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{♥} Dage
{♥} Emily
{♥} Gabriel
{♥} Huiwen JieJie
{♥} Jacelyn
{♥} MeiMei
{♥} Naima
{♥} Naipa
{♥} Simin Jiejie
{♥} ShuiYu
{♥} ShuJuan
{♥} Tiny
{♥} Uncle
{♥} X.Ben
{♥} XiaoBoy
{♥} Yvonne



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Wishes Do Come True , Dont They ?

` Memorable 16th Birthday ! ♥
THANKS HUBBY , MUMMY & DADDY! ` 2o1o Disney Agenda !
` Slipper from RUSH
` Slipper from LuLu Belle
` Bandage Skirt frm Bugis
` Clothes for ErZi (:
Build-a-bear
` ReBonding !
` Black Dress I Reserved
` CareBear Laptop Sleeve
` Lacey Tops
` Toga Dresses
` New Handphone
` Slip in handphone pouch
` Black NF ¾ Pants
` Black Loose ¾ Pants
` High Waisted Skirt
` Heels !
` Strappy Heels
` New Bag For Wedding Dinner
` Manicure & Pedicure
` Levis Boxers
` Cotton On Boxers
` Night Gowns

Last Updated ; 0312o9 {♥}





Sissyyyy ! ♥♥♥
Abigail
Amanda
Annlyn
Big Gary
Cheryl
Claudia Mei
Claudia
Daniel
Ding Han
Eunice
Elizabeth
Emily
Emily
Eugenia
Felicia
Felicia.L
Francine
Jagdave
Jasmine
Joey
Joice
Limin
Lingxiang
Louise
Malvina
Megan
Nicholas
Nicole
Pauline
Peixiu
Rochelle
Rebecca
ShuiYu
Shairah
Sophia
Xiaoskyyy
Yvonne
ZhangYi

Im feeling pain all over my body & I woke up with my whole body swelling real bad .
It was super painful , even when I walk down the stairs ):
Whats making it worst is that there's Napfa today ..
Did Situps & Standing Broad Jump .
Situp is an A grade . but for standing broad jump ? No Way T.T Hate it oks ? ):
Had tuition at night at Tutor's place . I finished my compo like for the first time this year ?
I suppose :x
Went to heartland to get some hair stuffs with Jiayun .
Thanks girl for the listening ear . Really appreciate it (:
Home-ed & didnt have th appetite to eat .. ):
ate a lil onlyy ..
I think im having Gastric now ..
I dont know . I just feel pain all over ..
& I feel a sharp pain on my back .. near my spine .. D:

You Know What ?! The Symptoms !
I Suspect It's Th Kidney Disease .. )): !
Pray Hard Please )):


Cause My Love For You Will Last Eternally ...
You're In My Heart , I Loved You From The Start ...
Baby , It's Hard To Believe That You & I Were Never Meant To Be ...
Does Anybody Know This Feeling Of Despair ...
When You Really Love Someone , When You Really Care ...
It's Hard To Walk Away , When I Really Wna Stay With You ...
Does Anybody Know It Tears You Up Inside ...
I Love you baby , but do you ?
your feelings faded , right ? ):

Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
- Cheeeek ! Hehe . B will understand whyyy :P
How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Th guilt in me .. )):
Who was the last person/people you took photo with ?
- NicoleTohShiHui ! :D
Woud you consider yourself spoiled ?
- Maybe ? I get to buy things I want , But Not always .. B dont pamper me anws :x
Will you ever donate blood ?
- If I dare to , perhaps I will :x
Have you ever had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex ?
- yupps yupps .Infact , there's alot of ppl I can confide in ..
Do you want anyone to be dead ?
- IDK , Maybe I do have th thoughts ...
What does your last text msg say ?
- " Nope " send by B .
Wht are you thinking about right now ?
- Should I msg Naipa )):
Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- Yes ! I Miss B like Fuck D:
What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 1.2oam ? IDK ...
Where did you buy the tee you're wearing now ?
- White polo ; Minnie Industrieee or smth ?
Is someone on your mind right now ?
- Yes , Dylan Sng Wee Chong ♥
Who was the last person who text you ?
- B luhs .
Ten lucky people to do this quiz ..
1. Sissyyy
2. Nicholas
3. Emilyyy Loves
4. DingHan
5. Nicole
6. Emily Mei
7. Claudia Mei
8. Joyce
9. Annlyn
1o. Abigail

