTF !
Even more angry oks ! I opened the gate & went out first .. Thn saw Baby taking his converse shoe ... I was like burning oks , I swear ..
Pressed the lift & I DIDNT wna wait for him ..
So when the lift comes , I went back to Baby at the door & said ..
" SETTLE DAIJI ?! GO WATCH MOVIE SAY GO WATCH MOVIE LAHS ! "

Thn I went off ... DDDDDDDDDDD: !
Went to Sengkang & met up with Sexy ..
Waited for him for sometime , But I was trying some dresses , so it's oks [:

Please Give Me Comments On Which Is Nicer !
I Prefer The Black One Personallyyyy !
For A Wedding Dinnerrrrr ! :D
Slack till 7.1opm thn I bused home ..
Went out to meet Sissy at Macs at 1o.3opm ..
She treated me , cause Sissy also Emo .. Haiis ..
Reached home at 11.2opm ...

FYI/PS ; Yesterday Night , Me & Baby Quarrelled Because I Told Him , In MY Relationship , I Need My Boyfriend To Pamper Me & Bring Me Out Once In A While Instead Of Slacking Every Single Day .. Baby Told Me Say He LAZY Go Out .. & This Is What Happens Today ? We're Suppose To Go Out Oks ! But Cause He's LAZY , I Went To Find Him Instead .. WHAT IS THIS ?!

Baby ;
So What Am I To Say Now ?
You Lied , Right ?
Do You Have Any Idea Of How Much It Hurts ,
Each Time You Lied To Me ?

Thanks Ar , Thanks So Much ! D:
Yeahs , Perhaps I Was Right ..

We'll Never Stop Quarrelling ..
Please Do Remember What I Told You Yesterday Night ...
Now You See Why , I Think It's Unfair ?
You GO Out With YOur FRIENDS , You Travel So Far To Go To Naipa House Saiguan ..
THEN WHAT ABOUT ME ?!
YES , IM FUCKING JEALOUS THAT I DONT GET TO GO OUT WITH YOU !



AM I IN THE WRONG TO GET JEALOUS ?!
TELL ME PEOPLE ! TELL ME !

effin sad now ! T.T
153th day since we're together ...
♥ 9:35:00 PM
Kangxuan Kangxuan !

Post For Mr.WongKangXuan Cause I Didnt Post About Him !
So He Shall Have A Whole Post To Himself ! :D


Bestfriend ! We know each other for 4 years already !
Thanks for being there for me when I need someone to be there !
We share secrets that no one else knows ! Close secrets only between Me & You !
Even though you only come to me when you need help ! But ! You still care alot for me ! :D
Sometimes , You can be super harsh to me ! All the Vulgar ! D:
But ! You're nice , from the bottom of your heart & I know it very well ..
I remember that when major things happened to me , You'll always be the one thats there for me . Really wna expressmy heartfelt grattitude to you ! :D
Thanks BESTFRIEND ! I really wouldnt have made it without you !
Lastly ! You're Superly Superly Loved By Me ! Please Smileeeee !
& Note That I'll Be There For You ! Anytime ! ♥♥♥♥
Being able to know you , is something I'll never regret & I thanks god for that ~!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ♥ 11:23:00 PM
I Just Wna Be With You ; ILY !

Hello ! :D I just came back from supper with Baby ! Yays ! ♥♥♥
Went down to fetch him at 9.2opm ! [:
Baby cabbed down like usual . He lazy take SBS [: Lols
Had a stupid lil tiff all because of me ! Sorry nahs Baby !
Cause really need th bag for tmr mahhhs ! ..
Headed to Ave 8 ATM first , Baby need to draw money .
The we went to MACS ! Baby at first say downa eat !
In th end , he ate ! Yays ! :D I ate Spicy Snack Wrap ..
Baby ate McSpicy Meal + McChicken ..
Baby ! You Have A Fat Fat Tummy Now ! :D Keke !
After MACS , went to dapau food for Mummy & Korkor ..
Walked Home ..
On th way home , Baby Very EVILEEEEE !
He keeep talking about JU-ON !
I Dont likeeeeeeee ! Evileeeee Baby ! hmphs hmphs !
Baby sent me to 6th floor staircase before he cab home [:
I told Baby tmr got listening compre so must have goodluck kiss .
He Said ' Listening Compre uhs .. must kiss on the ear .. "
Then he kissed me on my ear .. Silly Baby ! I Love You ! :D
p.s ; Maybe going Sentosa with Baby tmr ! Yays ! *


