Thursday, November 27, 2008 ♥ 1:43:00 AM
Th time is up )):
I Love-ed You (:
Dumbo Bag :D i like i like :D
Look at this dumb innocent face :DSO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
24 hours have passed .
nothing has been done ):
you dont get what i meant , so what am i to do ? ):
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥ 3:40:00 AM
We're Not Meant To Be ? ):
What must i say so that you'll get what im trying to say ? Let fate decide whether we'll be together , or not .
I wna keep my date & thats 21 hours & 19 mins left .
All th best (:
2611o8 , 3.41am
♥ 1:52:00 AM
super bored ):
I rott-ed at home because Wilson's not freee to meet me today ):
Went Hougang Point in th evening for my daily shopping with mama .
really thought of alot of things i want & i neeed moneyyyyy ! ):
saw th long skirt i wanted to buy & i find very long lorhs !
if kangxuan returns me money tmr , i'll buy th skirtttttt ! :DDDDD
Updated Wishlist (:
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ♥ 2:27:00 AM
Either Way I Cant Breathe )):
Camera Shyyyyyyyyyy Lahs ! :DDDD

only went to mall at 4pm to meeet mama .
decided to go Ajisen Ramen for dinner & it reminds me of Jingfu .
LOLS ! kidding (:
ate alot alot (: nice nice :D
thn talked to mama about alot of things & things regarding this morning .
both me & mama cried :x in public :x nevermind .
minitoon-ed & shop for awhile . bought nothing .
thn went to popular & mama ask me to get my stationary for sch
though it's early , better thn last min (:
mama say want go Fila to see , so we went lorhs .
in th end , i was th one buying stuffs :x
walked outside mall & bus-ed home (:
watched show & sms-ed .
talked on phone & im like rotting ?
on th phone with kokwee now (:
iwnaletyougo,garbriel):
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ♥ 11:00:00 PM
Im Happy :D
Happy 11th Meeeting Month , HO WILSON ! ♥2111o8 - Friday :D - 2211o8 - Saturday :Dwent home to sleeeeep & woke up at 2.3opm .prepared & went to th dental for my checkup (:th doc gave me a HUGE pack of medicine ! 7O tablets leis ! siao ):bought some cake & went home .kept wanting to sleeeep .Yikai came at 5+ ? so they started dinner first lorrhs .waited for wilson & we ate only at 7.3opm :xcontinued slacking & watching tv till 1o.15pm 4 of us went down to monfort mac (:ate again :D ( growing fatttttttttttttt ! D: )
after mac , slowly walked to th park opposite my block & sat down there & chit chatt-ed :Dall of us was dancing except sissy :x she nooob :xWilson = Shuffling , Yikai = Moonwalk , Me = Chinese Dance ! ._.hahs , slack till 12.3oam then walked home .came back use lappy awhile thn i bathe first (:followed by wilson before we all sat in th room & watched incredible tales (:sissy & yikai was on th bed on top .thn me & wilson was on th pull out bed .watch 3 episodes & it was 2.3oam liaos .super tired , so i suggest go sleeep le .went to my room & prepared th matress lorhs .me & wilson both sleeep on th floor .thn sissy sleep on her bed , while yikai sleep on my pull out bed in her room .finally slept at 3.3oam (:next day woke up at 8.45am . mum did some housework .& sissy & yikai left for school alrd .So Mama & bro prepared le ,we bus-ed & train-ed down to choachukang & LRT-ed to Bukit Panjang Plaza .wilson pei-ed me lorhhhhhhhs :DDDDDDDthn went to Macs for lunch & walk around (:went in to City Chain & shopp-ed alot .Mama bought one for me , one for sissy , one for bro & one for herself .total spend 35o$ ? :Dthn we went up greatgrandma house while wilson took bus home (:at greatgrandma house till 7.3opm thn we left & head home lorhs .2311o8 - Sunday ! :Ddad woke me up & talked to me about sissy & chris .talked about relationships suffs & all .woke up & did some housework .sat on my bed & slept again .stupid medication ! ))):went kaogong house at 1.15pm& we sat down there till 4.oopm .wilson said he wna come find me .thn i ask him to meeet me at amk thn he kept saying later later later ...he told me he going orchard emo .i was like ... ... ... might as well come find me .& i really find it weird when he say later .so in th end , i found out that he's meeting his gan .thn i told him say noneed to come meeet me le lorhs :xthn he emo )):in th end , he met her for less thn 3o mins & he came to meeet me .it's sweeet of him , but yet , he still lied to me ...went to pasir ris change train to simei & met wilson also waited for yikai (:thn went to find a place to have dinner thn actually say wna eat sakae de .in th end went TM thn sakae alot ppl .
so went to eat swensons instead (:
enjoyed enjoyed :Dafter th meal i found out another lie from wilson & i was really disappointed )):had a lil tiff just because of someone ... ... ...thn we bought movie for madagascar 2 ( it's 2nd time for me , 3rd time for wilson anws )pei sissy & yikai watch mahhhs .laughed like mad (:after movie it's 11pm le .wilson went to take train while me , sissy & yikai take 72 .yikai send sissy home (:& home sweeeet home at 12.ooam ! :Dsuperly tired now . stupid medication )):
Friday, November 21, 2008 ♥ 11:34:00 PM
Dinner , Camp :D
Im superly lazy & tired to update ):
1911o8 - Wednesday
consulted doc about my jaws .
Nicole & Peiying came my house at noon to borrow my black shawl & stockings .
help-ed Nicole with her hair for prom night (:
thn they left at 12.3opm ?
ate my lunch , blah blah blah .
thn painted my nails (:
Wilson came my house & wait for me prepare , eat lunch .
thn everything ok le , we bus down to Causeway to find his mum's present (:
Shopp-ed at Metro & didnt find anything suitable .
so Wilson suggested HELEN since he say one necklace very nice (:
thn went in & look around , & i saw one thats superly beautiful (:
found a pair of matching earrings & we bought that for 4o+$ ?
Wilson also bought me clips & rubberbands : D
& i have th Member card (: LOLS
took 187 to Jurong Point from woodlands .
SUPER long journey :X practically rot th whole journey :X
finally reached JP , 242-ed to his house & gave his mum her present .
rest-ed for awhile thn headed to th coffeeshop to have zhu chao (:
nice nice (:
after dinner its about 8.oopm .
Wilson bring me to GP to walk walk (:
he lahs ! know i tempted to buy th bag he still bring me there ):
bought 2 bag there lorhhhhhhs :x
thn walk around & bought toiletries i needed for camp th next day .
went back his house at 8.3opm & slack + tv-ed till 1o.15 pm
& i cabb-ed home (: his mum pay :x
201108-211108 - CAMP : DCamp was SUPER SUCESSFUL ! :D
i hope all th dancers enjoyed themselves ! :D
& seniors too !
i enjoy th dance th most ! :D
both individual dances & th Chingay Contemporary ! :D
even though its super tough training , but , i like it alot alot (:
super tired after th first day & too cold to sleeep at night !
i brought my blanket instead of my sleeeping bag :X heeehee (:
break camp on 2111o8 9am (:
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ♥ 2:11:00 AM
What am I thinking ? ):
I Need You )):

