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Had oral today & it went on pretty well for me , I think [:
went home & bathed & went down to Dylan's place [:
stupid us , never stop quarrelling :x
went into mummy's room & sleep cause we quarrelled ! argh !
slack until 7.15pm Korkor came back [:
Rafi cam about there too [:
thn abut 7.3opm mummy came back with Dinner ! [:
ate dinner & Dylan peel-ed th prawns for me ! [: HEHE !
after dinner , went in to the room for AirCon & slack until 1o.3opm then MRT-ed home .
kinda emo & teared but I dont know why :x
[:
Home Sweet Home at 11.3opm [:

Thanks WBF for sending my super heavy files & books home for me in your 1 hour break !
greatly appreciated !!! { ♥ }

Im on one day MC [:
Didnt feel like attending school + there's temp check today [:
went to docs at 11am [:
after Docs , went to bro's place & slack [:
very sian luhs ! but thn I think my fever came back ..
so bro wanted me to sleep [:
he on air con for me [: at first 21 degrees . thn It was oks de .
not say very cold or what .. thn he go on 18 degrees .
crazyyy ! took me along time to get to sleep ]:
woke up an hour later freezing ! argh !
went to the washroom thn go find bro in th living room .
pull him into the room to tell him it's fucking cold . Haha [:
slack awhile & left bro's place at about 3.3opm [:
thanks bro . It's been long since we last met up & yeahs .
I Missed You ! [:
Meet up more oks ? [:


went to Dylan's place at night to get my file cause he lazyy send it back to me ! D:
korkor help me open gate [:
talked to him awhile & see him cook [:
1o mins ltr , mummy came out frm her room & she kissed me on my cheek [:
talk to them luhs [: enjoyed & yeahs , I dont feel weird , at all [:
went to mummy's room with her & talked [: left at about 9pm .
though mummy wanted me to wait fr Dylan to come back .
but I told her it's oks [:

finally fallen ill after so many things happened ..
fever throughout the whole day in school .
kept wanting to sleep ]:
school ended early at 12.45pm .
went down to Dylan's house & he's smart enough to leave th keys for me .
Opened the door myself & saw Puppy [:
went in to mummy's room & he's still sleeping [:
changed out & just slept ..
fever's really terrible . just want to sleep .
but after Dylan wake up , he dont want let me sleep .
keep disturbing me ..
yeahs , NICOLE [:
haha . tv-ed at 5.3opm to 6.3opm & prepared .
went to get food & home sweet home .
I left my file at his house !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK ! D:

Oh ! Did I mention I cried during assembly yesterday ? D:
It was the most painful assembly I've gone through oks ! T.T

quarrelled with mama .
went down to fetch Dylan at 12am & paid for th cab fare as usual .
wanted to sneak him in , again . But !
mama found out me & sissy wasnt home & she called & gan ._.
she waited for us at the door & yeahs .
Dylan waited outside th house ALONE
& punishment ; MORE HOUSE RULE[S] ! D:
no closing the door when we sleep .
blah blah blah ._.
thn confiscate alot of things lahs .
msged Dylan & asked him to wait , ended up he wait close to 45 mins .
cnt sneak him in cause mama & papa wake up check ._.
so gave him my share of th alcohol & cabfare luhs ..
this silly boy , after drinking , left the empty bottle infront of my tian shen .
on th ledge [:
stupid night ! D:

I feel weird staying at home on a Sat )):
Only went over to Aunt Karen's place at 9pm .
Wilson , with Shermaine came & fetch me .
after that , Royston joined us & slack some where & smoked .
thn went up & cut cake . slack & had a talk with Wilson's mum [:
went upstairs & talked to Wilson [:
home sweet home at 11pm [:

Wilson ,
Sorry , I have no more feelings for you [:
We'll always be memories [: Nothing else [:

I remembered everything as clearly as it can be ..
I cant seem to get it off my mind & it's killing me ..
Im glad I had Gary with me . Really .
What I wrote on Amath test paper was ' I wna wake up frm this nightmare . It's killing me . Tears of hatred ' . Nothing Else .
Haiis ...