Baby Boy !
You MUST MUST MUST Sleeep Tonight Oks ?!
You know I Love You Alot Alot Alot !
Thanks For Coming All The Way Down Just To Have Supper With Me !
Hehe ! I Loveeeeee You B ! ♥

BABY ! I WNA GO SINGAPORE FLYER WITH YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU DONT GO WITH ME , I GO WITH OTHER GUYS YOU CANNOT JEALOUS OK !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

SINCE YOU'RE TALKING TO MEGAN TONIGHT TILL TMR MORNING
YOU THIS IDIOT BOY ! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
EVILEEEEEEEEEEE B ! I NO LIKE YOU !
* No Scared Of Heights ! *
♥ 4:58:00 PM
freeeeeeedom !


Freeedom Please ! T.T
No More Tonnings , No More BBQs , No More Chalets , No More Stayovers !?!!!!!!!!!
I Feel Like Dying , Oh Yes ! I DO ! D:
But as usual , Im Not Gonna Care & IM RUNNING AWAY ! :D
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ♥ 11:59:00 PM
Bloa-Loa Loves Worth Earm ! :D

So I can say that Exams are over ? Though not officially cause still got MT listening ! D:
But , No more studying currently , till Prelims come I guesss [:
Umms , Physics & Chem paper was alright ... Just hope that I cn pass . Hehe [:
After exams ended at 12.15pm , went home & bathed & prepared luhhs [:
Brought th soup with me & went to Baby's house [:
Met Annlyn & Co at bus stop & we went to Sengkang together . Super Crowded bus luhs !
so squeeeeezyy ! D:
Went to Baby's house & he's still sleeeping as usual ...
Left th soup somewhere high enough so Pampers wont scratch it [:
Went in Mummy's room & put down my bag ..
See Baby sleep I also tired siaaa ..
So ... Lied on Mummy's side of the bed & sleeeeeeep !
But Mama called me after I slept for an hour .. & ....
Quarrelled big time .. & I dont know what to say ..
She ask me go home NOW & I dont want to . Kup th damn phone & she called me 15 times !
Th 16th time I answer luhs . Aiyah , I dont know lahs !
Nevermind , Cried alil & thank Baby ...
Thanks for the comforting words & Thanks for holding on to my hand to assure me that you'll always be there for me ... Thanks for th warmest hugs [: ILYS ! ♥ !
Continued to sleep cause I was super tired & woke up at 4+ .. Baby went to bathe & prepare ..
Idiot boy ... he still wna wear shirt got alil red de .. But thn I made him change out [: Hehe [:
Before we left , I die die want to take Peeekture with Baby ! But he downaaa !
HE EVILEEEEEEEEE ! D: But still ! Baby took with me cause I refuse to leave the house if we dont take peeeeekture ! HEHEHEHE ! :D Off to Gabriel's grandfather's Funeral ...
Suppose to take bus 85 ... But thn ! As usual , Me & Baby's super lazyyy to ! So , we .....
CABBED ! :D
Reached Yishun , Gabriel came & * fetch * us .. Together with Binghui & Calvin* ?
Offered our prayers & I went over greet Gabriel's Mother [:
Sat somewhere outside with Baby , Gabriel , Emily , Binghui , Clavin & Jesline [:
Slacked & talked & joked luhs [:
The AngMoKio MP Also got come .. Haha . Baby was being so silly oks [:
Baby unshelled the GuaZi for me to eat ! Hehe [:
Nevermind ... before we left , I had a lil tiff with Baby .. just a tiny weeny one ]:
Silly Baby , if we cannot go out on saturday , it's oks [: We can always pick another day oks ?
ILY[:
Went to the CC de washroom thn wait for them to smoke finish [:
Cabb-ed back Punggol with them & went up to Baby's house again [:
In the cab I told Baby I wan eat LongJohns ! He say downaaa ! Hmphs !
Reach home was like so hot , thn Baby on Air Con [: HEHE ! [:
Sillyyyy Babyyyy ! [: Thn we like xiaohaizi like that , keeep ' quarreling ' with each other [:
Thn I say too fast I say until ' What B ! ' thn he started calling me LICIA ! D:
Idiot Boy ! :D Then we keeep snatching over blankieeee & bolsterrr ! :D HEHE !
Mummy came back 1o mins ltr & she went to bathe & prepared [:
She ask Baby wna eat what & Baby said LongJohns ! :D Heehee .
But then he changed his mind & decided to eat Sakae :D
Cabbed to Compass & headed to Sakae .. From about 8.3oPM we eat until 9.45pm ?
Ordered alot alot alot oks ! I ate alot of things I never eat before ...
& Baby ordered my favourite ! Sakae Chawanmushi ! :D Yays Yays ! :D
See what baby did to me ! T.T Pour so MUCH LIGHT SOYA SAUCE FR ME ! TSK !Oh Oh ! & Baby fed me with toufu ! :D
Enjoyed dinner with Baby & Mummy [:
Total Bill was 93.5o$$ ! I was like ......
Very expensive lehs , I think ! D:
So guiltyyyy ! After that Baby said he wanted to eat Jacks Place .. But cause I cannot eat beeef .
THANK YOU LAHS BABY ! I LOVE YOU OKS ! :D
Thn Baby want to go METRO see present for his Cousin ..
So we went in & also see his tie for the Wedding ..
While Baby went to see the present , Mummy saw a bag she want to buy [:
She bought it anws [:
& we were the last one to leave the whole Metro ! Hahaha ! Reallyyy ! Hehe [:
Went into blue max cause Baby want to buy disc .. He complains that he's bored at home everyday ! Who ask him dont go school ! D:
Thn I wanted to go take 159 alrd , Thn Mummy say she cab me home first thn they go home ! :D Hehe ! Thanks Mummy ! :D
Reach house doorstep , Mama left the flower water for me outside the house with the lights on ..
Cleaned up & home sweet home ..
After bath , Played UNO online with Baby ! :D Hehe !
Yesterday Night ! Baby Asked me to tell im I dont have what colour card .. thn I told him Blue ..
I never lie ! :D He also go & put BLUE ! T.T
Just Now ! I Win I Win ! :DLike yesterday like that ! Hehe !:D

