Saturday, February 28, 2009 ♥ 11:38:00 PM
Darius's Birthday Celebation ! :D
Today's really Great ... It's been long since I last went out with my 2 bestest brother (:Kangxuan gave me morning call this morning at 9.2oam :Xwoke up & bathed & prepared while waited for him (:he reached before I was ready for like th first time ? :Dmet Kangxuan underneath my blk at 1o.3o & walked to Senior (:Met up with Darius ! , Nicholas , Kokhwee , Hongchye & Kinsum (:slacked at senior lorhs . was like rotting away uhhs ! :xwent to eat at 12pm thn we all went seperate ways .Me , Kangxuan & Darius cab-ed to find Chengyee cause I nvr bring EZ-Link card :Xslack underneathe a block & waited for Chengyee :xplayed cards & all . so funny lah ! :Dafter chengyee came down for about 1o mins later , we went over to the bus stop to fetch Amanda (: slacked underneathe another block again luhs (:
DaDarius came after that :DAmanda went home soon after & we sent her into th cab ..Bus-ed to Hougang Mall & bought some foood :x Heehee (:pei-ed Chengyee buy thing for her godma (:thn went library slack awhile thn went out to buy cigg for freddy while darius wna send Chengyee home ..after when we walking back , saw Chengyee & Darius again . zzzDarius sent Chengyee to th taxi stand while we went to me Freddy & Nicholas they all ..slack awhile more at outside mall , thn we train-ed to Clarke Quay (:headed to Bungee thingy luh .. Kangxuan freaked out oks ! hahs (:there were Me , Kangxuan , Darius , Freddy , Dadarius , Nicholas & Kinsum .Me & kinsum didnt go :x heehee ; im so scared of heights ! :Xtook video for them (:it was like raining lahs ! so stupid ):thn after th Bungee thingy , walk one round & went to MRT station .train-ed to harbour & went to GV to see movie timings ..no suitable ones . Train-ed to AMK again & th train was super squeeezy I tell you .dont wna talk about th stupid Auntie & th bitch when we alighting lahs . NBCCB .Freddy , Dadarius & Nicholas went to ATM & draw money first ..thn we went New York New York for dinner ! :DDarius help me order uhhs (: He treat me (:we ordered 7 x 1515 :DDDDDDDD { it's betweeen uhs ! }& yeahs , total bill came out , $2o1 +++ (:th food was really nice (:went out slack awhile & thn bus back hougang ..while others went seperate ways ..walk to Kangxuan house downstairs & saw Jerald & Kokhwee ..Kangxuan stayed ahwile & went home while me & Darius slack with Jerald & Kokhwee .th rain was super big I tell you ! & it's super cold !left them at 8.45pm & 112-ed home (:Thanks For Everything , Brothers ! :D
♥ 12:45:00 AM
If It's Meant To End This Way ....
It's Over ... (:FUCK YOU BITCH !I FUCKING HATE YOU !
STEP ONE FUCKING NICE TO ME !
FUCK YOU ! NBCCB !you wont last long with him (:
Thursday, February 26, 2009 ♥ 10:59:00 PM
Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars (:
I can practically doze off anytime . How tired ):lessons only ended at 2.45pm & Mr.Singh was being nice to give us extra 15 mins before SS remedial starts .. I went home in th 45 mins break to bathe ...it was raining so heavily & Clarinda was so sweet ! :DShe shared with me her umbrella & sheltered me from th rain (:But ! I Was Late For Remedial D: { nearly got punished by singh oks ! }I forgot what happened in class but I really wna say ...I LOVE MY CLASS & CLASSMATES ALOT ! :DRemedial was suppose to end only at 5.15pm . Cause gt E Geog right after SS .But Mr.Wong was being nice too . We had lessons in th canteen cause it's combined class (:lessons ended as early as 5pm ? (:stayed in schoool & slacked & fed th jukebox with moneyyyy !Played so manyyyyy songs ! :Dheaded for home at 5.3opm & watched Wu Chu Cai Hong (:went back school at 6.3opm for night study .Night study was super ' PRODUCTIVE ' today .I learnt how to see diamond , hearts , spades & clubs :xI learnt how to appreciate th stars with Darius & Freddy :xheehee , get what I meant ? I didnt even bring any book back with me . hahs (:school attendant off-ed th canteen lights at 8.2opm { a way of asking all of us to leave ? } hahas (:walked back block downstairs with Shirley , Kaihui & Pauline (:sat underneathe & talk . Kaihui left first .. thn we went home only at 9.15pm (:so tired ! ))): Still gt dance tmr ! ))):haiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssss ! ):
♥ 12:01:00 AM
Dylan , Do You Know How I Feel ?