Who is No.2 having a relationship with ?
- Superboy ! Partly with me ! Lols !
He's Single :D
Is No.3 a female or a male ?
- Femaleeee ~! :D
If No.7 & No.1o get together , will it be a good thing ?
- Both are Females :D Maybe they can be friends (:
What is No.1 studying about ?
- Faculty of Science ? NUS
When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- a min ago .. ytd .. just now ...
Is No.4 Single ?
- Yeahs , I think So .
Say something about No.2
- He's Supernice & .... (:
What do you think about No.3 & No.6 being together ?
- Coincidentallly , they got the same name ! Hehe :D
Describe No.9
- Happy Camper , Huge Bobdog , JAPANESEEEE :D
Do you like No.8 ?
- I LOVE HER OKS ?!

Im Sorry , Kuaypek .
Im Sorry , Naipa .
Im Sorry , Naima .
Im Sorry , Gabriel .
Im Sorry , Emily .
Im Sorry , Earnest .
Im Sorry , Jasmine .
Im Sorry , XiaoBen .
Im Sorry , JieJie .
Im Sorry , XiaoPang .
Im Sorry To Everyone At Nam Dai Today ...
I Did This To Help Naipa ..
It's Something You Guys Wont Understand ...
I Know You Guys Must Be Hating Me Alot ...
I Dare Not Ask For Your Forgiveness ..
But Still , I'd Like To Apologise , Especially To Naipa & Naima ..
I'd Never Forget How Both Of You Helped Me ..
But , Naima , I Hope You Understand , I Did This , Just For You ...
Lastly , Im Sorry For Not Answering Any Of Your Calls & Reply Any Of Your Messages ...
Im Really Sorry ... ):

Haiis ... School today was ...
when Mdm Liew announced that thing , everyone just couldnt control their tears ...
& just cried ... Lessons was mostly cancelled & all of us were rather emotional ... ):
During Recess , went with Shir to the Foyer to write Claudia a small lil note ...
Everyone , We'll get over it soon .
Claudia wont want to see us like that ..
So , Smileee & please do ...

The death of someone close to us leave us shocked with grief. We cannot understand how one minute this person was here and the next they are gone. The truth is that those we love are never truly gone. The body may have run its course, but the soul lives forever. Human beings have been cognizant of eternal life since the beginning of time. Every culture has its own traditions about death and reincarnation. The anxiety commonly felt about death in our culture is a result of a scientific schema which says that "if I don't see it, it's not there".

suppose to go Naipa house today ..
But somethings happened , & I cant say them out right now ..
Emily , I know I made Naipa super sad & disappointed .
Im feeling very guilty now ..
but dearest , you will never understand how I feel
because there's something you dont know about ...
& I cant say it out until when it's the right time for me to say ...
Im really sorry to Naipa & Naima .. I really am ..
Nothing can descirbe how I feel now ... Really ..
But I just wna say , Im Sorry ...
Emilyy Babe , I Hope You'll Understand Me ..
I made this choice , partly just because of Naima ..
I Am So Sorry To Everyone At Nam Dai ..

B , Im Back Home .
Im Sorry & I Love You ..
We'll Go Through This Together , B .
Take Care For Tomorrow ..
Deeply Loved . ♥

We'll never know what's gonna happen in th future ..
We'll never know whens our last day on earth ...
Life is unpredictable .. We can never make things go the way we want it to be ...
Even though I dont know you ... But I'd still want to say ..
" Rest In Peace & God Bless You .. You'll Be Remembered , For Now You'll Be Our Guardian Angel , Guiding Us Through .. "
All Friends who are affected , Please cheeerup !
SJAB who helped out , you guys did just great !
26.o3.2oo9 ; May Th Lord Be With You ..