Then followed by a game of Reversi ... Thn we had a lil tiff ! D:
Thn Babyy went to sleeep ! EEEEEE !

Baby Boy ;
Baby ! You Dont Be So Silly Oks ?
Eat So Many Pills To Get To Sleeep ..
It Hurts Me To See You Like That Baby .. It Really Does ...
If Letting Go Can Make You Forget All Th Pain & The Hurt , I Will .
But Like You Said , You Dont Want To Let Go ..
I Dont Want To , Too ! D:
I Love You Baby ! I Dont Want To See You Suffer !
Remember Our Promise Alrights ?
Our Suicidal Thoughts , I Love You Baby ! ♥
It Hurts Me Very Terribly That Night ,
When You Left My House At 5am That Morning ..
You Told Me , You'll Love Me With Whats Left In & Of Your Heart ..
You Told Me , No Matter How Much It's Hurting & Killing You, You'll Still Love Me .
You Told Me , You Cannot Take It & Want To Go Home & Cry ..
You Told Me Not To Cry Anymore Because It Hurts You ..
You Hugged Me So Tightly To Comfort Me ..
You Hugged Me & Kissed Me So Gently On My Forehead When You Walked Out Once More ..
I Love You Baby !
Dont Be Silly & Apologise To Me Because You're Sad Alrights ?
Im The One Who Made You Like That ... I Love You Baby !
Monday, May 11, 2009 ♥ 12:10:00 AM
Im Dead - Baby

After I blogged , Mum wants me to bathe & go compass with her earlier so that we can shop [:
Didnt get to rest .. super tired D:
but nvm .. went & I saw Megan at Metro :X was kinda like stunned ? idk :X
walked until leg very tired uhhs . In the end bought nothing .. D:
Dinner started at 5.3o approx . Was kinda full & yeahs .
There's no Baby to help me peeeeel Oat Prawns ! D: but my grandmother did .. Hehe [:
ate halfway , told mum I saw a friend & went out to get her a bouquet of flowers [: Hehe
after dinner , went home & I was suppose to go to Baby's place .. But thn he left his grandma place late . so Mum dont allow me to go . Instead .
Baby is behind me now [: With his golden coloured hair [: Hehe [:
told Mum 1o1 excuses & Baby is tonning here tonight ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Baby .
Dont emo le oks ?
I loveeee you alot alot alot ! ♥♥♥♥
I know it's hurting you ..
& that explains why the title you gave me ..
I'm Sorry Baby ..
I'll do what it takes to mend that broken heart of yours ,
though I know that nothing can help now ...
I Love You Baby ..
It's True .. From The Bottom Of My Heart ...
Muacks ♥
Sunday, May 10, 2009 ♥ 8:17:00 PM
It's For You , Baby ..