At night , I talked to Dylan on the phone after Nicole & Gary's Conf.
I told him what happened , & surprisingly ..
He offered to cab down to find me , even though it's 2am ..
& he did cabbed down [:
so shock to see his hair oks ?! Haha [:
Dylan pei-ed me until 4am before he left .
it's really nice to have someone's company [:
Thanks Dylan [:
I appreciate it [:

I wna wake up from this nightmare ...
Take me away .. It's painful ...
I wna wake up ...
I regret everything .. I really do ..
& yeahs , I Hate You ]]]: !

I'll Miss You , Don ....

My School Principal ; Mdm Liew [: Mrs Doreen Ng [:My Favourite girls ; Miss Juney Lim [:

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GOLD WITH HONOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peiying & Me [:Alicia ; Peiying ; Nicole . I Love You {S} ! :DDancemates for life ! :DOur Last Practice together , I'll Miss All Of You ! D: 新民舞蹈团 , 坚持，坚持，再坚持 !
Dancers , we're only hours away frm SYF now .
I know you guys wont be reading this post in time .
Yupps , the journey to GoldWithHonours is a hard & tortourous one .
But , we made it . together , as a troupe , a family . as One .
We dance for the same goal & we share the same passion .
Today will be the day that determines our hardwork for the past 8/9 months .
It will be worth it , Im sure .
Dancers , at least we know .
The last practice we'd ever had , it touched zls . She praised us , & finally .
She said , 毛孔都竖起来了。Yes , This line is what we've been waiting to hear .
& she said it .. it's an accomplishment . really .
So no matter what we're gonna get , at least we know , we touched her ...
& WE'LL touch the judges too !
新民舞蹈团 !
爱学校，爱团体，爱自己 !
三十二个人，一条心 !
DANCERS , LETS DO IT !

Uhs , since I didnt attend school today ... I should spend my time doing something meaningful & that would gladly be posting a super long post for my beloved dancemates [:

TaoYao Dancers ;
We started together as strangers ... Some of us , but not all ..
the sec 2's came in & followed by 3 sec 1's ... we were'nt that close at first ..
I remembered that we were seperated into SYF group & Non SYF group & I think it took us alot of effort to bond this whole troupe together ... I remembered .. on 21st August ..
I was still deciding whether I should give up dancing TaoYao .
Yes , I hate myself now . For having the thoughts at first ! Why ? Why will I have such a stupid & selfish thought ? I really wna thank NICOLE , Peiying & all our dance seniors for giving me a wake up call at that point of my life & made me continue to dance TaoYao because I've never never never regretted .
IM SORRY DANCERS , ALL THE DANCERS & ALL THE DANCE TEACHERS .
you know what ? I wish that time would rewind itself to 9 months ago .
I want trainings to start all over again .. I really hate myself now .. ]]:
Why didnt I choose to cherish my dance pratices in the first place ?
Dancers , We've come so far & now , we're only an arms length away frm Gold With Honours .
To me , yes . The award matters , but what really matters to me , is that ALL OF YOU enjoyed these 9 months of intensive practices we had , what really matters to me is that ALL OF YOU gave in the best you can ever give & what really matters is that ALL OF YOU see the passion & fire for dance burning inside you . I dont want anyone to regret joining dance & whats more SYF . Dancers , you know what ? you know I dread coming to dance at the start of the intensive ? some of you may know . but yeahs .
Im very sorry that I had this feeling before .. but .. Not now anymore .
im mising dance in every heart beat of mine . Really .
I cant believe my 4 years in Chinese Dance with Nicole & Peiying & jasmine is coming to an end .
it's really making me tear in dance everysingle day now ! ]:
& I know that I didnt make a good senior , I didnt lead all my juniors well ..
& I didnt give you guys the warmth the seniors have given us in the past ..
Juniors , Im really sorry for failing very badly as a senior ...
Taoyao Dancers , I hope all of you enjoyed these 9 months togther , as a FAMILY !
We'll always be together & nothing can tear us apart .
Juniors , I hope you can lead your next batch of juniors well & make each & everyone of them a sucessful dancer [:
TAOYAO DANCERS , ALL THE BEST FOR SYF TOMORROW
& I LOVE YOU GUYS .
OUR 9 MONTHS OF HARDSHIP , GOLD WITH HONOURS WILL BE OURS TO EARNED .
The sweat , blood & tears we shed ... im sure it's worth it .