Im superly tired :xhad dance camp meeeting in th morning & it was alright .went home at 12+ & prepared .bus-ed down to Hougang Mall with mama , papa , bro & sis & met wilson at th bus stop (:walked to Hougang Plaza & Kbox-ed :Dsang pretty pretty loads of songs ! & duet with wilson (:wheeeee ~! Had a superly great time with family & wilson (:sang from 2pm all th way to 7pm :xafter that me & wilson pei sissy go fetch yikai & went back to find mama & papa for dinner (:ate zhu chao (:didnt really eat , cant open my mouth ))):superly pain )))))):after dinner me & sis went seperate ways with mama .we went to walk hougang plaza , thn went to mall .sissy said she wanted to see wilson dance parapara .so we bus 112-ed to kovan & yeahs (:sissy say wilson ZAI :D hahahs (:after para para we walk back take 112 & reach ave 4 we walked home from there .slack at th park beside out block from 1o till 12.3oam .had a great time with wilson , sissy & yikai .alaf alot :Dyays ! im home late & mama dont know :xtmr im meeting wilson & his family for dinner :xdont know what to wearr :xxxI received Merson's replyyyy ! :DLorraine ! He Wants me to send regards to you ! :D311'o8 people , Merson sends his regards to all of you ! :Danyone who wants to leave a note for him can contact me (:You Miss-ed Me , So What Does It Mean ?It Might Just Be Another Lie ):
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ♥ 2:22:00 AM
Let Me Go ; Set Me Free )):

Whathaveibeendoingforthpast3months ?
RightafterWilson,igotJingfu,&thnGabriel .
madeamistakeyesterdaynight,iknewthatitwasthbiggestmistakeever .
Butididntknowwhatelsetodo.
WheniwasoutwithWilsonyesterdayforthwholeday&night ,
mymindwasfullofGabriel .
Icantgethimoffmy mind&it'skillingme .
Idontknowwhyididit.. Ireallydontknow .
Ifeelsocheap,&ifeltthati'velethimdown .
Whyamistillthinkingabouthim ?
Whymustibesostupidtostilllovehim ?
It's terrible,it'smakingmesoconfuse .
Whatarewefightingfor?Idontknow,ireallydontkno ):
SorryWilson .
SorryNicholas .
SorryMerson .
Ex-Dear ;
I really wna tell you that I Love You .
Dear , Im still wating for you )):
I Still Love You .
I hate her for breaking us up ):
Why ? Why arent you contacting me ?
dont you miss me like how i miss you ?
who am i to you , dear ?
have you ever loved me ?
o11o8 kept repeating in my mind .
th scene on th stone when we're star gazing ...
it's hurting me & making me cry ..
Dear , I love you , but have you ?
i dont wna lose you ,
like how i lost you to rebecca ):
i dont wna to endure th pain again
because i love you .
I love you dear )):
♥ { It Wasnt Just A Show To Me Right From Th Start ,
It's True Love All Along ...} ♥
I Gave Up )):
Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥ 8:48:00 PM
Cheeer Up BestFriendddddddd ! :D
Morning kangxuan met me outside sch coffeeshop
& we walked to th bus-stop bus down to ave 8 :Xwent to buy th stuffs thn walked to monfort mac to slack .ate ice-cream & he did his stuffs .2omins later , walk to Freddy house downstairs to slack for 2o mins thn went home .lunched & asked mama if i can stay over at wilson's place tonight .mama allow lorhs ! she never say anything :Dtook my own sweeeet time to prepare & pack my stuffs (:traveled to BoonLay & went to get cakes first .thn went up his house . so long never go up , so weird :xpei-ed wilson in his room cause he dont wna go out :xhis papa came home & saw me & wilson in th room thn he gave that stunned face :xthn he look at th mother & his mama shrugged her shoulders . hahs :Dhad dinner at about 7.oopm . curry chicken !his mum cooked them (: nice nice :Dthn slack awhile more thn prepared while he went to bathe .about 8.5opm left his house & went Jurong Point .Went to Buy some tidbits thn went up to buy tickets first (:Madagascar 2 :Dthn still left about 2o mins before show starts .went to zone x & he played para para like usual (:after acrade th time just nice .so went to get drink & mash potato & went to cinema .th movie super super funny ! i swear !can laugh your heads off ! :Di rate 4/5 :Dmovie ended at 11.3opm thn i didnt wna take bus :Xso we strolled home (:listened to music , talked some scary stuffs & we reached home pretty soon :Dreach home at 12am & went on phone with darius for awhile (:thn pei-ed wilson lorhs .cant get to sleeep lahhhs ! :x dont know why .thn at 2am he say want go out buy cigg :X LOLS :xthn i go make my hair nice nice le , thn never go out .but in th end fall asleep :x rawrrs ! kept tossing & turning i dont know why ._.thn hai until wilson cannot sleeep * oops , sorry *thn slept & woke up at 9.45am (:suggested to go MACs for breakfast :Dprepared & left his house at 1o.4oam dapau mac & went to walk around .thn went to buy Dunhill Kingsize .th auntie check his IC check so long lahhhs ! * diaos *ate my breakfast & he went to bathe .prepared & left house 12pm .bus-ed & train-ed & wilson alighted at clementi (:thn i came home & m,et th guys below my block .alrights . bouquet of flowers & a bear from someone :xso gan ka :Xwent home & rest .Wilson ; hope you enjoyed with me Yesterday & Today ! :DJiayous Jiayous ! :DCheeeerup & Dont Give up k ! :DKBOX & DINNER DATE :D
Sunday, November 16, 2008 ♥ 1:55:00 AM
i miss you ):
Rotting at home ):afternoon met up with deeepak under my block thn he pei-ed me deliver things to ex-Dear's
house (: took 112 & went there .took 112 back home right after (:thn slack under block again till 3.3opm thn i went home .played lappy for awhile & RCT-ed for awhile & kangxuan came up (:taught him stuffs for about 3o mins thn went home & prepare .went out for dinner & went to walk around ave 8 (:home after that (:mama isnt feeling well today ):first time after-effects ):get well soon mama ! (:Thanks Jesline Mei ! Love You Many ! :D
Megan , Jesline Mei is just helping me .
please dont mind too much about what she said alrights ?
Cheerup (:
Wilson ; Bestttttfriendddddddddddd !smile smile smile smile smile ! :Ddont keep thinking about th negative things lahs !you're not our burden alright ?you're not useless lahs !jiayous!got me ! :Di'll always be thereeeeeeee !
Love You ! (:{ if tmr i can go your house ton we go watch movie at night oks ! dont think so much lahs ! }
{ & dont forget th kbox date on tuesday with my family ! mama & papa is looking forward ! }明明很爱你明明想靠近但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤我凭什么一一打败情敌敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一明明很爱你明明想靠近为什么还要再浪费时间不把你抱紧ireallywnatellyouiloveyou.
idontwnaloseyoulikethothertimeilostyou):ireallywnaletyouknowiloveyou ,atleastiknowitried.atleastiknowimademyfeelingsknowntoyou.1year5months,ihadtoloseyouoncemore.megan,ihateyou):
Friday, November 14, 2008 ♥ 10:11:00 PM
说好的幸福呢 ; 我还爱你呢 ? ):
I really want to find out the truth very much ):It's deeep inside me , & it's bugging me ):Cant get to sleeep yesterday night .Tossed & turned on bed for hours & I walk around th room .Looked out of th windows & into th sky ..
There's No Stars ):Cried Cried Cried & it doesnt help ._.
After I see th crimson red liquid , I fell asleep .Right after . How powerful is that ? Didnt sleep much though .Woke up pretty early .
Went out with bro in th later part of th day .home-ed . { practically no life ): }I Have Big Reactions When My Phone Rings ! :X
Desperate ):Wilson ;Budddyyyyyyy ! Dont think so much lahs !Come on ! Cheeeerup & Smile !Have a good one-week break this time alrights ?Remember to smile !& REMEMBER ! I'll Always Be Thereeeee ! :D{ after i settle all my things le & its approved , i go your house ton as requested by you oks ! so dont sad lahs ! } 你冷了倦了我哭了离开时的不快乐
有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢Answermycallwillyou ?
I'vebeentryingtocontactyouforthwholeday!
havyouthoughtabouthowifelt?
fuckyoubitch!
Ihateyou,morethananybody.tothinkistillboughtyouthlanyardtoday):
ithurtsme.
Itsrepeatingitself.
Why Am I So Stupid , To Let You Walk In To My Life Once More ?
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ♥ 11:42:00 PM
擦肩而过 ):
你对我说,我们只是擦肩而过
morning call from kangxuan ! LOLS :xcalled me at 9.3oam & its th time to wake up though (:said they wanted to come my house . so woke up & prepared .had breakfast & waited for th guys to come (:they came at around 1o.1o am ?at first say hao only kangxuan , nicholas & kokhwee if i never hear wrongly .thn got hongchye & baocheng . didnt know they coming (:invaded my room lahs they all :xbro wanted to watch Indiana Jones with them , so he on-ed lorhs .Kangxuan was using my lappy most of th time (:slack lorhs . they all left at 12.oopm cause mama bringing bro to school .wanted to go Greendale with nick , thn in the end never cause his cousin never go sch .by thn if i wanted to go fetch dear , im late . so forget it .mama paid me 2o bucks for tmr to look after bro (:pick up bro after school today (:realised its been long since i had such nice time with bro (:went to Auntie Charlene's house to visit baby in th evening (:had a great time with Rachel & Lucas (:they're superly cute (:went point to get some stuffs & home (:pei-ed Megan msg for awhile .你不会累但我却爱你爱得好累他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人你对我说我们只是擦肩而过igaveupwaiting,causeiknowwe'renotmeanttobe .you'renotevenbotheredbyitarentyou ?youdontevencare.sowhatsthpoint?ithurts,butwhatcanido?infact,ihateher.so?1 Year 5 Months , So ?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ♥ 11:25:00 PM
Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B. Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to 8 other ppl.The 8 people: Pauline , Wernichieh , Shirley , Annlyn , Chloe , Emily , Rachel , Anyone :x
Tagged by NICOLE TOH SHI HUI ! ( thanks ar nicole ._. )
1]What have you been doing recently?
- hanging out with dear & his bro's at Sengkang/Punggol (:
2]Do you ever turn yr cell phone off ?
- when my phone goes dead ? :x
3]What happened at 10am today?
- I was sitting infront of th TV enjoying breakfast ?
4]When did you last cry?
- This Afternoon ? ):
5]Believe in fate/destiny?
- Think so ?
6]What do you want in yr life now?
-Just wna enjoy everything (:
7]Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up yr hood?
- I dont for both (:
8]What's yr favourite thing to have on yr bed?
- My blankieeeee (:
9]What bottoms are you wearing now?
-Black FBT
10]Whats the nicest thing in yr inbox?
- dear said ; Baby! I l0ve u 4 dhe way u r! Wad have been d0ne ish d0ne u cnt und0 aniting sh0 dhun thnk t00 much kae?
11]Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- who would ? ):
12]Are you wearing anything borrowed frm someone?
-no
13]What was the last movie you caught?
- errrrrrrrrrrrr ? )))):
14]What are you proud of?
- Nothing ?
15]What does yr oldest text msg in yr inbox says?
-dear ; I l0ve u t00
16]What was the last song you sang out loud?
-擦肩而過 ( screaming away :x)
17]Do you have any nicknames?
- quite alot :x
18]What does yr last receive text msg says?
- dear ; Wait i eatin
19]What time did you go to bed last nite?
- About 1am ?
20]Are you currently happy?
- nopes )):
21]Who gives you the best advice?
-All advices are great (:
22]Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
-No.
23]With whom did you talk on the phone last nite?
-TIO JIAN WEI DARIUS ! :D
24]Is something bugging you now?
-Me & dear ):
25]What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
-No idea ? ): fake smile :x
26]Do you wear toe socks?
-No
27]Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
- Deepak
28]Have you ever had your heart broken?
- many times ):
29]What annoys you most in a person?
- I dont know :x
30]Do you have a crush on someone?
- dear of course ! :D
31]Have you ever done cocaine?
-Nopes
32]What is the colour of yr room?
-Two shades of Pink :D
33]Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
-It's Not Worth ! ):
34]Do you believe in the saying, ’Talk is cheap’?
-Somekinda :x
35]Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
-Me ? but if its other thn me thn its Dear lorhs .
36]Who was the last person to hug you?
-Dear (:
37]Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
-Dear , yupps (:
38]Do you have a life?
- No life :x
39]Have you ever thought someone died, when they didn't?
-yes , somekinda day dreaming :x
40]What is the reason behind yr profile song?
- Love To Be Loved By You - JF that time :x
41]Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
- Dear & Dylan :x
42]Last time you smiled?
-Really smiled ? idk ):
43]Have you changed this year?
-YES
44]What are you listening to right now?
-th TV sound ):
45]Are you talking to someone while doing this?
- was on th phone with Darius just now . now waiting for Dear's call .
46]Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
what do you think ? ._.
47]Is there a quote you live by?
- no :x
48]Do you want someone you can never have?
- Yeahs )):
49]Have you ever played an instrument?
-piano, Guitar ?
50]What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
- Giving up ? ):
51]What were you doing last night at 11pm?
-On Phone With Darius (:
52]Are you happy with your love life right now?
-Not really , it can be better though (:
53]What song best describes yr love life?
-擦肩而過 :x
54]Does the person know you like him/her?
- Dear , do you ? :x
55]Who always makes you laugh?
- Dear's & his brothers (:
56]Do you speak other languages other than english?
-chinese
57]Favourite websites?
-No
58]Whats yr middle name?
- Wai ? wth ? idk ?
60]What do you think you are like?
- very easy emo ? :x
61]Who will you choose to die with?
-myself :x
62]Where have you been today?
- around school area & home ):
63]What game do you play often?
-I dont play ):
64]Who are you missing now?
- Dear ):
65]If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
-i hate this qns ):
66]What are you doing right now?
- Taking this stupid quiz & waiting for dear to call but im msging him .
67]Which primary school are you from?
-Xinmin ._.
68]Name 3 colours that you like?
-Pink , Red , Black ?
69]What emotion do you like to show?
-huh? dunno
70]What is yr life to you?
-Hell ? Stupid ):
71]If you have something bothering you what will you do?
-TRY TO FIND WAYS TO SOLVE IT !
72]Who did you last chat on msn today?
- kokwee ?
73]Who do you admire the most?
-a lot of ppl.
75]How are you feeling right now ?
- superly irritated , sad , angry ? :x
76]What is the time now?
-12.o8am
77]What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
-LOVE HER (:
78]What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
- I forgot ):
79]Why are you doing this test?
-I was forced ?
80]What do you do when you are moody?
-Cut myself , listen music . talk to someone ? cry ?
81]At which age do you wish to get married?
- 24 ? 25 ?
82]Who is more important to you?
- I dont know ?
83]If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
-Spend it with everyone ! :D
84]Who is the person you trust the most?
-myself.
85]Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-Yes
86]If you had a dream come true what would it be?
- Mama ... ... ...
87]What is your goal for this year?
-:x
88]Do you believe in eternal love?
-not really :x
89]What feeling do you love the most?
-To Be Loved (:
90]Do you think its Global Warming now?
-Yes
91]What feeling do you hate the most?
- sticking to th same , jealousy kills ): loneliness
92]You like doing quizzes?
-NOOOO!!
93]Do you believe in God?
- Not really :x
94]Who cares for you the most?
-Idk :x
95]What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- havent thought of one :x
96]What will you bring when you fight?
-Hammer (:
97]What have you regretted doing your whole life?
- ):
98]What would you do if nobody cared for you?
-cry ?
99]What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- slap him ? ( it's happening right now aint it ? :x )
100]How do you feel now?
- FUCK THIS QUIZ ! :X
im done !
♥ 8:07:00 PM
What Were The Days To Come ? )):
Im lagging of updates ! :xpretty lazyy to , & when i reach home everyday , im so tired alrd :xpig lahs , must understand :x hahas (:let's see if i rmb-red what happened between this few days (:Sunday o911o8Happy Birthday Chris Kor ! :Dsweeeetnineteeen :Dowe you present k ? :x heeheedidnt met up with dear .he told me he cant go out , but yeahs .he went to meet brothers (:rott-ed at home till about 7.3opm wait for kokwee come over .went to 918 bus stop to fetch him (:thn walk around & saw ahxiang (:took cig from him thn went to 661 there 3rd story slack .after slacking walk around to find place sit .in th end went to point de macs .bought ice cream & sat down there while kokwee studied alil .( nothing gets in anws :x )wait for me finish ice cream went to th block opp point to slack .thn walked home at about 9.3opm (:I Miss You , Dear ):Monday 1o11o8decided to give dear a surprise .prepared & went to fetch dear from school (:stand under th rain oks ! D:my hair's not suppose to touch water lorhs . heehee , but nevermind (:he came out quite late also . hahs .all of us cab-ed to Natu's house .at first say Jason korkor going back le .thn all watch on video all cry ..everyone cried . yes , EVERYONE ! ):thn dear pei-ed me (:slack around th house thn at about 6.3o left Natu's house went to venus ( lan ) & th guys played their games .didnt joined them . instead , i went to walk walk & have dinner lorhs ..waitied for dear till 9.3opm thn didnt wna wait ..so i went off first . left a note written with eyeliner on a piece of tissue for dear :xtook bus to kovan 112 bus stop thn bus home )):super unhappy )):Tuesday 1111o8
cant get to sleep th night before )):
woke up at 4.35am & cant get back to sleep )):
msg-ed Jason korkor but he didnt reply ..
went out to get some food & back to sleep .
early in th morning at 7+ korkor use Natu's phone msg me (:
msg msg msg till 8.3opm thn i cry abit ):
went back sleeep for an hour .
thn i prepared le left house at 11.45am (:
decided to go Natu's house find korkor cause he again say he going back le )):
reached Natu's house at about 12.3o while dear & his bro's reach at 1.3opm .
thn slack awhile talk with dear abit & i took out th ring on my neck ):
gave it back to dear & he asked me take . but i didnt ..
about 3 dear just pangseh me at one corner of Natu's house . LOLS ):
Natu's mum also came back home le .
i was plying with th poohbear & i felt really left out .
so i tied th necklace with th ring on th bear , left it infront of dear's bag & left th place .
sad lorhs )):
went home & slept ...
at night 9.3opm pei sissy went down to meet yikai* ?
thn they went to walk walk while i wanted to enjoy th night breeeze .
so cooling (:
walk around th park opp my house & found a place & sat down .
listen-ed some songs & cried )):
slack till 1o.3opm thn my phone went flat ):
cant contact sissy either ):
went to borrow phones from stranger ( 2 times somemore ! )
thn went home at 11.15 pm .
Me Reply To Merson's Letter (:
Kangxuan , XiaoDarius , Merson & Alicia
I RECIEVED MERSON TAN BAOBEII KORKOR'S LETTER !
LIKE FINALLLLYYYYYYYYY ! OMG !!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
Sunday, November 9, 2008 ♥ 1:34:00 PM
Im Rotting )):
Dearrrrrrrr ! Fasterrrrr Wakeeeee Uppppppp !
IM FUCKING ROTTING AT HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!
mama , papa & bro went out to watch James Bond .
Sissy went out with Chrissy to celebrate his birthday ..
& me ?!
stucked at home !
dear promised to pei me go out today because it's our day )):
& he's there sleeeping )): NOW ! ));
& he took my EZ link card so i cant go out )):
I've got no coins & im fucking broke now )):
super unhapppy now ! ))))))))))):
Saturday, November 8, 2008 ♥ 11:53:00 PM
Perhaps , I thought so ... ):

Before ! :D

After ! :D

Happy Birthday Pauline !!!!!Love You ! :DI dont look like me anymore ! :DI look like a DOLLLL !!!!!!!!! :xI got my hair PERMED ! :DDDDDD hahaahs :Dyeahs . sat at th damn salon for 5 damn hours !super tired i swear ! ):but still , I LOVE MY HAIR ! :Dappointment's at 1o.ooam (:by th time i finish is alrd 3.3opm ? :x15o bucks fly-ed :xwent home & rest for awhile .bus-ed to punggol to find dear & his friends at Dylan's house de bus-stop .slack awhile underneath his block & also wait for Jasmine* ?thn cab-ed to Punggol Plaza & some of them ate KFC while th rest didnt eat (:after KFC went to basketball court . see them play BB lorhs .dear look so zai when he playing (:but , i feel left out )): haiis .they played from 7 till 8 ? thn spend a lil time playing cards ..thn me & dear had a lil tiff :xnevermind . went on to look for Dylan & th rest at Ice talk .thn me & dear went off first .went pasarmalam buy food again .thn slack at 1oth floor till 1o.35pm thn went home .beg dear to go home cause i saw th msg his mei send to him )):haiis .dear , tell me what to do k ? (:Love you .
Friday, November 7, 2008 ♥ 11:59:00 PM
:x Fierce :x
Today's A Bitter - Sweet Day (:
have to stay at home to take care of bro this morning . was alright & mama gave me 1obucks for that (:
wanted to meeet dear at 1+ cause mama's home . thn dont know what he doing arhs .
wait for him to eat lunch from 1.3opm wait till 4.oopm ar ! )))):
gastric lorhs ))):
thn dear told me he fell asleep , so he came down my house at 4.oopm (:
slack for ½ hour & we left my house .
headed to his house & waaaaaaaaaa ! :X
at first th mother not at home de . thn i went in to th room pei his meimei .
thn just nice dear bathe finish come in th room thn 3 of us inside thn his mother come back .
thn gan us like !@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_ ! ))):
thn dear talk back & jitao walk out of th house :x
nvm , cabb-ed to Venus ( lan ) & met up with th rest .
they played Dota for 3 hours while me & Dasao was rotting like ....
At first lahs , thn in th end Dasao enjoyed watching them play (:
Dear , You must appreciate horhs ! I WATCH YOU PLAY 3 HOURS HORHS ! :D
after lan is bout 8.3opm le .
bus to Kova thn went bowling centre .
wanted to play but no lane ):
play arcade in the end (:
they all arhs , so crazyyyyyyy lahs ! hahahs (:
all drive th car so funnyyyyyyy lahs ! LOLS !
laugh-ed like mad :D
thn Jason KorKor played Para-para .
SUPER FUNNNY :D hahas (:
after arcade about 9.3o we all went seperate ways (:
dear send me home & we alaf alot .
HORHS , DEAR HORHS ! :D
went pasar malam buy food thn dear walk me home .
slack at 1oth floor till 11.15 & home sweeet home (:
now on th phone with Dear (:
he's at Dylan's house cause he downa see him laobu :x LOLSSmile Sissy !
Smile Chrissy !TOMORROOWWWWWWWWW ! :DDDD
( today !)
Dear , thanks for th words you said to me (:
I Love You ♥ !
Thursday, November 6, 2008 ♥ 11:19:00 PM
You're My Silly Boy ! :D
I took out th wrappings alrd ! )):


Notice my Grey Eyes ! :D




& now it looks like this ));
xintong si le )):


& my bear looks like this :D

Love You !
another great day for me ! :Dwoke up at 9.3oam & decided to be a good girl (:did some housework & prepared myself (:wore contacts out without mama noticing again (: hahahs .went to fetch dear from school & i was late by 1o mins ? :xsorry dear . made you & bro's wait under th super hot sun :xthn BingHui go shout at me ask me walk faster . Hot leis ! :xwalk to BingHui house wait for him to take cig .thn they went up wait for them finish thn we went seperate ways .me & dear cab-ed back his house & he went to bathe .his mum talked to me again :xi feel so stress when she talks to me cause there's alot of rules ))):dear bathe finish le thn watched show for about 45 mins .took dear's ring & bands with me thn i kept th ring :D
thn went out .while at th bus stop , i wanted to return dear his ring ..thn i realise it's his EX couple ring & his still wearing it ...thn i passed him th ring & told himi pei bu qi if i lost th ring ..bus-ed to punggol then in th end cab-ed to Dylan's house .when we on th way to take cab , dear made me angrythn to cheer me up , dear did something ...HE TOOK HIS RING & THREW IT AWAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i was like !@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!seriously , just took it out of his pocket & i see th ring flyyyyyyyy ! WTF ?!Dear arhs , i really dont know what to say !You Prove Your Love To Me With Silly Things That You Do :Drawrrrrrs ! I Love You Lahs Dear !!!!!!!! Ycab-ed to Dylan's house & Dear pei-ed for th cab fare .same people at Dylan's house .dear & his bro's played 21 , Daidi & all that lorhs .Jason Korkor won 2o+ bucks lahs . LOLSplayed till 5.15 like that thn dear pei me awhile thn i need go le .cause today daddy's birthday ...took dont know what no. bus :x didnt seeee :xthn went to sengkang & took 159 (:dear pei-ed me to th coffeeshop thn he left .sweeeeeeeeeet lahs he (:Dear , Thanks For Today (:I Love You (:Meeting dear tomorrow !but i cant fetch him :xsorry dear ! :DI LOVE YOU DEAR ! YYYYYYYYYYDont Be Jealous Dear , You're My One & Only ..
No One Else (:I Love You Dear , Super Love You
♥ 12:00:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !


Happy Birthday Dadddy ! Your're A Great Dad ! :D
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ♥ 11:08:00 PM
Baby , Thanks For Th Surprises (:
Dear Bought Me Roses To Cheer Me Up ! :D


With A Cute Lil Bear ! :D

My Favourite Picture :D
candiddddddddd ! :D





Muacks , thanks Dearrrrrrrrr ! :D
woke up at 8am today ...
slack around in th house & prepared myself & left home at 9.3oam ..
feeling a lil weird not talking to mama for 2 days . oh well .
i wore my contacts out (: without she noticing it . lalala (:
took 112 to serangoon JC & find my way to dear's house .
some kinda lost though :x hahas .
after 5- 1o mins of searching , finally reached .
thn i at first downa go in de :x thn his mum ask me go in :x
lalala , when i went in , his mum asked me alot alot of questions :x
stressss you know ! )):
dear laze around & we were msging other people with each other's phone :x LOLS
at about 11.3opm dear went to bathe & we had lunch with his younger sister (:
his mum cook rice & some dishes (:
nice nice (:
eat le dear's mum ask him go visit someone , idk who :x
thn we bus down to hougang ave 1o there thn i think th person sleeping . LOLS
so we bus-ed to sengkang & dear bought me lollipop ! (: hahas
thn waited for bus 82 ? or was it 83 ? i think 82 . LOLS
thn on th way Leonard boarded th bus . nice timing (:
went to Natu's house again (:
but Leonard went to Dylan's house .
went to find Jason KorKor cause meeting him last day .
slack around th house thn got people keep calling me .. zzzz
i dont know who , all Greendale people ...
thn Dear & Korkor help me answer lorhs ...
awhile later dasao came . thn i dont know who call ask us go over to Dylan's house .
left Natu's place thn headed to Dylan's house .
at Bumbong (:
See ! Dear So Sexyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :ppp !
Hot lorhs ! :D
* thn i need to go cause got some things on at home *
* cant go for dance *
evening dear made me angry :x
not really angry , but , disappointed & sad ...
haiis , i was really disppointed ..
thn dear keep apologizing to me ..
actually , i only wanted dear to prove his love for me ( i didnt tell him )
cause i said promises meant nothing to me .
thn at about 1opm , dear called me & ask me go stair case landing .
he came back from Bumbong .
thn i thought he just wanted to meet me to give me a hug or smth ?
( which is goood enough alrd )
in th end , there was a bouquet of roses & a small pooh bear attached to it .
ahhh ! dear made me so touched can ! :x
he has like already got no money alrd , thn he still went to buy th roses to cheeer me up !
thanks dear , really thanks . shouldnt have spend so much )):
very nice th roses , i really love it very much (:
thanks dear Y !YYY ILOVEYOU YYYAll I Need , Is You To Prove Your Love For Me Baby .I Love You & I Believe You (:
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ♥ 11:35:00 PM
Fuck You ! )):
Mood spoiler :xearly in th morning tio gan by mama till !@#$%*(!@#$%^&*( .siao ehh , ask me every morning 9.3oam must wake up .do nothing also . thn i talk back lahs .cheebye , tio slap & beaten thn jitao walk out of th house & headed to school lorhs .deepak was waiting under my blk for me again ..Emaths was alrights (:teacher quite funny lahs :D hahas (:san ge di qiu :DDDDAmaths was superly boring ... but it's OVER ! :Dno more mastery ! :Dwaited at 1oth floor till 1pm thn went home cause dont wna see mama :xactually wanted to go find dear de .thn he say he going back punggol . lols .thn i got dance , so cannot meet him lorhs ...went for dance & dear told me he going swimming with his bros .asked him to enjoy lorhs .in the end , when i walk out of school after dance .dear was sitting outside senior ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDthanks dear , iloveyou lahs ! ♥ !heehee .slacked at 1oth floor from 6.3o till 7.15pm thn dear went to find his bros& i went home (:* Dear's holding on to my phone now ! hahahahs (: *
Meeting Dear In Th Morning Tomorrow ! :DDDDear ! I LOVE YOU ! :D
Monday, November 3, 2008 ♥ 10:52:00 PM
It's Back To ` Should I ? Should I Not ? ` )):
It's another happy & fun day for me :DDDDD
slept at 3am ytd night & was kinda lazyyyy to get up for lessons today :x
kept resetting th alarm :x heehee .
today had 1½ hours of A-maths lessons & we were freee (:
went out to senior there de playground slack for 1o mins .thn went back school to wash hands :x
walked to road there & cab-ed to Greendale & waited for dear to be dismiss-ed .
reach at 12.3o & slack under a blk & waited for 3o mins oks !
ROTTTTTTTINGGGGGGGGGGGG :X
finally heard th belll rang & dear was dismiss-ed .
they were at th other side of th school there , so i walked over to find them .
went up to Natu's house to slack & met up with his brothers lorhs .
same people again :x
crowded sia th house :x fullll of people :x hahas
sat in th living room do nothing thn went in to th room to slack .
all come in & slack together .
jason kor go take bolster hit my face ._.
alaf alot alot lahs .
Dylan also another funny one :x
they never fail to make me laugh ! I swear ! :D
see them taupok each other , LOLS !
emo de emo , high de high (:
then they dont let me sleeeeeep )):
so tired laaaaaaaaahs ):
left pretty early ... left th house at 5.3opm
dear send me home (:
cabb-ed home & dear waited for ahsai * if im nt wrong ? * to fetch him cause he left his wallet at Natu's house :x
8pm went to collect my contacts :DDDDDDDDD
i only spend 5 mins putting in & taking it out :DDDDDD
super fast learnerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! HAHAHAHS :DDDDDDDDDD
yays ! i love my contacts ! :DDDDDDDDDDDJason Kor & Alicia Mei
o311o8 (:
Our Brother-Sister Ship (:
I Love You Dear ! ♥ !
Dear ;
i didnt realise until you asked me ...
am i treating you as an substitute ?
i dont know , i really dont know ..
maybe , what i've been doing ..
is what reflects to that thinking from you ..
im sorry dear ...)):
if i know im treating you as a substitute ,
i'll leave you ...
Im sorry )):
Sunday, November 2, 2008 ♥ 8:58:00 PM
Th Stars ; They're Heavenly !
* Specially for this post , im using dear (: *
Im Superlyyyyyyyyyyyy Tireddddddd ! :DD
had a great time with dear & his brothers ytd (:
precious came my house at 11.45am & slack .
also come here do nothing :x talk talk , laugh laugh . LOLS
ate th porridge mama cooked & continued slacking till about 3pm
when mama about to go off first thn precious went back Jingfu House (:
went off to get ready & cab-ed down to punggol central to meet dear & his brothers .
feeel so weird there lahs ! :x
rawrrs , waited for some of them to buy thing come back le , thn head off to Pasir Ris (:
everyone toook cab down in th end . hahas (:
Me , dear & Binghui took one together lorhs .
reach Pasir Ris park le , walk to dear's BBQ pit .
pit No. 55 . so damn farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :x
settled down , blah blah blah .
waited for th rest to come & it's so hot down there lahs ! :x
they played daidi there while others got ready for th BBQ .
thn me & dear went to buy drinks .
sat at an empty pit & slacked with dear & 2 of his bros for awhile (:
dear wanted to change out of his skinnys cause scared make dirty .
so changed & went back to BBQ .
it was about 7pm ? hahahs (:
dear help me take th food (: his friends help us BBQ , HAHAS :p
ate ate ate awhile le thn about 8+ they played :x
i was sitting beside dear & one of them started singing th birthday song , and when they almost sing finish ....
* PIAK * egg smashed on dear :x
LOLS ! then th whole egg & flour fight started ... ...
almost everyone kena :x bullyyy sia .
dear was worst :x haha , birthday boy leis . hahas (:
they ran around & to other BBQ pits also lahs !
so messsssyyyyyy , heeheee .
& someone sabo-ed me lorhs ! :x
say i never kena , must kena at least abit .
so they poured flourrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr on meeeeeeeeee ! LOLS !
rawrrs , at th end , i kena egg on my dresss . rawrrs (:
overall was fun lahs (:
everyone chiong-ed to bathe first :x
didnt bring towel :x
used dear's & i bathed first . hahas (:
quick bath lorhs , wash up (:
waited for dear to bathe finish thn gt police car :x
stopped at our pit :x oooooooooooooops ! :x
didnt know what happened , maybe too messyy or smth ?
nothing much thn they drive away le ...
went back th pit there , put down our bags , thn went to slack ...
they all say go buy drink ... must walk quite abit yeahs ...
5 of us ... walk & chit chatted lorhs ...
we went to the bike rental & bought our drinks ..
thn they all alaf lahs !
take th chair & sat in th middle of th bicycle track ! :x
cause not enough chair , so i sat on dear's lap :xheehee ( he ask me write de :x LOLS ! )Lalalas , damn funny .
laugh alot alot with them (:
stayed there for about 15-2o mins thn walked back (:
played alil at th playgrounds ..
superly darkkk lahs ! LOLS :X
i scared scared arrrrrrrrr :X
went to th stone to find th rest cause something happened ..
then stayed there with dear for a lil while & theres alot alot alot of stars !
Heavenlyyy ! I swearrrrr ! ♥ !
thn they called & ask dear to take group photo (:
went back & slack awhile to wait for th rest ...
thn something happened & spoiled dear's mood )):
thn took pics le , went back bench to slack .
& i teared ))):
****Second day alrd lahs ! ( without knowing ehhh )****
after everything done , pack up blah blah blah .. going 1 am le . LOLS
decided to walk to E-hub cause they intended to bowl .
so i think there were 17 of us (:
walk so long lahhhhhhhhhhhs ! when we reach e-hub it's already 2.3oam
imagine that man ! :D hahahaahs (:
then bowling alot of people ): have to change plans again .
so they suggested to go play Lan at Elias* Mall
walk for so longgggggggggggggggg ! :X
was superly tired , & hungryyyyyyyyy ! :x :x
we split into groups when we walk , cause some walk fast some walk slow.
dear , me & anson walked together . thn we sat down in th middle of th road to rest .
under th MRT track . hahs (:
th ppl infront of us waited at th bustop ..
& they look into the treees ...
and you know , you know ...
i dare not look lahs ! omg !!!!!!!!!!
I'll die oks ! T.T
so finally reached Elias Mall at 4am & sadly , Lan doesnt have enough space .
sians , sat down outside & i slept for 5 mins .
thn no where to go cause most of them no money to cab back hougang/sengkang / punggol.
so in th end , Dylan suggested to go to bumbong ( or wdever it is ?! is a place )
[ which is Dylan's house or wadever ! )
thn only afew ppl can go ...
so .. ppl that went were Dear , Me , Leonard , Ridzuan , & th couple + Dylan lorhs .
left all th small ones behind & dear felt bad about it )):
jason offered to stay to look after them (:
nice brother yeahs ? hahs (:
reach alrd & th house is superlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy NICE !
4 storey somemore ....
climb staircase halfway they alaf go off lights ... cannot see a single thing !
hit here hit there :X
went to 3rd floor & settled down (:
before they slept all went to th balcony ........ hahs (:
thn before they sleeep also alaf alot lahs .
really made me laugh alot (:
couple & dylan's on th bed ,
Ridzuan on th sofa ...
Dear & me on th floor ...
while leonard ... umms .... bed , floor everywhere ? HAHA (:
so th time we really slept was 5.3oam ?
i slept for th first hour while dear didnt .
thn i woke up & dear slept for th next hour (:
SUPERLY COLDDDDDDDD !
I WAS FREEEZING THEREEEEEEEEE !
so dear stole th blanket from th ppl on th bed ar :x
no one notice also , hahaaha (:
wanted to leave early cause im having family lunch to celebrate daddy's birthday
so i woke up at 9.15am & prepared cause i thought mama said that th lunch is at 11am ...
thn she called & gan me till #$%^&*()!@#$%^&*() !
LOLS ! walked down with dear & felt so weird :x
spend 5-1o mins walking under th hot sun to get a cab ?
cause its like some private property ...
cab-ed back home at yes , i reached home exactly at 1oam !
( cause mama threatened not to wait for me if im not home by 1o T.T )
they gave me another 5 mins to change & get my makeup done
( cause i didnt remove th makeup from ytd )
& went out within 5 mins .
damn tired ))):
went down to chinatown's this tian jin lou or smth ?
ate quite alot (:
Notice th ring on my neck :D
hahahah ! :D

thn went OG's to shop (:
Bought a new bag !
aunt bought it for me !!
as my birthday
presenttttttttt ! wheeeee ~!
went home , & slept for 2 hours .
now , im about to die . hahas (:
super tiredddddddddddddddddddd ! :D
Once again ,
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DEAR ! :D
Hope You Enjoy Yourself With Me & Your Brothers Ytd (:
Love You ♥
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ♥ 12:12:00 AM
It's Your Day ! :D

Happy 15th Birthday Gabriel Ong Zen Yu ! :D
Superly Love You !
Tonning With Him & Friends Tomorrow ! :D