Baby Boy ; Dylan Sng Wee Chong .

After so many things happened inbetween , We're finally back to each other ..
We both knew that we needed each other & like what Mummy said , It's because of our pride ...
Thats why so many things happened to me ..
Baby Boy , I Need you to know , Even though so many things happened to me , I'd never blame them on you at all .. It's not that you didn't protect me enough .. Really ..
& Even though we both had had someone else after us , I believed that our love for each other had never been any lesser ..
I finally know how much I meant to you after yesterday .. I finally know &
Im sorry that we had to pay such an expensive price for me to finally know ..
I saw it in you ... I saw you nearly sank to the ground when you heard the truth from me ..
I saw that disappointed look in you ...
I saw that tears in your eyes ..
& thats when I finally know that you really loved me & you still do ...
I understand why you got so mad at me ..
It's just simply because you cared for me & it hurts you ...
Being able to forgive me again & again no matter how grave the mistakes I made was ...
I knew then , I meant more then anything to you .. I knew that you simply love me too much ..
I know our relationship will never be perfect again .. It will never ever be the same anymore ..
That's something we can't change about .. The crackline in our relationship .. It'll always be there .. Even though I hurt you so deeply each time .. You still loved me with whatever thats left in you ... When Mummy told me that when I came in the afternoon , you were so happy & glad & wanted me to join you for lunch straightaway ...
My heart sank when you told me that after that quarrel that night , you dialed my number 3 times but you didn't call me .. Until the night before ... Yes , I Miss You .. So Badly ..
You told yourself that you have to call e & you really called but to get nothing but a disappointment from me .. Im sorry Baby .. Im Really stupid ...
My heart sank when I know you did so much for me ..
I hate myself Baby .. I hate myself for doing something so cruel to someone I loved so much ..
You told me I took over Georgina's place as your love of your life nt long ago ..
You told me I was the love of your life ... My heart sank .. I really wanted to kill myself at that point of time ..
You told me how you were wishing that I would shoot you back with something sarcastic ...
You told me how you were wishing that it's not the truth , but to only know that it IS the truth ..
You told me that it's the first suicidal thought you've ever had because of the truth ..
Baby , I Finally know I meant EVERYTHING to you ...
Im Sorry I took so long to know .. Im really sorry ..
Baby , I know we'll never be perfect again ..
But I'll Swear to you & prove to you that I'll slowly gain those trust from you again ..
& I'll mend that broken heart of yours ..
I'll love you with all my heart , & I'll never break my promises anymore ..
I'll Make you forget those painful memories by loving you ..
By showing it & proving it to you , How Much I Really Love You .
Dylan , I Love You . I Really Really Love You ..
Thank you for giving me one last chance to prove it to you that you really meant everything to me ...
I know you can forgive but you cant forget .. It's oks .. But I will make you feel loved , Thn anyone else ever did , to you .. This I Promise You ...

1oo5o9 ; The Second Chance .
1112o8 ; 1612o8 ; 1oo5o9
♥ 12:12:00 PM
It's Bitter-Sweet Baby !

Thats The Love Me & Pampers Have For Each Other [:
My Silly Daughter [: ILYS ! {♥}Happy Mother's Day !!!
I Love You Mama !! ♥♥♥
& I Love You Mummy !! ♥♥