I dont understand .
& I dont wna understand .
You always say things directly in my face .
What do you expect me to say ? ]:
It's hurting me , Yes .
But I wont let you know .. I Wont .. ]]:

* p.s / I really really really wna put everything aside & dance with my heart now ! *

woke up prettyyy early today ..
got bowling session at heartland with family [:
saw Clarence & friends there . Haha !
oks .. So , my scores were 1o8 , 133 , 94 , 119 .
Dad's scores were 143 , 123 , 107 , 109 .
I won him 2 rounds . Suppose to be 3 ! D:
thn went heartland to walk around & bought a shirt [:
headed to Hougang Mall after that & got my eyeliner[s] frm Sasa .
ate dessert tooo ! frm there , I left mum & dad to go meet Don & friends at P.S .
from P.S we walked all the way to Esplanade & slacked there ..
while walking , we shopped alil lahs [:
kinda like tired to walk so long oks ?! Haha .
at 8.3opm we settled at the stage on waterfront / esplanade .
there's a performance & the guitar skills is SUPERB ! I swear !
& the girl has a super nice voice !
after the whole thing ended , about 9.3opm . sat at esplanade there & slacked .
cup corn-ed & candy floss-ed ..
went to take bus at 11.oopm & we waited so damn long for the bus . Haha .
board the bus only at 11.25pm ..
reach home 12.15am [:

Never Meant To Be [:

I didnt sleep in lessons today ! kinda greatful .
especially chem ! :D
gary's on 2 days MC & he came back just for Maths Common Test . Haha .
Maths Common Test is kinda hard , perhaps it's cause I didnt study )):
after school went home , bathed & rested for awhile & went to dance at 3.3opm .
Self practice todayyy .
it's so not productive ! & yeahs , kinda angryyy inbetween .
like , stop giving excuses lahs . you're dancing for SYF troupe , cant you make sacrifices ?!
we feel pain too , but we still did ! what makes you so SPECIAL among us ?!
I hope you get the right damn attitude to dance for SYF .
Sorry but to say , I DONT BELIEVE YOU & YOUR REASONS ! __
dance ended at 6.oopm & we had our usuals gossips session .
{ im sure to miss them when they're gone ))): }
sent peiying to the bus-stop & went to 69o to slack with Don & friends [:
they were playing this cane made ball .
kinda fun too see them play ! Haha .
thn we went to th badminton court behind to play ..
Don made me a paper crane [:
stayed till 8.35pm thn I went off [:
talked to Don on the phone till 3.ooam ? [:

I love my classmates . I think they're hilarious ! [:
I slept in school for 1 fucking full hour today ! { or maybe more thn that }
kinda like guilty . but Im tired ]]:
gary didnt come to school today ! )):
oks , nevermind .
I survived SS lesson without sleeeping again ! yays (:
went home after school & bathed & slept ..
went to dance at 4.3opm & was kinda late though ..
dance was super tiring & torturous . but yeahs , we can endure !
it's productive & good today ! yays ! :D
I nearly cried in dance today ..
I cant believe 4 years passed just like that ...
How I get to know Nicole , Peiying , Jasmine ...
I really cant bear to see them step down )): !
see them do di san duan & it really touched me .
th feeling , it's just there .
th passion , it's burning inside me ..
I'll miss them .. I'll miss dance ..
cherish the 3 more practices we havee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& yupps , XINMIN CHINESE DANCE TAOYAO TROUPE ; I LOVE YOU ALL !
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ! 31 OF YOU !
dance ended at 7.3opm.
walked out with Peiying & Nicole .
walked Peiying to the bus stop ..
& home sweeet home ..
went point to get some stuffs & went on the phone with world's bestest friend ..
hope he's better now ! :D
you know , 2 years ago [ exactly ] 16o4o7 , it's SYF 2oo7 .
SuiYueRuGe & Our Gold With Honours ...