Bear ; Please dont blame it on yourself oks ? You did well ..
I'll Always Be There For You .. Like Always ...

Treasure those who are still around & dont live your life with regrets ..
People , I Love You All .. I really Treasure My Beloved Family , Clique , Dancemates & BestFriends ...
Not forgetting ,
B , In This Life Of Mine , I Loved You The Most ! ♥

* we're having a conflict now ))))): *

Baby , You're Such A Dear To Me ♥
Thanks For Everything !
& I Lovee You , I Reallyyy Do !
Muacks , I Love You Babyyy ! ♥
Dylan Sng Wee Chong's :D

Cant get th hang of class .
kept falling alseeep everyday ! :X
dance was super tiring also ! haiis .
im so tired ..
B wanted me to go up his house today (:
so sweeet of him (:
after dance went to hougang MRT with ZhangYi :D
reach B's place at 7.15pm :D
wanted B to pei me home cause mama ask B come over drink soup :D
but B say he nt feeling well ..
he refuse to come over ))):
left B's place at 8.3opm & waited for cab for super long ))):
came home , ate & slept in my Uniform .. thats how tired I am )):

Baby , Im Sorry For Not Growing Up ..
Im sorry for being not understanding ..
I know you're still mad at my mum for whacking me on Valentine's day .
but it's oks , B ..
I Love You ..♥

Baby was being super sweeet ! :D
During dance I felt sudden pain in my Ribcage :x
I know it's th wind thingy & this pain has been with me for years ? :x
I told B I cant breathe & asked why I cant breathe .
told him I was feeling kinda pain& & this silly B of mine replied this ;
" Haiyo! Den how? I love u k? U no pain mah.. "
" U jus rest uh..tink of me sure ok one! "
" Whre gt? Hehe! I love u too baby! "
after dance went back with serene to Punggol
& I reach before baby reach home (:
waited for him for awhile & mummy was home about 2o mins later ..
slack at Baby's house with Rafi till 10pm thn I cabbed home :D
Reach home le bathe blah blah blah .
me & baby exchanged Goodnight msges but surprisingly !
Baby didnt wna sleeep yet !
he asked me if I wna call him again so we could talk !
& we talked all th way to 3am ! :D

Baby , It's Been Sometime Since We Talked On The Phone For So Long With So Many Common Topic (:
I Love You More & More Each Day Baby ! Muackkkkkkks ! ♥

Performance was great (:
I can say that it's a Sucess ..
Congrats Dancers !
But ! There's always room for improvements !
Lets all jiayous & Work hard together ...
Gold With Honours Will Be Ours To clinch ! :D

Went to baby's house after school today (:
Bought him Bubble tea :D
slack in mummy's room & Rafi came about 3o mins later ?
Slept awhile & b came in & disturb me ...
sillyyy b :D
left B's place at 5.15pm & headed to MRT station ..
B & Rafi send me there (:

Baby .
You're so sweeet to me now ..
I really Love You Alot Alot Alot ! ♥

this 2 days is totallyy tiring ! & Scary :x heehee .
not that scary but yeahs ..
SUPER LONG POST ! ( but INTERESTING OKS ! )
friday rushed off from dance cause I need to meet Naipa Naima at Boonlay MRT station at 3pm .


2othMarch2oo9
thn Gabriel thought I going with Baby . But I went down alone .
so he asked me to wait for him at Outram MRT green line lorhs .
waited for he & Emilyy for so long lahs ! :X
then somemore he call me tell me reaching thn I go board th train ,
they were in th next train -.-
alighted at TiongBahru & waited for th next train thn correct le .
reach Boonlay we were late for 2 mins ? D:
thn slack outside JP awhile thn I went to take my 1o$ while Naima went in first lorhs .
after taking 1o$ I call Naipa ask him he at where he say reaching so I wait for him thn we together go look for Naima & th whole group .
went NTUC buy fooooood :D
cause eating Steamboat cause celebrating XiaoBen's birthday .
thn buy hao le bus back to Naipa house while Naima with Jasmine & Evon cab back with th stuffs .
reach Naima house first thing is to fill in form :X
Name , Chrisian Name , Nickname , Hobby , D.O.B , Contact No. , Signature & Date :X
LOLS ! thn stay in th room wait for Naipa Naima call to go for interview .. Haha
gabriel , XiaoBen thn Emilyy thn me , thn Xiaopang .
Cause today will also be either me & Baby break or me & baby re-stead .
thn Naipa ask me .
If I have the heart to follow Kuaypek , & If I break with Baby , I will still want to come up .
thn I asked a few questions & they signed on th paper .
Yes , I have the heart to follow Kuaypek & If I break with baby that night , I will still come up & I will still be a part of them (:
thn slack in Naima's room watch Video while waiting for Baby cause he not enough cab fare .
he called & Emilyy pei me go down .
fetch him le went back lorhs . thn slack awhile
see Naima do wanton :D Lols .
thn smth happen thn Naipa angryy D:
got Tiaodang at about 7 .
ZaiZai come up first . He's Super Cute ! :DD
He come up only eat Natu :D
thn saw th 4D paper & ask what is that . hahaha .
he walk infront & saw his favourite KinderBueno ! :D
he laugh & took down uhs (:
he give everyone one mouth (:
thn play with him awhile thn he go off le (:
Naipa went in change & this time 2nd Kuaypek come up (:
Still th same , he ask Baby about smth luhs .
thn baby down there never answer .. keep quiet .
Me & Emilyy have to offer Tea to Kuaypek cause we take them as our Kuaypek .
so I offer first lorhs . Kneel infront of him thn ask him drink tea
thn Kuaypek ask Naima if he can hear me , thn Naima never sabo me .
she say can hear :D hahas (:
thn Emilyy also th same :D
Kuaypek joke joke with us , thn ask me stand out cause he wna ask baby why he treating me like that ... Baby keep downa answer mahs .
thn DauKuaypek (white) Came up all of a sudden & say that 2ndKuaypek ( black ) cannot come up anymore . thn everyone started crying & when duakuaypek go le , Naima pray & pray to let 2nd kuaypek come up .
in th end allow after alot of times le thn Naipa also have to kneel down & thank kuaypek .
thn i think Duakuaypek came up again :x
after everything done le , Tiaodang finish le Naipa ask me go in th room talk ..
he say that he thinks that me & baby should break cause they asked him olreadyy .
he say no feelings wna break ..
thn Naipa say until I cry like ..... ....
alot of ppl come in & talk to me , ask me lurhs .
have to specially thanks Emilyy & JieJie :D
thanks for th comforting (:
not forgetting my dearest NICOLE ! :D
didnt eat th dinner but just kept crying . Emilyy pei wo thn she didnt eat also . Sorry D:
thn JieJie & Xiaopang together with Emilyy & Gabriel come in listen to me talk talk blah blah .
they ask Dylan come in talk also thn both of us tiam tiam down there . cause they want baby to officially break with me mahs . must say out de .
thn we all keep quiet ..
about 11pm alot of ppl leave le .
thn got tiaodang again .. this time Dage got come .
suddenly Dage also got tiao . thn both of them say wna talk . so we leave them alone & went to the room lorhs . watch TV .
me & xiaopang keep msging :x
Baby still havent say out yet mahs , thn I at there very sad :X
after everything over le , left Me , Baby , Gabriel , Xiaopang , Naipa & Naima .
we sit in th living room talk talk thn they ask Baby again ..
i see him like so xinku I msged him & told him , I know his answer le .
thn Baby reply me say his choice is to ask me whether he can bring our relationship back to where we first started '' & I was shocked to see lahs !!!!!!!!!!
Msg a few more thn Naipa ask him go down buy drink .
I wanted to follow him down , but Naipa dont allow :X
after they came back I also changed out , thn Naipa ask again .
Baby like downa say thn Naima threatened to tear th form away . thn he say wna continue ..
everything done at about 1.2oam & Naima went in th room & sleeep .
left th 4 guys & me lorhs .
thn Naima want Naipa pei her , so xiaopang & Gabriel went in th room to learn dont know what thing . left me & Baby .
We talked abit & we just hugged & it was ... IDK :X It's just heavenly (:
plan things needed for dont know what day :x & th budget ..
thn they played Daidee :D
but I doze off cause nothing to do :x
by th time they call me wake up go room sleep , it's 4+am I think ? I nt sure .

21March2oo9
slept in auntie's room with Baby & Gabriel on th floor . super cold :x
woke up at 1oam th next day . super comfyyy to sleeep while hugging babyy ! heehee :D
prepared awhile & left Naipa's house together .
baby went to the coffeeshop to get a drink or smth ?
he was being sweet by buying me a packet of Iced Milo without me telling him :D
went to the market area & Bought alot of food :D
waited for awhile & went to take bus to Pioneer station & trained to Aljunied /Geylang .
On th way met up with jiejie at J.E MRT Station .
thn went down Saiguan .
offered Joss Sticks & started packing thing le .
Me & B went to clear all th Joss Sticks on th Urn ?
got burnt ):
thn went up & start to fold Saiguan's shirts & pants luhs .
help jiejie & jasmine ...
suddenly mense cramp until very jialat ..
thn it just came like that ... I didnt bring anything lahs !
B accompanied me to go & buy from th shops there ..
went back & th cramp was unbearable .. )):
everyone else went out to eat thn I pei Naipa luhs ..
B came back & made some space for me in th room to rest ..
but cause I was having Mense , got alot of things I cannot touch )):
make me feel so useless when everyone is so busy , i just lied there & slept ..
thn when I woke up , suddenly all th lights whn off & it was super dark )):
I was a lil bit scared lorhs ...
thn b suddenly came in & smile at me ..
I asked b how he knows im afraid ..
thn b just replied , " of course I know " (:
th lights came back a few mins later & b went back to do his stuffs .
but he came in once in a while to check on me (:
didnt do much but slept in Saiguan ..
at night about 7pm tiaodang .
ZaiZai came up ..
he's superrrrr cute lahs !
come up onlyy take th wood hit th table & shout " Court ! " LOLS !
thn ZaiZai offer joss sticks blah blah ..
he ate like 5-6 lollipops ?!
& drank like 4 packets of Ribena lahhs ! LOLS ! :D
after zaizai went back at 8 pm they need do dont know what ..
& my cramp was superrrr bad & I cant sit down )):
toook chair & sat outside with Earnest ..
about 9.45pm we sa around & ate dinner until 1opm . wash some stuffs & I rushed home ..
Cabb-ed back with B & Gabriel .
send Gabriel home first , thn Baby sent me home & baby on th same cab , went home (:

I Love You Babyyy ..
Thanks For Making This Choice ...
I've Never Love You Any Bit Lesser .. Never ..
Our Love Will Be Stronger Then Before ..
Dylan , WoAiNi ♥

TaoYao Dancers :DIm so lazy to write th post on my sister's chalet ..
I will post it next time .. Soon . Soon . Hahas .
this few days had dance intentsive & spent alot of time with my beloved dancemates :D
I really love them & I really appreciate their support (:
today we wear dance costume & toushi to dance :D
we loook so goood in it ! & BaiLu said we got improvements ! :D
yays ! :D
went to bugis after dance & get the danceshoes for dancers (:
bought a dress :D
went home :D

Just a short update before I go away for Chalet for a night (:
Ytd had Chinese Prelims Oral .
Weilaoshi is my examiner (: I can say it's ok . not that scary :X heehee .
had first lesson of dance intentsive .
really tired ):
Auntie Michelle came & tried on our costumes (:
my costumes have like so manyyy amendments to be made ! Hmphs .
sleeve too long for both sides , costume too low , sleeve to loose ?! Lols !
Im so skinnnyyyyy & some of thm really look pretty in their costume (:
likee Nicoleeee !~ :D
went home & tuition olreadyy started :x
tuition all th way to 8 ; Not productive at all !
went to point to get foood :D
super hungryyy & bought sushi's in th end (:
home sweeet home ...

today ; 17thMarch2oo9
Happy Birthday Sissyyyy ~!
you're like 2o olreadyyy ? twenteeen :D
Happy Birthday Kangxuan !
SixTeeeen Sugar :D

Im leaving early from dance today so that I can prepare for th chalet (:
& I need to go collect Sissy's cake in th afternooon ! 1.5KG ! how heavyyy D:
Tonight's gonna have BBQ & ton over at chalet (:
dance practice at 8.15AM TMR ! god , saveee me ! ):
I hope B can make it , with me ...
haiis ..
are we still together ? Haha ):

Waited for Colin to come fetch me & sissy to Aloha Loyang for Raymond's wedding BBQ .
they took super long to come oks ?! they came at like 8.oopm ?
moved on to fetch another guy & surprisingly . th guy is Yuansen :X
th world is like super smallll oks ?! :X
oks , th car was very squeeeeezy & there are like 5 of us behind ? Colin infront with poohbear :X
reach Aloha Loyang & was feeeling so wierd :x
thn got use olready & you know what .
that Raymond got me a HUGE plate of spaghetti ! Tsk !
ate alotalot of fooood :D
thn slack at there lorhs . rotttttting oks .
went out smoke blah blah blah ..
laughed like so mad person with Sissy , Alfee , th 23 year old guy , Raymond & dont know who lahs ! :x
really very funny lahs they all .
thn at 12.15 like that Raymond found a car to sent us out .
he sent us to Elias Mall & me & sissy met up with kai2 & Kenny .
waited for them for sometime to finish their game at Lan .
So me & sissy went to 7-11 for shopping spree -.-
bought magazines lorhs . what else .
they came out about 2o mins later thn slack awhile .
decided to walk to Ehub for food .
so we really walk all th way back lorhs .
by th time we reach Ehub it was like 2.15 am ?
went to Orchid Bowl & yeahs , super pack like usual .
we were on th waiting list ...
it was some time before our turn .
kai2 & kenny ordered pasta or smth ? (:
got lane le thn we played 2 rounds each lorhs .
super funnyyyy oks ?
after we played finish it's like olreadyyy 4.ooam ?
hahs . went to Taxi Stand & they let us have the cab first (:
Me & Sissy cabb-ed back & home sweeet home at 4.45am (:
Slept ....

I Really Love This HairStyle :D Chemistry Open Book Test was alrights (:
English wasnt that bad either (:
after sch stayed in class & TsernTing help me retye my hair :D
went home & cooked some food & rested .
when back sch for Dance self practice .
it's nt productive at all ..
But ! Dancers have a great time Gossiping ! :D
we ended at 4.2o & went down to th canteen & gossiped till 6.oopm ! Haha :D
bonding uhhhs :D
Naipa/Emily msg me & ask who say I nt invited to Naipa's place ..
Haiis ...
I hope nothing happens to B ...
went to Kovan for dinner & went to order sissy's cake ..
had a tired day ..
it's Holidays when It doesnt even look like one )))): !


We're Drifting Further , Baby ..
No , I should Say ..
We Werent That Close When I Decided To Patch With You ...

Yeahs , Im lagging of updates again ):
when I reach home , I'll be too tired to blog or I have to chiong studies & tests & homeworks blah blah blah . It's killing me D:

Tuition on Monday was cancelled & I went over to B's place ..
Something bad happene-ed & yeahs . I dont wish to say ):
But I ... Nvrmind ..

Tuesday we had Mother Tongue Test & Mathematics :D
It was good for me , especially Emaths :D
went to dance without dancepants cause it was hanging on th bamboo :x
danced with Jaguar shirt & FBT .
change when Media guys came & film us .

Wendesday got back our papers !
I gt full marks for Emaths ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
& mother tongue test was good too (: 33/45 :D
Dance was tiring & Weilaoshi mentioned SuiYueRuGe { SYF2oo5}
& she told them I fell blah blah blah D:
was so paiseh ! D:
after dance Limin made us danced in th parade square ! :x
one good thing is that it's VERY SPACIOUS & WINDY ! :D

Lessons ended at 4.oopm today (:
Supposingly 5.15 :D Cut short !
went home & rest-ed .
Daily shopping with Mum , Dad & Sissy !
Bought nothing but FOOOOOD ! :D
finally everything's stock up ! :D
there's English test tmr .. ):
& dance too ...
I wonder if im going anws ... (:


I Miss Th Past , When I First Met You ..
You Changed , B ..
Perhaps , Our Love Wasnt Strong Enough ..
Im Losing Grip , Really ...

Went out with brothers todayyy .
Paragon for Gucci but it was OOS .
Went to Taka but was lazyyy to find le .
So went to KFC snacked & thn slack outside Taka .
After awhile , MRT-ed to ToaPayoh & we went seperate ways (:
I went to shop alone & bought Mum a bag (:
Hope she likes it !
& Mum , rmb what I say ! :D
Reach home at 6.3opm ...
7 pm that time I was msging Emily .
Thn made B angryyy ):
eeeee ! sorry luhs B !
Gabriel calle-ed thn Naipa ask me go up :X
jitao call Mum tell her I need to go out ...
she say must finish dinner first =/
after dinner left home at 7.3opm .
Naipa say MUST reach his place at 9pm !!!!!!!!!
JURONG WEST LEIS ! OMG ! :X
My heart nearly died oks ?!
bus- train-train-bus :x
just nice when I reach ... 9.oopm :D
walk back to Naipa's block thn we never go in mahhs . cause Naipa go with Earnest fetch Jasmine .
thn they outside Alafing :D
so funnyyy lahs ! :D
me & Emily went dots ... I swear :X
went down to buy cigg but in th end didnt .
when Naipa reach home . he realise we never go back his house ..
he give us 3o secs .. but we never care ..
thn he call & give us aother 3o secs .. late 1 sec , 1o pumpings D:
thn chiong go back .. gabriel & ben take stairs frm 6th floor ...
me & Emily & Dylan take stairs frm 11th Floor .
B chiong-ed down first thn me & Emily slowly walk mahs .
thn by th time Me & Emily reach ...
Naipa's counting went ... 76 .. 77 ... 78 ... D:
B kena 7oo pumpings frm Naipa , while Gabriel & Ben gt 1o :x
went in & pray first ..
thn sat at the dining table & ate (:
so much & I cant finish ! after eating 1opm le ..
Naipa say play true or dare ... gosh ..
first one B kena olreadyyy D:
Naipa made him promise him something ...
thn played until Naima come back ..
Naipa really said out how I'd been feeling for th past few days ..
& I nearly cried D:
Im Sorry B ... )):
left Naipa house at 11.15pm & Me & B cab-ed home .
& I lost 1o bucks for I DONT KNOW WHY ! DDD: !

Baby Boy ..
What Naipa Said Was Really How I'd Felt ..
I Really Dont Know How He Knew It ...
But .. Yeahs .. Im Sorry ..
I Knew That Me Going Naipa's House Today , Is A Mistake ..
Heard From Naipa What You Said Today ...
Yes . I Swear It's Very Hurting For Me To Hear ..
But At Least I Know Th Truth ..
B , I Dont Want You To Do Things Just Because Naipa Made You Promised Him ..
I Want You To Do It , Willingly..
From Your Heart , Not From Naipa's Mouth ...
I Hope You Know What I Meant ...
As For Th Slaps ... Im Reallyyyy Sorrryyy !
I Was " FORCE " To Do It D:
But Baby , I Wna Cherish You Now
& I Wna Be With You For As Long As I Can ..
Just Because I Simply Love You !
Please Take Good Care Of Yourself & Get Your Amulet From Gabriel ASAP !
God Blesssss B ! * Prays *
ILoveYou ♥

Yeahs , This Is Me :DCouldnt Have Live Dance Life Without 'em (:The Way Th Picture Is Taken Is Not Nice ))):
Looks Very Weird !Physics & Amaths test buang olreadyyy ..
thats th results of not studying earlier . but yeahs .
it's a test that's prone to fail anws (:
we have alot of free time in between lessons today (:
after school slack awhile in classroom with clique & went home to get my dance stuffs ..
went back to dance at 2.3o & yeahs . it's quite productive I should say (:
Well Done TaoYao Dancers ! :D
dance ended at 5pm & we slacked in danceroom :D
danced , camwhored , talked :D
& yays . I know I couldnt live dance life without Nicole & Peiying & Jasmine (:
thanks loveees (:
Baby was busy to meet me today .
So I didnt meeet him tooo .

Awww , Baby I Miss You :D

My poooor hand )): Super Painful ! )):

I had a tired day ):
& my poor hand is bandage-ed ):

Baby , ILY ♥

Megan ,
Just leave Dylan alone lahs horhs .
You think you who sia ?
You downa break is your daiji lahs .
I tell you lahs horhs , Dylan wont even like you a single bit .
Stop throwing yourself at him .
DYLAN IS MY BOYFRIEND .
You're just NOTHING to him get it ?
You machiam like his DOG get it ?
DYLAN fucking throw you away , DUMP you olreadyy still dont wna let go .
Eh , whats your fucking problem now ?!
He dont even wna talk to you lahs .
Still keep calling & messaging him ..
Please lahs , go & take a look in th mirror lahs horhs .
& PLEASE FUCKING TAKE NOTE .
YOU'RE THE FUCKING ONE THAT STARTED ALL THIS SHIT .
Just simply
FUCK OFF FROM OUR LIVES ! (:
IT'S SOMETHING EVERYONE WILL AGREE WITH ME (:
& think properly lahs horhs .
it's your fault ALL AONG (:

Baby Girl ...

My Heart Just Hurts So , When I Breathe ...
I Miss You So Much ..
Please Stop All These Things ...
& Please Stop Torturing Me ...
I dont Wna Know Anything ...
):

I just can't understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily to a man,
he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

5ooth post ...

14o2o8 ; I Love You Dylan ))):

I really got nothing more to say le .
Why am I like making myself feel even worst when it's them who tried to make me feel this way ? haiis .
I swear I really couldnt believe that they were together ..
How I wanted it to not be th truth .. but a fact will always be a fact ...
I just dont get it why she did this to me ...
They seem-ed as if they got split personaility .. Very scary .. very very scary ..
I dont wna trust anyone anymore .. Zero trust in everyone ... except myself ...
But I was relieve that I didnt tell you everything about me & him .. (:
But yeahs , even if it's meant to be kept & hidden from me ..
I still got to know it .. thanks for doing all these to me ...
I hope you'll get what I get today (:
& If you're afraid that I'll break with Dylan when I know ,
What for you stead with him ?
I WILL NEVER EVER SHARE MY BOYFRIEND WITH ANYONE ! (:

Happy Birthday Darius Tio Jian Wei !
It's th 4th year i'm celebrating with you ! :D
Sweeet16 ahead !
You know you'll always be loved by me ! :D