o9o5o9 ; Saturdayyy ~!
Prepared at 2pm when Mummy msg-ed me & went down to Dylan's place .
Cause I took quite long to get myself done , so I decided to cab down [:
Reached alrd , Dylan help me open the door [: Feels kinda weird though :X
Sat down in th livng room cause Mummy still bathing .. Dylan accompanied me &
We had a lil talk [: Idiot boy .. Told him that I flunked Amaths nt because of him thn he keep saying is cause of him .. BHB luhs ! :D Mummy came out & I gave her her Mother's Day present . Mummy was kinda shock too ! Hehe [:
Waited for Idiot Boy to bathe so that we can go out for lunch , together [:
He took so long lahs ! Lols [:
After everything done , we cabb-ed to Kovan there de shops .
& we ate Teochew Porridge [: Got alot of vegetables uhs [:
Dylan kept taking th chicken for me . Haha [: Mummy took Otah [: Hehe .
Dylan helped me take out th meat frm the shell ; Sweet rights [:
Eat until damn shaung uhhs [: Idiot Boy keep disao me ! Angryy lehs ! :X
Ate & Enjoyed myself with them [:
Finshed lunch at 4.45pm like that thn we cabb-ed to Tampines Mall fr G2000 Men .
Dylan buying coat .. We shopped for one full hour there & fuck !t
DYLAN LOOOK SO FUCKING DASHING IN COAT ! I SWEAR !
Damn blooody hot I tell you ! :D hehehe [:
Helped him pick & see which looks nicer on him blah blah blah ..
In th end we settled for a set one . Easier [:
But yeahs , I know he doesnt like th coat because it's too big D:
Mummy doesnt think so ]]: spend $219 .
* Oh ! I saw Louiseeeee ! :D *
Went to shop around for his shirt & Necktie , But couldnt find any ..
Told him smth when we were shopping at Helen's & yeahs . We quarrelled D:
Didnt talk after that ... Went to ATM to draw money & Mummy saw her friend ..
Sat down at Starbucks for a drink& thn we cabb-ed home [:
On the cab , Dylan asked if I was Angry .. But yeahs , I wasnt .
Just mad at myself ]:
Went back to Dylan's place & see him use laptop ..
About an hour later , we went back to th same topic ..
& this time , we had a huge quarrel .. D:
He went to memory cupboard & took out everything ..
& tore away all our letters right infront of my face ..
He threw me back everything .. & the last thing he threw was ... ... ...
Our Couple Ring ... ... ...
I Begged him to return me the couple ring , yes , beg while crying ..
Suppose to tonn at Dylan's place .. But after th quarrel , I left .
But promised to wait for him underneath his block .
He came down 1o mins ltr & asked me to leave . I refused to .. thn he called Mummy & dont know said what .. I wanted to leave to wait somewhr else . He asked me to stay there ..
He went to meet Rafi & yeahs .. Mummy came looking for me & bring me upstairs ..
Had a talk with Mummy & cried like some ....
Picked up the Bits & Pieces of letter , Soyabean Box , Jelly Bean Can ... Cried ..
Dylan came back & we settled everything .. Still , Dylan decided to give me another chance ...
Stayed in th room to have a talk with Dylan while waiting for the Pizzas to arrive .
Washed Up & Pizzas came [: Ate one slice & Dylan peel-ed chicken wings for me & fed me [:
after eating , cleanup & changed into Dylan's shirt & pants ..
Lied on the bed in Mummy's room & we talked ..
Dylan deleted those msges he dont like to see [: Haha [:
Thn I sleep outside , Dlyan center thn Mummy on th other side ..
& it's Baby for th rest of th post ! [:
Couldnt sleep . so we went out of the room thn play play play [:
Had a talk & I finally know everything ..
I just kept crying .. Wanting to kill myself very badly ! D:
Thn I went in to the room & lied on the bed .. Kinda tired cause it was 3 Am alrd ..
But Baby couldnt sleep , so he kept walking in & out .. In the end , 4am he came in & slept beside me ..
Hugged him to sleeep & it's like , he still couldnt get to sleep . This time , I didnt get to sleep too ..
So we decided to go out to living room again to watch show :X Lols .
Sat in th living room & watched Scary Movie 4 . Some parts super funny , while some parts are Alil scary + the fact that I was in PUNGGOL ! :X Baby kept making th JuOn sound D:
I dont likeeee D: Idiot Baby ! :D Thn watch show halfway made Baby go into the kitchen to get Something to drink cause super thirsty . Hehe [: Evileeee me rights ? [:
Show ended at 5.ooam? About there cause we watched frm halfway . Haha [:
Went in to Mummy's room & tried to sleep . But Baby kept making the JuOn sound & say later Got thing come out frm underneath the sofa ! D:
Then we had about 2o mins of Sign Language talk which was practically killing me D:
Just kept playing with each other [: Of course ! Baby's suppose to be Silly [:
In the end , I think we really went to bed at 6.ooam , when Mummy's alarm rang :P
Slept quite abit cause I cried & my eyes were super heavy alrd ..
Woke up at 9.45am & prepared . By thn , Mummy & Korkor alrd went out for Church alrd .
Kissed Baby before I left his house at 1o.ooam ..
& I was caught in the stupid rain ! Took wrong bus somemore ! D:

Home sweet home at 1o.55am . Just nice curfew timing [:
Saturday, May 9, 2009 ♥ 1:36:00 PM
It's Getting Better [:

DYLAN SNG WEE CHONG ! ♥
Idiot Boy ! I Miss You Lahs !
Make Me cry until like some siao person like that . Thn dont know why will still miss you ! IDIOT BOY ! D:
DONT LOVE YOU LAHS ! :X

Sissyyy ~! ♥♥♥♥
Thanks for being there for me when I cried so bitterly that night ..
& yeahs , Crying with me .. Haha [: You also must cheeerup oks ?! [:
Heehee . ILoveYou Sissyyyy ! :D

WBF ~! ♥♥♥!
Stupid BF ! Threatened to break our friendship so that I'd Stop crying !!
Evileee uhs you ! Thanks for being there for me with those late night calls making you fall alseep in exams the next day ! study hard for th last 2 papers ok ?! Thanks BF ! Much loveeees !

Pauline ~! ♥♥
Sweetie ! thanks for the small lil note & those smses to cheeerme up ! not forgetting those hugs of yours ! [: yeahs yeahs , Im much bttr alrd [: ! hehe ! Thank yous ! [:

You also dont think so much & Jiayous for exams oks ! [:

Nicholas ; Superboy ~! ♥♥
thanks superboy for th comfort & everything . your reminders to eat & all .
thanks for being there when I neeed someone [: jiayous for exams & yeahs .
Super Loveees ~! :D

Thanks to everyone who cared ! Especially Becca , Schoolmates , Cliques ! [:
Loveees to Everyone of you ! ♥♥♥
!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ♥ 11:42:00 PM
So hard to see myself without him ..

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye ...

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♥ 10:48:00 PM
Never So Bad Before ..

I never felt so sad before ..
Even when I broke up ... I've never felt something like this before ..
So emotional , so sad , so sourish , so heartbroken ..
I just wna cry , & do nothing else ... I just wna break down ]:
I just wna hold you in my arms now ..
I just wna see you right now ..
& I've finally felt the pain of losing you , Dylan .
The moment when you walk out of my door .. I knew part of me is dying ..
Spongebob , Whale & Gary ... IDWTHATDWYA ... I will never forget ..
Everything you said to me before you walked out ..
That left me crying till now ... Yes . Now ..
I just cant stop .. From 3am till now ..
How I wish that time will come to a standstill ... & you never walked out of my door
because of what you said .. I wish you'd stay with me till th rest of my lives ends ..
Im Sorry , Dylan . But , It's really killing me now ..
I cant stop crying & I cant stop feeling pain ..
I Miss You So Badly ...
Im Crying my eyes out ]:
What made it worst , is that I know you bear grudge ...
& the swears that you've made ...

Th Last Hug You Gave Me , I'll Never Forget ..
Th Most Bitter Hug , & Th Hug That I Thought I'll Wna Hold On Forever , & Never Let Go ...
Still , I Love You & I Miss You ..
Im So So Sorry ... ]]]:


* It's been super long since I've posted something like that uh .. I'll Be oks [: Trust me ... *
♥ 1:16:00 PM
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it's 2.16pm & it's an hour of Sorrys .
I swear it upon my mother's life that I typed this out , not cheating any single bit .
I hope you'll come across my blog & see this ..
Im really Sorry , Dylan ]:
Monday, May 4, 2009 ♥ 10:00:00 PM
Taken For Granted ...