Don , You're Harsh .
But , Im Really Sorry , Though I Know , It Meant Nothing To You .. ]]]: !

MY WORLD'S BESTEST FRIEND ; HUMTONIO !
get welll sooon ! & Im sure you'll be ok !
Pray hard !!!
Much Loves ! ♥ !

Muscle aches are really killing me .
shit me ._. shouldnt run 2.4 . im excused like pleasee ! T.T
im prone to fail phyics common test today & Im super super ultra disappointed in myself for my chinese marks )): { please dont tell me it's Don's fault , Mdm Liew }
I slept at like 3.3oam ytd ? watched half time of th soccer match between Chelsea & Liverpool .
GUESS WHAT ?! overall , CHELSEA WON ! :D cheeerios !
ohoh ! & I kinda like got myself into trouble today ):
I wanted to send this msg to Dylan { you know , Im nt allowed to contact him }
I think i was super blur this morning when I woke up , so instead of Dylan , I send it to Don !
Don was kinda disappointed in me ? { I can guess )): }
went to schoool & slept for most of the lessons .
super tired , I swear ..
oks , dance was kinda productive . zls say she will lian 4 times tmr ):
I think we're all gna dieeee ):
but im sure we can do it , right , Dancers ?! :D
after dance went to 69o to meet Don & friends . yes yes !
I miss Don (:
slack for about 3o mins & we went seperate ways ..
Don bus-ed home , while I walk home ):

Is It A Mistake ?
I Love You , Don [:

yays ! im very happy ! :D
yet im alil sad ]: Haha .
school ended pretty early today . 12.45pm for me .
but I had Amaths test , together with Sarah & Siewbeng .
super alaf test . hehe .
went home & bathed & slept , prepared & went to dance .
today ZLS say our dance was great ! yays ! happy happy .
jiayous TaoYao dancers ! we can do it !
after dance went to bus-stop with Peiying .
art class-ed & home sweet home .

One Of th Art Class Junior's handwriting . the ' Saturn '
he's only primary 1 FYI .
I didnt get to meet Don today ! ))))))))))))): !
There's Physics Common Test tmr ! Can I Have It Postponed ? )):

Missed You , Don .

Where Will It Bring Us To ?
We're Never Compatible In The First Place .
I Think It's Weird , Just Like You Said .
Thn Why Me & Why You ? ):
I Dont Understand ... ):
But It's Ok ..
It's better to end it earlier thn later .
We'll sort things out together , & see how it goes (:
thanks Lorraine , thanks Khairul .
heehee . Don ! Solve this with me ! (:

yesterday night was bitter sweeet ):
couldnt wake up this morning .
ahh , had 2.4 & it sucked ):
position 11th , 15 + .. sucked .
but i think it was th best among all th years before (:
so cheerios ! Don gave me the motivation to ! (:
after 2.4 , nearly fainted & I couldnt walk ..
stomach was super painful that I even bite myself cause I dont want to let anyone know :X
nearly cried .. I dont have the energy to walk ..
Miss.AmeliaWongMinRu carried me from the park all the way to GO !
thanks a million dearest ! :D
she's super pro I tell you , after 2.4 still can piggyback ( spelling ? ) me all th way back school !
much better after a rest .
thanks Ade for th 1ooplus .
shirley for the food ,
grace for the support
& everyone who cared ! :D
after school , went home to bathe & slept ..
woke up at 4.3opm & prepared .
dance started at 5.oopm & we watched videos till 6.oopm .
dance ended at 7.2opm ..
went to 69o to meet Don & friends ..
so many ppl today ! :X
slack until 8.15pm we took a stroll home , together with Fazly .
Don's mad at me for something ):
super sad now ! ):

Don Don Don Don Don ! ):
Please smile & dont be mad at meee )):

Today woke up slack around th house ..
packed my stuffs . my room cause Don say very .... whatever (:
chiong all my blog post , thn Don rush me .
went to bathe , thn went street soccer court de hut to meet Don & friends ...
slack around thn they went off at 5.oopm .
slack at senior with Don until 6.oopm thn he went home for dinner cause of his chicken wings ! LOLS .
went to point alone , & bought stuffs . dinnered & senior again .
saw some friends .
Don ask me go over to his house downstairs , but thn he told me he busy doing his work .
so I waited under his block for 1 hr before he's done (:
slack until 9.3opm thn I went off .
Stupid Don's Phone ! Hmphhhh !
I Dont Like His Stupid Wallpaperrrrrr ! T.T

Me & My Favourite Boy ! ♥
Me & Don At Marina Square's Mac . Had MotherTongue Extra lesson today in the morning (:
planned with Eileen what to wear & stuffs ..
met up Amelia at 644 first thn bought ChinChow & went back school to wait for Ms.ChiaEileen . Haha ! :D
went to 4o5 Classroom & the guys are olreadyy there ..
started lesson & it was quite boring , but nvm . I had the girls' accompany (:
lesson ended at 12.3o & stupid me , left my phone underneathe th table .
only realised after I walk out of school ._.
went back & take thn went home .. used lappy awhile , slept , bathed & prepare .
waited for grandma & aunt for super long , make me super pekcek ._.
nvm , thn we missed like 3 bus no. 88 ? ._.
reach downtown just nice at 6.oopm .
went to Sakura for buffet . yes , Again . but nvm (:
I enjoyed :D ate alot alot ! :D after eating aout 8.oopm went to walk around with sissy & she cabb-ed me to Simei MRT .
MRT-ed to CityHall & walked to Esplanade / Marina Square Macs to find Don & friends (:
A fight broke out anws .. thn got alot of security , together with Police I think .
thn Don they all KPO mahs , so tio screen .
me & Lorraine smart enough .. relax only ..
thn went to the toilet & waited for them for awhile ..
slack awhile more thn Lorraine angry with Khairul ..
thn me & her go camp in th toilet . LOLS . until Khairul called thn went back ..
Lorraine & Kudut take MRT , while me , Don , Khairul & Fazly took bus .. 147 .
walked sometime before taking bus .. yupps .
bused to Monfort Macs & Don supposingly wanted to walk me back .
halfway met Lester & Gary ..
thn sat at coffeeshop talk talk .. just nice , mum called & realised Im not home -.-
I went off first ...
reach home only , found out cousin staying over at my place .
without permission take my room . wtf ?!?!?!?!
alrd. very pekcek come back only got this thing .
whats worse is she anyhow throw Don's shirt ! :@
Angryyyyys ok ?!
Don called me at 2.3o & we talked all th way till 4.1oam before I went to sleeep

super busy , super tired , super shack ! T.T
dance dance dance , slack slack slack , studyyyyy ! D: !

Tuesday ; o7o4o9 ...
after school got some 1½ hour break .
went to Don's house to meet him & friends (:
Slacked around & I wasnt feeling that well ..
went to dance only at 5pm ..
after dance went to Mac's to meet Don & friends .
thn went to some block to slack till 8.45pm thn went home (:

Wednesday ; o8o4o9 ...
Credits to Don (:after school , Don came & fetch me ..
together with Izzul slack at senior , cause I only got an hour break ... ):
nothing much lorhs , thn I secretly stuff 15$ into Don's wallet ..
but thn before I left , he found out ! D:
eeeeeks ! I wanted to wait until I leave le thn send him a msg de ...
went back to school for dance & yeahs , shack after dance .
SYF is like so near ?!?!?!
dance ended alil later thn usual , about 6.45pm ?
change everything done , 7.oopm le .
Don , together with Lorraine & Khairul waited for me outside school ..
thn when I reach th gate , Don wanted to return me th 15$ I passed him earlier on ..
thn I dont want to take , running away.. thn Lorraine pull me mahs ..
thn when I turn back only , Mdm Liew was standing there ..
yes , she catched my attire like obviously ..
thn she said '' does chinese dance teach you nt to wear socks after dance ? " :X
she ask me go in school wear first , thn ask Don & friends to wait for me at some other place ..
thn Fazly also kena mahs . thn he was msging thn Mdm Liew took away his phone ! D:
Fazly after surrender le , thn walk away luhs . agitate mahs .
left me & Mdm Liew .. She asked if im with Don .. thn I went 'Huh ? '
she ask , is Don your boyfr . .. I was like .. yahs ..
thn she was like saying do you know that I disapprove of this blah blah blah ..
but yeahs , somethings she said do make sense & I know that she cared about me .
but thats Don's & Lorraine's past alrd .. they've changed luhs ! it's like so unfair ! ...
but anws , her concluding sentence is " Alicia .. If you dont want to listen to Mdm Liew's advice , I just want you to protect your body ... Keep your body for your future husband .. "
this one what meaning ?! Argh !
yeahs & anws , She want me to leave Don ...
after standing there for like 15 mins talking to her , she let me go & I went to find them ..
saw my dad at somewhere & hide alil while before I went to meet up with them ...
went to 7-11 with Lorraine & thn 69o to slack until 8.3opm thn I went home uhs ..
Don send me home (:

Thursday ; o9o9o8 ... Tell me he look like MR.HO.WILSON !!!!!
he's name is also Wilson oks ?!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck the Coincidence ! :X
After school as usual , went to Don's place ..
went in without knocking . just open & go in ._.
they were in th room (:
thn my break is only 1hour15 mins ..
they watched Black Hawk Down or smth ?
& I slept .. went to dance as usual lorhs ...
after dance , went to 69o to meet Don & friends :D
slack until 9.oopm thn went home (:
time really passes fast when Im with them .. yupps !
But ! I enjoyed :D

Friday ; 1oo4o9 ... ♥
Happy Birthday ZLS !!!!
Happy Good Friday !!! :D
woke up earlyyyy ! but late . Haha .
woke up at 6.1oam only ! bathe & prepare & couldnt find alot of things !
Panic like siao ! In the end , no contact lens ! T.T
went to school & helped the dancers first & like usual , Im th last to get changed into costume ..
Peiying was late , Nicole doesnt like her makeup . Wernchieh's cheeks look like a doll/clown .
Ruimin , Ebird , Limin , Joey all came back ! :D
danced in school till 9.oo thn we set off to NUS UCC , saw the other school & we were like ..
their hair is not properly tied ? super messy .. wth .. nvm ..
thn super intentsive rehearsels with BaiLu's help (:
super productive ! :D
& tiring of course ! 2hrs passed like wooosh !
left at 12pm & went back school to change & return costume blah blah ..
went home & bathed & met up with Don at near childcare there .. went to 644 for lunch & saw aunt .. she sat with us & had a talk with Don ..
thn we went seperate ways .. bought Bubble tea & slack at seniors for awhile . saw Darius & Thomas ... blah blah , left & headed to 674 .. slack awhile & Don need to leave for his family gathering . he went up & got me a jacket & umbrella . went home & wanted to have dinner with mama & papa like finally , but thn as I slept , they went off without me .
woke up & was like abandoned .
waited for Don to come back frm Bishan & by the time I went out , it was 8.45pm .
made my way to Macs & met him there .. slack at some void deck till 11.3opm thn went to dapau Macs .. deliever food home & went out again .. slack at staircase & last min Khairul wanted to meet Don . thn I wanted to pei Don to wait until Khairul come le thn I go home ..
but as both of us were so tired , Don told Khairul to meet him tomorrow ..
so we went of at 2.45am ..
super tired . but yeahs . thanks Don :D
ILY (:

I LOVE YOU ; DONOVAN HO KAH FAI !

vomitted in school ):
gary was learning Canto frm me today he & he was super funny oks ?!
we went for assembly in th hall & after assembly , he asked mrs.V.Lee where she was going but in Canto lahs . thn Mrs.Lee just answered '' I go where also none of your business " but in canto also lahs ! hahas . super funnyyy ! :D
as we walked around th corridors we saw many teachers like Mrs.Seetoh & Mr. Singh ...
gary also asked the same questions . well , some can answer , some cant like for the obvious . haha . after school went home bathe thn met gary at 918 BBC . see him shoot some hoops & left for 690 . but thn Don & friends came over , so we met behind 918 luhs .
went to school area BBC there & slack .
thn ah , th Don ah . play stunt leis .
his handphone wallpaper , VERY NICE ! you know you know ?!
HMPHHHHHHHHHH ! D: !
Stupid girl ! D:
all th way to 5.5opm thn I bus to heartland for tutor's place ...
after tuition cabb-ed back hougang with Jiayun .
wanted to meet Don but thn he suddenly come tell me say he went home plus he going out in th later part of th night .. thn cannot meet me ! D:
nvm , went point ALONE & walked around .
home sweeet home at 9.oopm .
Went out at 12.15am to meet Don & his friends at Port Dickson ( LOLS ! ~ inside news )
slack with them until 3am & Don send me HALFWAY ONLYYYYYYY ! at 3am SOMEMORE ! TSK ! ( CAUSE HE LAZY WALK BACK ~! EEEEEEEEEEEE ! )

woke up pretty early today cause mum wna go greatgrandma house .
went to macs for breakfast & went up alrd.
reach there like so early plus it's raining & makes me wna sleep even more !
Don was busy boating thn must wait for his reply superrrr looong ! T.T
He msg-ed me at 1+ & called me 3pm ! so looong luhs he ! D:
talk for abt 45mins thn he going out slack with friends ..
Pangseh me T.T
slept for awhile & dinnered ..
suggested to cab back home & we did while we abandon dad to leave him to take LRT + MRT + BUS alone . hehe :D
reach home only , mama gan scold until !@#$%^&*()_+. thn cannot go out meet Don & friends to slack )):
SMS-ed dad to advice him nt to come back that early , but he still came back home 2o mins later ._. waste my effort .
in th end , wait for mum to sleep , dad thn tell me he watching soccer .
straightaway sian diao cause wna sneak out meeet Don .
in th end , I told dad " why you wna watch ?! I wna sneak out want leis !!! "
went out at 11.15pm & met Don at childcare centre ( :DDDDD )
walked to monfort mac & dapau foood only uhs .
slack until 12.4oam thn went home ... :D

Me & Dylan is no longer together (:

will update soon cause im too busy !
& im alrights . Not a single bit sad ! (:
So , Cheeerios ! :D

I sent this to Dylan for the breakup . Exact Message .
I sent to him through SMS ..

As I expected , you wont even bother give me a reply ... Nevermind . I hope you know what you're doing . I gave you everything I've got , I gave in all my best within this 3 months & 23 days , right from the start on 1112o8 when I know you're the one I need .. I've never nt love you at any point of time in the 3 months & 23 days . I gave in to you when you dont wna go out with me . I can even be afraid to call you because you'll be angry , when we're together .. I shiver when I dialed your number .. Really .. Aint it pathetic ? I can even be afraid to call my own boyfriend .. After you 2timed me , I still gave you a chance .. Looking back , I think im really stupid ..
You're really a good boyfriend , maybe just at the starting of the relationship only .. Gradually , you changed .. Avoiding me , dont wna meet me , dont wna answer my call & dont wna reply my msg .. What is this ? What do you take me as ? Your toy ? When you have the need you'll be nice to me ? I've never let you have th best of everything ? What's a birthday without celebration ? What's a valentine's day without roses ? What's a relationship without your whole heart ? Ask yourself , Dylan . Base on your conscience , have any of your girlfriend so teng you ant ? Buy you so many gifts .. Jelly Beans .. You ask yourself how many things have you bought me in this relationship ? We've only went out together how many times ?
It's not the amount of money I spent on you .. Really .. I like buying you gifts to make you happy .. But I realised , whatever I do , will never be good enough .. You ask me dont contact guys , I tried my best nt to .. You ask me to ton each time , I'll try my very best & I get to ton with you ! But when I failed to do smth , you wont appreciate me for trying .. But blame me for failing .. Like you ask me gan Megan for you that thing .. Im nt appreciated ! Why ? You '' Locked " me in the room that day when Hannah came over .. For ? So you cn flirt with her right ? Put yourself in my shoes .. If I did that to you , how would you feel ? Just like what Naipa said .. I dont mind when you got no money .. But what do I get in return ?
You Saying your money not for me like that spend de .. Really , Dylan .. Perhaps you cn say I bhb or what .. But I think I gave you everything I Had left in me .. Everything I cn give you , I have them all to you .. Cn you find someone better thn me ? You never cherished me right ? You took me for granted .. I loved you the most , yet you hurt me the most .. Perhaps , im too lousy for you .. I hope you'll regret one day because you lose me .. Really .. I hope you'll regret , because I really do love you , but you dont appreciate it .. So , I should give my love to someone that will appreciate me for who I am .. 3 months & 23 days .. Rmb how we first started , & always rmb me for I Love You .. Dont forget me ... 1112o8 ; 1612o8 ~ o3o4o9 . Alicia & Dylan .
Not forgetting , thanks for being my one & only .. I really treasured the times I had with you & I'll never forget .. I'll keep all those memories with me .. Lastly , I Love You Dylan .

Yeahs , I bet all of you didnt know all this unglam things that I've been through .
Dylan is nice , but I can say he failed as a Boyfr.
There's still much to say , but I wna save him some face .
Im glad , That I can finally let him go & be free from all this .
I really wna tear , But I know , It's no longer worth it , for you .
Bye 1112o8 , Bye 1612o8 , Bye punggol ..
Bye Dylan ...IL(ED)Y .

I had a super hectic weeek ! Really !
Let's see if I can rmb ...

Tuesday . 31o3o9 .
After school went home & get dance stuffs .
went to Don's house & he cooked me lunch . Haha .
White rice , with Butter & Light Soya Sauce .
yeahs , it sounds stupid but , it's nice leis ! Haha .
after lunch he was busy jamming away on his electric guitar :D
quite pro lorhs ! Really ! Avenge Sevenfold . Haha .
oks , cause I was really tired , I slept on th sofa while he was jamming away .
he woked me up & ask me go room sleep .
slept till 3.2opm & got ready for dance .
Luckily , I wasnt late but I thought I was ! Haha :D
after dance , sent peiying to the bus stop as usual & met Don .
slack around 923 with Don & his friends uhs .. super alaf (:
went home at 9pm ...

Wednesday . o1o4o9 .
Happy April's Fool !
Happy Birthday , WanQian ! :D

Had full dress rehearsels at NUS today .
it's bad , super bad ! ):
not productive at all !
& yeahs , we got a hell lot of scoldings frm WLS & they are disappointed at us . VERY ! ):
when we came back school after rehearsels , I crossed the Zebra Crossing outside sch right .
I nearly got bang-ed down by a car ! WLS actually screamed oks ?! D:
Don fetch-ed me & we went to Monfort Mac's for supper .
Supper was great because I was hungryy :D
home sweeet home pretty soon after (:

Thursday . o2o4o9 .
Had speech day rehearsels in school today .
waited for super long for our turn to be on the stage .
& yeahs , extra dance class with ZLS today .
tired as usual .
I cant rmb what happened olreadyyy ! D:

Friday . o3o4o9 .
After school had dance self prac .
started at 1pm & ended at about 4.3o ?
went to 4o5 classroom to help out for homecoming ..
it was really fun to prepare together as a class :D
our class bond got stronger , really :D
ran out of black tapes in th middle of nowhere & Thomas accompanied me to go buy .
walked a super long journey luhs .
came back & help out whatever I can .
at about 7 pm , ran out of thrash bags .. so I went to buy ..
debrief at 8pm & a whole group of us went to Point to get the things we needed .
Ice cream , Whipped cream , Snacks , straws ...
went back home at 9.3oPM ...
HOMECOMING's TMR ! :D
Met Don at my blk de staircase at 1o.3opm all the way till 1.3oam .
Haha :D