School's super stressful & tiring .but at least I get good results for all tests {most of them :D} which made me happy enough (:me & baby's not good at the moment .. sighs ..we quarelled ytd & we're not talking till now ...I dont think we're gonna talk for th next few days ? ):but I know I wasnt in th fault , at all ..it's all her fault (: how great ... eee , get her name off my blog yeahs ? (:dance was really productive this week (:I would like to thank all dancers for their effort ! Jiayous ! ♥tmr I'll only end school at 5.15pm .. how fuck ))):Im So Tired Now ....I saw 3 rainbows today (: Did You ?& Baby , I Need You ...Whats Th Use Of Seeing A Rainbow , When Im Without You ? ):
Sunday, February 22, 2009 ♥ 11:17:00 PM
I Loveee You Veryyyyyyy Veryyyyyy Much Baby ! I Love Love You ! :D
Finally , I had a heart to heart talk with Baby Yesterday Night ...From 1+ until 3.ooam ...Megan was inside th conversation too (:after that baby told me that th msg wasnt sent by him .. haiis .told him how i felt & all ...baby gave me his answer to th question we both asked each other by asking me if I going down punggol to find him today ... yupps ..woke up at 1oam today & did th usuals (:Breakfast , Teeved , Housework ...bathe & straighten-ed my hair just for baby (:he ask me faster go down his house luhs ! :D thn in th end , I cabbed down cause I was late to th time I promise-ed him .. Hahs (:reach olreadyyy I just like hugged him so so so tightly ... I really Miss you , dearie ♥he told me we going Grandma house ... wait fr mammy & baby to bathe luhs . thn it was like raining )):went down & tried to get a cab but couldnt ...in th end got one (:cabbed to grandma house thn I was like so shyyy to go in ! ))):Baby just went in & he downa bring me in ! )):thn korkor came thn he ask me go in also :xI so paiseh lahhhhhs ! EEEEEEEKS !thn mammy come out bring me go in :Xsat in th kitchen at first ...thn korkor bought this Oyster thingy :x { Hao Bing }I never eat before ! :xmammy cut half I share with baby (: Keke :Dafter eat sat in th living room talk crap with them (:Baby tio own-ed ! :D { O on th Head ! :D }after they left , went in th room & rest ..like wna sleeep le lahs :xat 4pm dinner ready le (:th dinner was like Superb !!!!!!!!!!!! :DCoconut rice , Chilli shrimp thingy , Chilli Brinjal* , fish & pork :Dsuper super duber nice ! even though it's spicy , but not very (:ate alot : Dafter eat very bloated , both me & baby ..went in & korkor sleeping on th floor mattress .me & baby shared th bed .. change out & rest for awhile ..at 5pm , we left luhs ..cabbed back punggol & slept (:till 7pm woke up , mammy say wna go compass ..I actually wanted baby to accompany me to buy bag at Hougang Mall ...in th end he ask me pei him go Compass make his specs (:So i pei-ed him luhs (:train-ed to compass & went shop & save first ...bought some grocceries & you know what !I SAW A SPONGEBOB WALLLET ! Oh FUCK ! I WANTTT ! :Dbaby bought a spongebob handphone pouch (: hahas :Dwent to Delifrance for * dinner cum supper *I didnt eat . but baby ate 2 portions :xth brownieeee & ice cream is veryyy nice ! I like I like ! :Dthn went to MI shop to find mammy & korkor cause baby eat alot then they want to go change phone ...stayed in th shop till 9.4o thn baby send me to th interchange (:thanks baby , I enjoyed today (:Baby Boy , dont be sillyy .Im sure mammy also do pamper you , not in this but in another way !Dont be upset ! I'll try & save money for th phone you want ...& congrats to your new mei ._.Baby , Please promise me you'll never say you wna leave me ever again ..Im nt sure if I'd be able to take it again if you say that ..We both know that we love each other ...I'll always remember our promise , our imaginary wedding ...our after wedding life ... I Love You Baby ...Promise Me .. Please Do ...
♥ 12:44:00 AM
I Love You Today & I'll Love You Tmr . I Will & I Still Do ..
No matter what you say about loveI keep coming back for moreKeep my hand in the fireSooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
(I'll always have you x2)
Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you x2)
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Thursday, February 19, 2009 ♥ 9:59:00 PM
I Love 4o8'o9 ! :D
Had ATTIRE CHECK THIS MORNING ! ))): !!!!!!
& MY POOOR NAILS IS GONE )))))):other thn that , School was alrights (:& yeah , it ended quite fast too (:during recess & after school , went to SRR & slack for th last day (:after schoool was reallyyyy fun with Eileen & Katrina (:we were like throwing th sponge balls around :x hahs :DBlasted many many music toooo ! :DDDDDDDDDDsee them play poool & all luhs (:left SRR at 5.3opm thn headed home .watch-ed Wu Chu Cai Hong thn bathe & went back school to study ..had a long talk with Ade on th swing (:It was really nice with her (:stayed in canteeen til 8.3opm thn me , kaihui & shirley lovees walk home (:there's E maths test tmr ): Haiis ):& I really LOVE my class Alot ! Reallly ! Thanks classmates ! :DTell me whyAin't nothin' but a heartacheTell me whyAin't nothin' but a mistakeTell me whyI never wanna hear you sayI want it that wayNow I can see that we're falling apartFrom the way that it used to be, yeahNo matter the distanceI want you to knowThat deep down inside of me...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ♥ 11:17:00 PM
When Im With You - Faber Drive (:
SRR (:
I think I gave B 1oo missed calls or somewhere there ytd night (:I woke up at 1.45am & called WITHOUT stopping till 2.3oam .WITHOUT STOPPING . I swear .Geog common test was fun :DI like my class , Really (:went SRR during recess too (:dance today was without ZLS ..just wna apologise to Sophia . yupps . I Know you're trying hard & we should help you .. sorry )):overall , it's good (:as in , i really danced , but not as much stress as when ZLS is here .. so..I really enjoyed (:wanted to find B but he say he wna go down saiguan .so up to him lorhs .ISHTSYAHT ))))):Im not gonna care anymore , B .Im Having A Super Bad Gastric Now .Save Me , Anyone ? )):Haiis ...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ♥ 11:07:00 PM
I Miss My Straight Hair ! )):
I Straightened My Hair Just Now & ......
I MISSS IT LIKE @#$%^&*()_+ !
See See ! My Hair is SUPER long NOW ! :D
I Miss You , Baby ):
Monday, February 16, 2009 ♥ 11:33:00 PM
Its 2nd Month , Baby ! (:
♥ Happpy 2nd Month Baby Boy ! ♥
I Really Really Reallyyy Do Loveeeee You ! :D
1612o8-16o2o9 & counting on & on & on (:
Happy Birthday Serkit ! :D
you're 16 like so fast ! (:
P.E was th best of th best today ! :D
we had badminton & I really enjoyed , with Annlyn & Mrs.Lee :D
I like I like :D
after P.E , we had this stupid firedrill in school today
which made us sit under th fucking hot sun for 1 fucking hour ! ))):
boohoo !
classmates were so bored & we decided to play heartattack & all sorts of goup games
like th chilli chop game ? teehee (:
but somethings for sure , I sweat like ... ( i know im nt suppose to use th word sweat ..)
1 hour finally over & i bought a bottle of water to save myself frm dehydratingggg :x
lessons was so slow ):
Cab down to find B after school ...
slept awhile in Mummy's room thn left to come back my place ..
I had tuition .. so yeahs .
B accompanied me in th room for tutiton & we were having a really great time :D
laughed alot (: thanks B (:
tuition ended at 8pm & b stayed (:
he pei me until 1o.3opm thn chao want go home ..
but i didnt wna le B leave .. wanted him to spend another 15 mins with me ..
after 5 mins ... Naipa called & ...... { guess I dnt have to say anything }
B talk all th way till I sent him dowstairs to wait for cab ..
I saw empty cab but B didnt wna let me flag down ..
thn he still continue to talk to Naipa & I was like ...
played on th roads as there were very lil cars ...
thn saw empty cab , jitao flag down & send B in th cab lorhs ..
he didnt even bother to give me a call or a msg ..
how nice ):
Sunday, February 15, 2009 ♥ 9:58:00 PM
It's th company that matters (:
Happy Valentine's Day , Baby .
I Love You ♥
Our Date Like Always :D
Baby With My Fav ! :D
Ichigo Bliss !
Valentine's Day didnt turn out as I expected ...even though we quarrel-ed till evening ...but ! I still enjoye-ed with baby :DI prepared at 7pm & Silly Baby only came at 8.45pm .Silly him , didnt manage to get a cab ...Baby came up & I gave him his Valentine's present !he eyes bling bling when he saw th whole Jar of Jellyyyy Beans & that Famous Amos cookie :Despeciallyyy when it's personalised ! :Dthn we set off to hougang MRT & trained to PS to find sissy & kai2 (:Baby bought some food cause both of us havent eat uhhs (:thn I bought brocoli*souppp ! :Ddrank & walked around & waited for sissy & kai2 .most of th shops are like closing or closed already cause it was like 9.3opm ? ):met them outside Build-A-Bear Workshop & Camwhored :DBaby & I was feeling so hungry that we suggested to go MOS ( burger ) for Dinner/supper (:Me & Baby ordered smiliar stuffs & yes , th food is nice ...not forgetting my Ichigo Bliss ! :Dafter dinner , alaf-ed abit at PS thn decided to go home cause curfew mum gave us was 12am ...we took 112 frm Hougang interchange & we were laughing our heads off in th bus cause Baby was alafing :Dwent to 7-11 outside schoool & bought foood again ! :Dwalked back & mum call-ed halfway cause it was 12.25am ..she gan until I forget my name call Alicia ( Baby's Line :D )mum also said she dont wna see Baby & Kai2 at our house ..but thn baby & kai say want tio gan all tio together .. Silly baby .I will never let mum & dad scold you ... you meant so much to me (:reached home & mum was waitin for us in th living room .so baby & kai stay-ed outside first ...I rmb-ed , before Iwent in , Baby asked me to be strong& he said , no matter what , I must not drop a single tear ...frm 12.3o , she gan until ... !@#$%^&*()i swear , mum was flaring at us ..& no doubt , she whacked us ... & pushed us ..
{ Im nt ashame of anything , she whacked us , So ? }thn cool-ed down abit le we told her how we felt & everything ..I know what I said hurt mum alot , but I had to tell her how I felt ..mum walked out of th room in tears ...after that , Dad came in & talked to us about alot alot of things ...talk until 1.25am thn dad ask us to wash up & thn ask Baby & kai to come in .I opened th door & both of them came in ...baby hugged me & I .... cried even more ...just couldnt stop crying ... sissy also .. haiis .about 2am thn we started all th alaf things ..baby told me he want to bathe ... so let him bathe first ..thn all slack in th room . took in th ointment .cause sissy wanted to apply on th wounds .. Dearest Baby went to dip his hand in th ointment olreadyyy ,thn ask for permission whether he can apply it on mine ...Baby applied ointment for me & I really couldnt feel any pain anymore ..I could really sense baby's love & warmth ..thn we lied on th bed & talked all crap ..lame jokes especiallyyyy :Dbaby & kai2 was telling me & sissy that when they were outside th house ..they were imagining whats happening inside th house ..thn they baby told kai2 , if mum eat away th cookie how ? :xthn kai2 told baby , if mum throw away th flower how ?
LOLS . baby climbed th pipes to seee what happen anws . Sillyyy Him (:we were also saying what if they came in with us .. mum whack us they will protect us all that .. how sweeet (:also we talked about baby's storyy & everything .. until 4am mum came in ..me & baby shifted to my room & we talked & slept only at 5am (:woke up at 8.3oam today cause dad said so ytd night ..practically , all of us were like falling alseeep when we sat at th sofa for 2 hours ! :xBaby & kai2 fell alseeep though ..prepared & we left house at 11+ ..went point for lunch & 4 of us had dimsum (:baby pei-ed us to th bus-stop & wait for bus thn he cab-ed home ..thn I went greatgrandma's place le lohs . so tired for th whole day ...after greatgrandma's place , we went Yishun sintua to pray ...showed sissy th black & th white frm Hell which baby prayed as his gods (:suppose to take MRT & bus home .. but when we reach katib MRT there , we saw London cab & yays !luxurious ride home again ! I Like I Like ! :D
Saturday, February 14, 2009 ♥ 12:00:00 AM
~//* ILOVEYOU *\\~
hãþ¶ÿ Vàlèñ÷íñê'§ däý !
- 14o2o9 -
Friday, February 13, 2009 ♥ 10:43:00 PM
Ikea Date : COMMITTEE ! :D
Thursday, February 12, 2009 ♥ 11:21:00 PM
Bro's Rocks ! :D
school was super tiring today !
lessons ends at 4.15pm . wna die olreadyyy .thn met them outside school they dont know where to go ... PS or Ikea ..I went home to put bag without them ..thn they tell me they underneathe my block waiting for me ... dots .met them & we cab-ed to Ikea (:went to walk walk first . choose th bottles & all that .candles , alaf , played . super fun being with them ! :Dbought th things alrd took t stupid lift up & down . hahs .put back th trolley stupid sia , still can alaf :xwent to have Dinner at th cafe upstairs & it was really coldddd ! :xwalked out & they cab-ed me to Compass cause I wanted to get Baby's Valentine's day Present ( 2nd part ) ...met up with kokwee sexyyy too ! (:walked around & thn bus to hougang point buy things & went home .baby came at 1opm & went off at 1o.45pm ...thanks baby boy , I Love You ! :DI want more more more of these dates with you guys ! it's a promise ! :DIkea Date With ClassMates Tmr ! I Cant Wait ! :D
Gonna Collect Baby's 2nd part present tmr ! :D
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ♥ 11:15:00 PM
ILY ...
I think today is th best dance practice I had this year .though it's super tiring & ....Baby came & find me after that (:I went Hougang Point with sissy & Baby met me there (:We walked home together first (:thn awhile more sissy came back ...Baby slack with me until 11pm thn I pei him go down wait for cab ..haiis . whn he was with me , he spent 3o mins talking on th phone with Naipa , gabriel & dont know who )): I feel neglected Baby ))):But thanks for coming to find me ..It's Either Me Or Them ... Im Sorry ):
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ♥ 11:56:00 PM
Im Sorry Baby , I Lost Th Ring T.T
Went to find baby after dance . bought bubble tea for him & cabbed to his place (:he was being so sillyyy & he showed me my ' Valentine's Day Present ' ! Hahs ! :DSillyyy Baby! but thanks for th present (:
Our Secret ! Haha ! :DBaby pei me go home & he pei me awhile (:after I change , I realise something ..I LOST MY RING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I KNN FUCKING LOST MY RING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck lahs , search until like siao & i cannot find )):started crying like fuck & was realllyyyy super disappointed about myself lahs !oh fuck ..Im sorry baby ! I really am ! ))))))))))))))):baby make sure that I stopp-ed crying olreadyy thn he went off .before he went off , he talked to sissy & prayed to th goddess at home ..th sent Baby down & just couldnt stop crying )):IWANTMYRINGBACKPLEAASEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! T.T" Baby its ok..we cn olwaes make a new one rite? "" Its today b..its ok baby..we wil go n make a new one together ok? "" Baby cheer up..don hav such stupid feelings..i love u "Thanks Baby , Im sorry . I really Am )):I Didnt Mean To Lose Th Ring ))):Im Sorry I Lost Th First Couple Ring Both Of Us Own-ed )):Im Sorryyyyyyyy Babyy Boyy ))):
Monday, February 9, 2009 ♥ 11:55:00 PM
Candyy Empire ! :D
School , Home , Out , Tuition , Sleep (:went to Candyy Empire to get Baby's 1st part of th valentine's day present (:asked Baby whether he want 9 or 1.4 . as in which no. nicer ..baby said he want 9 & i askd him why .you know whats my silly baby's answer ?" 9 cos in hanyu pinyin is jiu we last jiu jiu? Last long2 gt it b? "dearie , you're so sweeet (:bought sissy her jelly beans too (:came home right after & tuition ... I Miss Baby !it's th last day of new year & he's so busy that he neglected me )))):Baby ! Wo Hao Xiang Ni ! :DLove You , Muacks !"Baby! Gt miss me?! I miss u alot alot u noe? ""Baby! I jus finish..u slp olready huh? B i jus wan to tel u dat im veri sori..bt i missed u every second im n wit u..if u r mad at me i understand..i love u my darling baby girl..i do i do i reali do..im sori.."Even though we quarrel-ed , I still love you deep down inside of me (:
Sunday, February 8, 2009 ♥ 11:35:00 PM
Baby , Its Called Love (:
Baby came back at 1.2oam & slacked around th house ..he went to bathe at 2am & we ate dinner cum supper (:mammy order de Mac (:eat le , thn sat in th living room until 3am korkor came back thn we went in mammy's room to sleeeeep . got aircon super comfyyy too (:slept pretty soon with Baby's hugs & Goodnight Kiss (:morning came so fast luhs ! mum said I have to be home by 1oam ):so i woke up myself & left Baby on th bed (:walk out of th house myself & went home luhs :Dwas home on time ! (:tired & slept again . mum came back with herbal chicken & I ate dinner :Dwaited for Baby to come & he came at 7+ pm (:went Hougang point to bind chem notes & shopping ! Jellyyy beans with Baby's favourite Ben's & Jerry's Ice Cream ! Hahs (:home-ed after shopping & slack at home ... Baby left at 11.45pm ?Baby , thanks for today . A simple day like this will satisfy me (:I Love You , Darling Baby ! :D" B! Im sori i did nt send u dwn or smth..reali sori..oh! N yep yep i jus woke up! I love u my dearest scarecrow! Muacks! "Heehee , You'll Always Be Mine (:
Saturday, February 7, 2009 ♥ 11:50:00 PM
It's Called Luxurious Life ! :D
Great Great Great Day ! :Dwoke up as usual but earlier so that I have enough time to prepare (:took 74 to Dr. Chen's place at HCI there . so damn farrrrr luhs ! :xokays , we were like th first to reach ? :x Mrs Chen was nice anws (:1o mins later auntie PohTin' came & then Dr.Chen came back with Aunte Jasmine & the others (:ate lunch & the beehoon was superly nice ! even sissy agreeed alrights ! :Dslack around in th house & baby didnt allow me to drink cherrryade ! ))):baby says no candieees , no cherrryades & no chocolateees for meee ! boohooo ))): !" Is u wan cherryade..u wan to b scarecrow how long? u listen to me once cn? "eeeeeeeeee ! hmphs ! )):" Haha! Babyyy! U don drink le hao mah? Drink plain water uhh.. "Sillyy baby (: I Love You ! :DSissy thn played blackjack with them & she won like 16$ ! (:thn waited for 1o mins more as dad hired a super big cab (:th cab super comfyyyy sia ! like enjoying life bodoh ! :Dcab to big uncle's place & dad went up to take something , & thn we cab to Greatgrandma's place (:slack around th place , teeveed & slept like usual :Xdad hired another super big cab so we could all cab back Hougang (:watch-ed Mr Bean in th cab thn alighted at hougang point (:went to get shampoo & shop-ed around .thn we went home , house downstairs gt Lion Dance ! :DMake me miss baby more uhh ! T.Tthey Cai Qing so longgggg ! :Xstood down there till 1opm thn it ended .. went back home & told mum I wna go out ton ..she didnt allow at first , but I still packed my stuffs ..Finally she allowed & it was like 11.3opm olreadyyyy .told baby but he didnt answer th phone de .thn when he answer it's like 11.45pm ?he say he coming fetch me uhs ..so waited alone at tn bus stop luhs . so cold ...called him at 12 am he still tell me he at Geylang waiting for cab .. eeeeeeeee )):mammy ask me cab down first i didnt want to ..thn she say she want to come down fetch me ask me wait there .i jitao cal her say i cab dwn :Xcab-ed at 12.2oam thn mammy opened th gate for me .& she ordered Mac's for me .. waited for baby to come home ... ..." How?! I jus wan to hold u in my arms n nvr let u go.. "
" B no amout of words cn describe my love for u.. "Baby , I Love Love Love Love Love You ! :D Muacks ! :D
Friday, February 6, 2009 ♥ 11:55:00 PM
Baby , I Wna You To Be My Last Boy ...
3 tests are finally over .. Hell ..I Left th whole Amaths paper blank ..Yes , Totally Blank .. I just copied th questions out only .fuck it ... ))):I slept at 5.1oam this morning & woke up at 6.15am to prepare for school .how tired ...skip-ed remedial & cab down to find Baby right after school :Dyeahs , to clear our silllyyy quarels .Baby Boy , I'd Never Wna Leave You .Not In This Life , Neither Will I In Th Next .
I Just Love You Too Much ! I Swear ! Cause me & baby just hide in th room anywhere also dont wna go ..so we had very lil conversations with Jason , Hazel & th rest in th living room .they left pretty soon . me & baby was in th room talking about MY past ..HAHA (: & we talked about how we met .. what he thought about me at first .& yes , Baby just teared . Dearie , You Really Melt My Heart & I've never felt so loved before ...Just No Words Can Describe How Much I Love You ! :Dhe cook-ed maggie meee with alot of extra ingredients & th mee .It's super sweeet ! :D { Ai Xin Mian ! :D }Baby had a very hard time persuading mammy to let him go sai guan :Xmammy allowed in th end :D How nice :Dleft baby's house at 9.3opm & thn pei-ed mammy to ATM at econs .mammy gave B 12$ luhs .I had this crazy idea . Cause I promised mum i'll be back home early .but when we hailed th cab ..I told th driver ....'Uncle !!!! Boon Lay MRT Station ! 'I want to send Baby to BoonLay ! :DDDDDNaipa's house .. HAHAHAHAS !yes , & forgetful B . he didnt bring th MEE SUA he needed .plus somemore it was so late olreadyyy !ask th cab driver to drive us to market area first ...thn went to coffeshop & they gave us a direction of where to get MEE SUA at this hour . HAHAS.After finally bought th MEE SUA , I told th uncle straight away go Jurong West Naipa's House sua .LOL . so i send baby all th way there & same cab , went back Hougang (:I change-ed phone with baby cause his phone no batt . Hahs (:anws both also my phone (:i need to call sissyyy so that she can bring $$ down to pay cabfare ..but my phone died halfway ..so borrowed phone from th uncle & thn my cabfare was .......$ 49.6o ! :xyes , I paid 5o dollars & didnt want to take th change (:reach-ed home at 11.2opm & yes .I kope Baby's spongebob tee without telling him ! BLEAHS !I MISSS YOU BABY ! TERRIBLY ! & I LOVE YOU ! :Dtake care & enjoy yourself at Saiguan (:
Thursday, February 5, 2009 ♥ 11:11:00 PM
Baby send me to schoool ! :D
today in th morning mum kpkb me . woke Baby up while I prepared myself from school .Baby's nt gonna attend school again . HahaCried luhs :x Baby hugg-ed me & I cried even more ! :XBaby was saying ' You small girl . havent go school , dont cry uh ' :xSillyyy baby . Im sorry . Im sorry for everything )):I know you're sad )): baby, no matter how hard th journey is gonna be , I'll be with you .I will never let you go . Because I Love You .Ate my breakfast & baby prepared himself too .Left house at 7.o5am & Baby walk me to schoool !first time my BOYFRIEND send me to schooool siol ! :DI feel so blessed baby ! :Dwent to schoool & mum gave me 2 missed calls & msged me .he ask me ask Dylan go back until 1oam thn leave .thn mum say smth which makes me really guilty . sighs ..first 2 hours of sch free period .kept msging baby & calling him .sillyyy baby , please dont cry .it hurts me to see you cry , dear .I love you . I really Do &there's only one word to describe th time when im you .Heavenly ..dont be disturb-ed by those fucking pictures oks ?I really didnt have any feelings to all of those pictures olreadyyy !I love you baby . I really do !wanted to go find baby , but he downa meet me .so run away )):he promised to come find me after sai guan . but it's pretty late alrd .
& i was very disappointed .there's 4 tests tmr & im fucking stress .i cried like some fuck ..Thanks baby , Thanks for th support you gave me .Baby , You're Really Sweet To Me !Thanks For Being My One & Only Soulmate .I Love You ! ♥ !
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 ♥ 11:54:00 PM
Baby , I Love You !
I want to die olreadyyyyyyyy...
fucking tired sia .
today was worst thn ytd ))):
i had lessons till 2.15pm .
2.15pm to 3.15pm we had social studies common test.
after test rushed to danceroom , ZLS as there olreadyyy .
she is dancing olready :X
she today tiao us . so we didnt have any time to rest .
& i was superly hungry .. i swear )):
end of dance pei jie again luhs .
thn went home eat & in my Uniform .
lied on th bed & knock out ... sighs ...
baby called at 1o+ & told me he coming over ! :D
super happyyyy :D
bathe-ed & waited for him uhs (:
he came with like 3 packets of Maggie Mee , One packet of Cigg & 3o$
his tao eh give de . cause mammy left home mahs ..
thn Baby was using my lappy & he saw Merson kor , Xiaogary & Me take de pictures :X
haiis . & he open th folder with me & that bastard's picture )):
he emo ..
haiis . baby boy , I Only love you .. thats my past ..))):
thn we okay le he pei me go cook maggie for sissyyy thn we went to sleep le (:
I pei Baby sleeep in my room first , see him sleeep le thn I went over to sissyyy room (:
by th time I sleep , it's like 3.45am ? (:
baby was fast alseeep , pigggyy ! (:
you're reallyy a sweeeet boy Baby . I Love You .
Muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks ! :D
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ♥ 11:53:00 PM
Thanks Baby Boy .. ILY !
Whole day of school was really supeer tiring ! ))):
there's 3o mins break in between & thn remedial .
after remedial straight is dancee .
feel like dying ..
sent jie to th bus stop like usual (:
& i really love th time we walk to th bus stop together (:
went home at 7.3opm .
Baby being nice cme at 7.45pm (:
in his school uniform (:
so sweeet luhs , baby :D
slack at my house till 8pm & went down to th playground to smoke .
before that , Baby changed into my Jaguar shirt & his P.E pants .
went down & sat at th playground luhs .
sit until 9.1opm thn we went to art class & disiao :D
me & baby was practically playing catching in there ! :x
silllyyyy babyyy ! :D
went back house & slack & baby's phone kept ring-ing .
cause Jason wna commit suicide & mammy left home )):
sighs .
poor baby , went back punggol settle things le & realised Jason lost th hse keys ..
Baby & Jason sat outside th house until 1+ when korkor went home ..
Baby wanted to come over to stay de . but he cnnt pangseh drunk jason there ..
haiis .
take care baby ! I Love You .
EEEEEE ! baby's nt going to school tmr ! ))):Baby , it's really nice to see you with me after a long day in school .I Love You .
Monday, February 2, 2009 ♥ 11:45:00 PM
Th Empty Promises ...
Happy Birthday Mum !
You Know I Love You Very Much ! :DMay Your Health Be At Th Best That It Can Be ! :DHappy Birthday Auntie & Cousin ! :DHappy Birthday Raii ! { Dylan's Ex-Girlfriend } !School's really tiring .. I dread :xbaby's suppose to come for mum's birthday cake cutting deh .in th end also nvr cause of sai guan again )):he wanted to come at 1o.3o frm Geylang .but when he reach , it's about 1o.45pm & he must be home at 11pmso i dont see any point of him coming )):stupid me , just because of that , i wanted a breakup :xbaby didnt want one .. & Im sure i didnt want it too ..there's Mother Tongue test tmr .. sighs ...Baby , Tell Me What I Should Do ...It Hurts As Badlyyyy ))))): !
Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥ 10:59:00 PM
* COUGHS * Without My Voice , Who Am I ? )): !
super tiring day mansxz !woke up at 1o.3oam :x mum was nagging until !@#$%^&*()_+bathed & ate & prepared .went to laogu's & laokim's house at tiongbahru ...super far I tell you . take bus to Hougang MRT . train to Outram . Outram train to tiongbahru thn bus to their house :X super sian super long sia !reach le stay-ed there for an hour or 2 bahs .thn sat on some bastard's lorry :x so many of us !went to TTSH to visst GreatGrandMa .. She uhhs . Admit again , Ytd , cause she complain leg pain when she walking .. doctors checked & they found nothing wrong .. sighs ...she seems oks to me ! :Dvisited her for 15 to 2o mins only . thn cousin wna go Cotton On buy Cardi .so me & sissy pei-ed her . but before we went in we went to smoke opp TTSH .thn got one red car stop right infront of us mahs . thn went we finish smoking , he called out to my cousin to ask us to stop . LOLS . walk away only lahs . LOLS (:thn went in & walk past Jewellery shop . wanted to see so can buy for mum (:headed to Cotton On & spend our time there .sissy & me tried on clothes but cousin didnt .so in th end , me & cousin bought stuffs but sissy didnt :xi bought 2 beach shorts (: one black & one purple checkered (:after that met up with mum & th rest at MRT station .went back Grandma place & gamble !also got Yusheng ! th best part of new year ! :Ddinner , tv-ed & gamble till 9.3opm thn we went home (:Suddenly I realised , we're all gonna be so stress up & tired in school !look at th amount of extra lessons & th time we're going home everyday !it's gonna be hell ! starting from tmr ! & whats worst , th Night study programme !God , i think i'll die soon . coping with SYF & studies ! Oh Fuck )))):just want SYF to be over real soon ! cant spend my time dancing alrd !
it's kinda distracting ! yeah , I know im nt good in managing my time )):& i think i'll see B lesser & lesser ))):how sad ! Booohooo ! )):waiting for B's call . He said he's gonna call me . but dont know for what ...oh well . i didnt meet him for 9 days alrd (:think im used to it alrd . not meeting him for a month , i think i can survive (:
Chairman & Vice-Chairman ! :D
they left at 9.45pm ? thn sissy came home .