English Paper 1 was kinda flunked ...
I dont know , but I just couldnt rmb the format for the stupid SMB .
After exams went to buy bubble tea with Shirley . thn accompanied her halfway thn headed to th bus stop . met Kinsum there & we took th bus together .
trained down to Dylan's house & waited for him to open th door [:
I RANG TH DOORBELL TWICE { according to him , it's ONLY twicee }
went in & got a shock of my life :X I thought it was snowing in his house ! Rawrs !

super messy luhs ! went into Mummy's room to put down my stuffs & went out to clean up abit .. stupid Pampers , kept scratching me ! argh ! hate it D:
eeeeeeee ! after cleaning up abit , went into Mummy's room & SEE DYLAN SLEEP FOR 4 FULL HOURS . crazyyyy ! hmphs ! I dont like ! D:
studied chinese & looked through Amaths paper ..
slept ...
Shahid came at 5.oopm ?
started doing stupid things , slack & TV-ed while they daidi-ed & idk ? :x
went into mummy's room & rested while Dylan accompany Shahid in his room .
Shahid left at 7.oopm & I rest-ed for awhile more & left at 7.45pm .
Me & Dylan had a lil tiff & yeahs , he slammed his damn bloody door on me D:
Hmphs ! Home Sweet Home Now [:
* I saw becca in th bus ! I think it's the first time I saw her ! Hehe ! [:

PS ; Oh ! Dylan just called & says he's coming over . Haha . Silly right this boy ? Get jealous because of stupid things .
Sunday, May 3, 2009 ♥ 10:10:00 PM
Exams Fever ! )):

Had tuition today at tutor's place ...
we were kinda an hour late . Hehe [:
went to get pens & card making stuffs for Mother's Day ! [: Hehe

ohoh . & we bought a whole chicken to eat too ! [:
when walking in , we saw that Bitch . Stupid , stare at me . Nb .
Hanyang & Terence was alrd there .. yupps .
tuition wasnt productive today ]: I hate not-productive stuffs ]:
shucks . Exams is like tomorrow ?! D:
I suddenly feel like dying ]: Haiis .
After tuition , went to Compass & waited quite awhile for Eddie [:
shopp-ed & Metro & he came [:
dinnered at Macs & had a talk ...
smoke , slacked & he sent me home ...
God , I Miss all my skaters friends , Badly ! T.T

meetups soon after Mid Years Oks ! [:

You're nt answering my call , thn what do you expect of me ?
o3o4o9 - o3o5o9 ; It's a month since we broke up , Dylan [:
Im still waiting for you to give me an answer ..
If you STILL choose to ignore , thn Im left with nothing to say ...
♥ 2:05:00 PM
Orh-Horh ! [:

Dylan Dylan Dylan !
Dad knows you left the bottle on th Legde infront of my tianshen ! Hahaha !
Silly Boy !
{♥}
Saturday, May 2, 2009 ♥ 11:15:00 PM
Family Date [:

I had family date , Yet again [:
But it was fun [:
Went to AMK Kbox luhs .
but the sad thing is , there's only 3 ppl in th same room as me ]:
Sing until siaooo ! Haha ! [:
First song - 说好的幸福呢 :x Haha , kinda expected .
sang alot of duets with Alex cousin siol ... 屋顶 , 你最珍贵 , 男人女人 , 世界唯一的你 , 心雨 ...
Mostly I think were the songs I used to sing with Wilson .. Haha [:
But I think we sang 屋顶 nicest .. thn he say I sing 你最珍贵 until very sweet :x Haha ! [:

I rmb oks ! The last time we went Kbox , with my family & Wilson .. The last song we sang .. Haha [: Sissy says it's sweeet ! Haha [:
ohoh ! & I sang ' If You're Not The One ' too ! Haha !
Text-ed Wilson in the morning cause wna aski him wna join us ant ..
thn he never replyyy me ! only text-ed me at 3.2opm like that ...
wanted to come down , but I scared I after Kbox need go off . Haha .
so Kbox-ed frm 2pm all t way to 7pm .. crazyyy uhs [:
after Kbox , went dinner& I had LongJohns [:
thn home sweet home [:



See See See ! Ho Wilson !
Today do de things all reminds me of you ! Haha ! [:

Kbox also sing de song all duet with you de !
Kbox date soooooon ! [: !!!
MUST SEE THIS POST OKS ?! HAHAHA ! [:
Friday, May 1, 2009 ♥ 11:57:00 PM
sians ]:

I rotted at home today ...
Rotted pretty badly .. ]]:
& Im so sad ! T.T
But nevermind .
suppose to go out tonn .
But then cause I went home at 11.15pm .
so I cant go out tonn ! ]]: !
angry angry ! D:
Oh ! & I HATE it when my cousins stayover !!!!
Especially when they sleeeep on my BED ! FUCK ! D:

Nothing To You , As Compared To Her [:
You Lied To Me ! [: