Friday, October 31, 2008 ♥ 11:46:00 PM
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
Happy Halloweeeeeeen People ! :DDDDDDD
I woke up late for Report Book Taking again !
last year reporting time at 9 , i woke up a 9 :x
this year was a lil better though , woke up at 8.3oam :X
prepared & waited for deepak to reach my block & went to school together .
was pretty early , earlier thn some (:
waited for quite awhile before everyone came & th release of th report books .
garey was being cute by wearing shorts instead of long pants (: hahahs (:
took alrd & left th class at 9.45am ? (:
gave Mr.Kang & Mr.Faaiz their gifts alrd (: hahas
accompanied mama to TTSH for her blood test :x
like , it's so pain when th needle poke in :x :x
went to walk th medical centre , Square 2 & Velocity (:
bought earrings from th korea shop (:
mama bought cotton on spag tops for meee !
like i finally got it alrd !!! heehee !
thanks mama :DDDDDDD
went to Addidas & Bought daddy his present (:
now im broke )):
havent got gan's present )):
feel so bad , & everyone's birthday is in this weeek !
Every single day from 1st Nov all th way to 1oth ! ))):
moneyyyyy ! Come to mama ! :x
i still need to pay for my contacts ! )):
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
P.S : mama has no objection with me perm-ing my hair (:
but i still got loads to ask my hair stylist before i really decide to perm ! (:
Comments :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
PRECIOUS' BACK AT HOUGANG ! :DDDDDDDDD
Thursday, October 30, 2008 ♥ 11:49:00 PM
Im Breaking All My Promises To You ):
Rebonded Hair

Perm-ed Hair :D

Im Breaking All My Promises To You ))):
today at 7am , gan msg me thn i lost an hour of sleeep :x
mastery was alrights today .
met up with deepak at blk 660 at 8.45am & waited for siewbeng (:
walked to school together & saw mdm liew teaching th other class chem :x
breakfast-ed in class today again & we did this year EOY paper 2 .
Emilia & Sarah was superly late & they only attended 3o mins of lessons ): boohoo .
went home & packed my stuffs .
saw 2 letters julia gave me when we were P3 ! hahahahs (:
miss th pastttt ! :D
hahs (:
oks , im done with Mr.Kang & Mr.Faaiz's present (:
& im meeting deepak tmr morning & we shall head to school together (:
REPORT BOOK TAKING ! cant wait ! :x
going out to ton this coming saturday ! (:
i hope it'll turn out well ! (:
P.S : continue to give me comments about my hair alrights ! :D
love you people (:
almost everyone asked me to try perm !!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ♥ 11:55:00 PM
): im unhapppppppyyyyyyyy T.T
my head's spinning ):I was superly sad ytd ))):drank th whole bottle & was alil drunk ..i know im weak , but yeahs .started crying & .... semi-conscious , i cut myself ):i only knew when i woke up , cause my hand was bleeeding ):)))))))))))))))))))))))))):maths lesson was good today (:went in earlier & had breakfast in class :x hahaha (:mama was goood today (:she book-ed me & sissy's hair appointment for us (:8th Nov :DDDDDDDDDcant wait ! :Dthn went for dance at 2.3o cause i went to pei amanda (:she arhs , go so early thn alone . cute junior (:dance was hell today ):warmups hurts alot alot ):zls also scolded me alot alot alot today ):i wasnt feeeling well & i didnt tell her .she kept scolding me about my positions & everything ):this isnt helping ))))):went home & mama pei-ed me go hougang point to get stuffs (:mama is superly good today ! :Dshe stock up all my makeup ! :DDDDDDspend alot alot leis :xmy foundation , concealer , eyeliner , mascara , eye shadow & blusher :Dthanks mama ! Love You (:but mama doesnt allow me to wear contactttttttts !
gonna have a real hard time persuading her ):tmr's lessons starts at 9am (:i love lesssons (:P.S ; I Still cant decide whether i wna perm my hair or rebond )))):perm as in th on top is straight thn th bottom is curls .give me comments k ? (:IMissYou))):
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥ 11:00:00 PM
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i hate you for being this way !
i really hate you .
thanks ar , thanks so much for what you have done .
i wont shed my tears for you anymore .
):
♥ 10:19:00 PM
Get High & Get Drunk , Tonight !
babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :
yes,itwillbetoday.
ourfirstmonthanniversary .
itwillalsobethdaythatiwillforgetaboutyou.
iknowwewontbetogetheranymore.
irealised,imnotoveryou):
istillloveyou.
butwe'llneverbetogetheragain.
1oohearts,onepicture,onejar&thsands.
they'llallbepartofthmemories.
fromthdaywestartedmsgingtillnow.
i'dnevereverforgottenanydaywhenimwithyou.
howwestartedmsgingeachother,
th5ambreakfast.
you'rereallysweet,boy.
why?whydidyouwnaletgo?
haventiloveyouenough?
iloveyouboy,ireallyreallydo.
LinJingFu&LeeWaiTing
ourtalehaslongended,
yetimstillinlovewithyou):
Iloveyou
Baby , Tell Me How Can I Tell You ,
That I Love You More Than Life .
Show Me How Can I Show You ,
That Im Blinded By Your Light .
When You Touch Me I Can Touch You ,
To Find Out The Dream Is True .
I Love To Be Loved ,
I Need To Be Loved ,
I Love To Be Loved By ~ You ♥ !
This Is Where We Both Belong (:
Can You Take My Hand & Lead Me From Here , Please ...
I LOVE YOU !
Get High & Get Drunk , Tonight !
Here I Go ! :D
♥ 10:07:00 PM
contacttttttttttttttttttttttttttt LENS ! :D
superly superly happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :DDDDDDDoks , mastery was fun today (:though it was somekinda lame , but i still did my work oks ! :DDDDDDDenjoyed having emilia & sarah's company (:after lessons , we stayed & gossip-ed ! :Duh & i was still blogging about contacts ytd ...we talked about contact lenses & everything :Dseee lahs , they prompt me go make contacts ! :xafter school went to th optician with th two girls & got my eye testeddddddd ! :Dwheeeeeeeee ~!ordered my contacts alrd (:superly superly happpyyyyyyy :Dthis is how it looks like :x
went home & ate lunch & slept before dance starts :xdance was alright today (:she skipped warmups though . ( which is good , or i'd have been dead practically :x )i finally know all th steps after skipping so many lessons :x heehee still abit blurrrrrr :xdance ended pretty earlyyyyy tooo ! 4pm (:went home & fixed this dumb laptop :xsome problem occured though ):but it's all fixed :Dcant wait to get my contacts ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDwheeeeeeeeee ~!it's colour contacts anw (:you're biased .just like they all say about you .you'd never praise me when i catch my leg ,like how you praise them ..i hate you too ):
Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥ 11:39:00 PM
wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
Happy Birthday Joyce Babe ! :DDDDDDDI Super Super Uber Love You !!!!!!!!!!! :DMiss You Babe (:Happy One Year Three Months Anniversary Sexy ! :DFriends Foreverrrrrrrrrrr :D21o7o7 till now & counting on (:Love You (:sorry wilson :xdidnt mean it this afternoon , guess i was in a bad mood :xbut as for all th broken promises , they're true ): had a great dinner tonight (:ate zhu chao *superly full after that (:walked past th optician & asked about contacts (:i wna get my eye tested & i wna wear colour contacts (:but th person only told me th price of freshkon ones . 2o$ per box (:yays ! i wna get my eye tested fast fast ! :DDDDDDDDDDwheeeeeeeeeeee ~!there's mastery in th morning tmr & dance in th afternooon !i wna sleeeeep :x& going Jingfu's house deliverrrrr pressssieeeeeeeeee again .heehee (:he's super busy i tell you (:meeting donovan at 7am under my block :x* my post is so purpleeeeeee :x *
Sunday, October 26, 2008 ♥ 11:36:00 PM
shoppping spreeeeeee :D


Thats Sissy at th side :D

Candid shot of Mui Mui :D

My Hairs' in a mess D:

Its Resting On me :D





wheeeeeee ~! went to ikea this morning at 1oam (:ate poached salmon :Duber nice :Dwalked around ikea after that & bought many many stuffs especially photo frames & th jar i needed :Dthn went to Giant which is opposite & bought many many stuffs too ! :DBought a grey shorts , Winne Th Poooh Dress pyjamas ( ! ) , & .... (: hahahs (:went to Gu Ma house after that (:played with th dog & it's superly cute lahhhhhhhhs !camwhored alot today , heehee (:dinner was nice too ! crabs :DLeft th place quite late :x heeehee (:& home sweet home (:thanks donovan kor (:
Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥ 12:00:00 AM
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU ! :D
Happy Second Meeting Month JingFu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
wheeeeeeeeee ~!
loveeeeeeeeeee you ! ♥ !
Thursday, October 23, 2008 ♥ 11:20:00 PM
I Love 31o ` o8
My Wonderful Class :D 31o`o8 ! :D

My 2 Amazing Teachers :D
I Downa end school so earlyyyyyyyyy ! T.TI miss my classssssss !it's like so fast & schoool endsssssssssssssssss ! gosh .... it's beeen a nice year for me ...i really really enjoyed myself with my classmates (:i just love th 21 of us (:thanks for being such wonderful classmates , everyone of you (:forget all those conflicts & we're as one , Now & Forever ! :DI Love You Guys ! :DDDDD& not forgetting my 2 wonderful teachers (:
Mr. Kang & Mr. Faaiz :D( come on , they're not that bad ! infact , i love them alot alot alot ! :D )Im in Mastery ! DDDDDDDD:For A & E Maths ! D:oh well , it's a good thing for me i guess .gonna work hard ! :Dhope i can pass my test after mastery :D
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 ♥ 11:00:00 PM
Happy Birthday Sexy ! 211oo8
Just A Cake & No Other Meaning (:
Of Course I Love Sexy ! As A BEST BEST FRIEND :D
His Birthday Presenttttttttt :D Hand Made Alrights :D
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SEXYYYYYYYY !!!!! :D
One Year Two Months Of Friendship !
Till Forever ! Loveeeees ! ♥
HAPPY 1oTh MEETING MONTH WILSON ! :DD
after school went to jingfu's house to deliever letter :D
hahahs (: in th end he also never go schoool .
xiaozhu , sleeep earlieer tonight alrights ? :D
went to hougang mall to get kokwee's birthday cake (:
bought le print pictures jiu went home .
went to dance & it's selection todayy ...
Dance SYF Results are out ..
yes , im in (:
i hope that i'll put more effort in dance (:
I love Dancemates (:
didnt dance today ... im sick ..
so continued sexy's birthday present (:
forget to bring th most impt photo ! & th lighter !
rushed home after dance & went to get everything .
went back outside school & wait for kokwee to finish his o's paper (:
wished him happy birthday & he made his wish , blowed th candle .
& yeahs , he went off & i went home (:
those who didnt get into SYF , please dont be sad (:
Be it in SYF or Non SYF , we're still together , as one ! :D
Smile alrights ? I love Every Dancer :D
Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ 11:55:00 PM
sick sick sick ! T.T
Sore Throattttttttttttttt !
im sick T.T
went to see th docs only at night :x
& im losing my voice le T.T
results are ummms ....
alrights to me i guess ...
i didnt study , so i shouldnt man yuan (:
im happy for physics though (:
thanks to jingfu arhs :D
he angryyyy me dont studyyyyyyyy thn i scared scared .
thn i went to studyyyyyyy & i got 4o/5o !!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeeee ~! thanks jingfu ! Love you ♥ ! he arhs , afternoon was sleeeping , so never pei me go see doc . LOLs (:piggggyyyy :D heehee :D
Sunday, October 19, 2008 ♥ 11:56:00 PM
Western Fooooooooood ! yum yum ! :D
msg-ed Wilson's mama this morning to ask her about th sauce she made that day . heehee .
she's superly cute lahs ! :D realllllllyyyyy :D
wheeee ~! Me & Wilson's Mama say hao le ,
holidays i go her house , we coook together . hahahas (:
will look forward ... so ... th western food turn out to be great :D
& it loooks damn delicious ( it is ! ) ! dadddy is th great cooook ! :D
wheeeeeee ~! love dinnnerr tonight :D
Chicken Chop :D

Pork Chop :D
We have th fries from MacDonald's (: , Whipped potato from KFC , Cumcumber & tomato from th market , bread from Bake Inc . HAHAHAHAHAHAS :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Saturday, October 18, 2008 ♥ 11:51:00 PM
CAREBEAR ! :DDDDD
Went hg point NTUC with mummmy & bought alot alot of things :D heeeeheeee , growing fat soooon ! :D
Look At This Baggggggggggggggggggggggg ! :DDDDDDD
SO CUTE RIGHTS ?!!!!! :DDDDD
kind soul anyone ? heeehee :x
Mummy & I's gonna cook westernn foooood tomorrrroooow !
whoooooooooooo ~! :D
Friday, October 17, 2008 ♥ 11:41:00 PM
I Love You (:
I Love Love Love You ! ♥ !

Went to get my Sun dress at Pasir Ris today (:
wheeeeeeeee ~! tried on alot alot ; finally bought one (:
bus back home & get th library books & straws .
went to hougang mall to meet lijie (:
return th library books first , super heavy :x
thn lijie came & went into th library to look for someplace to sit :x
sat for awhile & i was hungry :x
so went LongJohns for dinner :D
ate ate ate & did th hearts for his Girlfriend (:
stayed there for quite some time & decided to go baby's house there to slack .
walked to his block thn went up 11th floor thn th lift door open we heard th shuffling of mahjongs :X
omg :x he's at home :x :x
so we sat at th stairs there & pei-ed lijie fold hearts (:
taught him how to & he's superly slowwwwwwwwwwww ! :x
he fold 1 while i already finish folding 1o :x SERIOUS ! :x
rawrrs , make finish 1oo , lijie left first ..
thn i finish what i was doing , thn left (:
was having fever lorhs T.T rawrrrs ! :x
nearly faint when i walk home ... :x
♥ 10:48:00 AM
Why ?
Im Feeling So Terrible Now ; I Swear ...itsjustanotherending.. 3>>
Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ 11:29:00 PM
BOWLING :D
Damn My Scores ! D:
Intensive Bowling Training , Anyone ? :D




had an average day :D
woke up at 8am & went for breakfasstttttttttt at monfort macs with mummy & bro (:
took bus 88 to pasir ris & went to th orchid bowl at th hub there .
our lanes are alrd booked at 1oam ..
so at 1o went in & mummy paid for 8 games first .
damn , my bowling skills are like !@#$%^&*()_
after so many months of not playing !!!
should go for intensive training some day . hahahas (:
so , bro won me 2 games & i won him th rest (:
he has got th bumper oks ! so he cheated .
hahahahs (:
walked pass Sheer Romance & I saw this very beautiful Sun Dressss ! :DDDD
im gonna get it lorhs (: hahahas (:
cabbed to ikea for lunch ! :D
wanted to buy stuffs , but was lazy to take ...
so took th shuttle bus to Tampines Mall & shopped .
saw alot of things i wanted :D heeehee (:
i want moneyyyyyy ! :x hahahas (:
after Tampines Mall , Bused 72 back to hougang MRT & trained down to Chinatown .
Bro need to see doc :x
Bought sequins toooo ! :D
walk around & before we went home , went ave 8 for straws
& home sweeet home (:
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥ 11:59:00 PM
INEEDYOUSOBADLY ;
Baby ;
It'sbeenahecticweek&everythingisntgoingwell ...
thfeelingofmissingyousobadly;it'sterrible,iswear.
ineedyou,likehowineedhiminthpast.
thpainofwantingyouyetnotabletohaveyou ...
donttorturemeanymoreboy...
it'skillingme&hurtingme...
whateverhappenedtothpromisesboy?
wherehaveyoubeen?
yourschoolisstartingnextweek&you'resobusythisweek...
itsexactlylikethpast...
imafraid,butyou'dneverknowcausei nevershowed...
whenwasthlasttimeyousendmeamsgfirst?
whenwasthlasttimeyougavemeacall?
imissthoseiloveyousyousaid...
they'reallgone,alltakenaway...
thiscantbeamistakeboy...ourlovecantbeamistake...
ineedyousobadlynow,iswear...
imfeelingsoterribleyeticantcontactyou ...
whereareyouboy? whereareyou .... iloveyou
♥ 11:31:00 PM
Th Feeling So Terrible :x
PRESENTING TO YOU :
THE NICOLE'S STORY !
done by : NICOLE ! :D


The Process of making The Nicole's Story (:




Done ! :D

She Wrote This Herself :x

The One In Cursive is written by me :D
& the One In Caps is written by Nicole :x

Also By Nicole ._.

& By Nicole too :x

ALSO BY NICOLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ._.
shouldnt have went school today .waste of time luhhs ! :xjust because wear FBT thn spend th 2 hours sitting at th pavement infront of th field instead of playing captains ball . hahahahs (:talked all th way with kaihui & co. (:during dance me nicole & peiying damn alaf ! :Dvandalised th whole board . hahahah (:all because NICOLE PLUCKED OUT TH NAIL FROM TH GROUND IN DANCEROOOM ! :xlols (: i shall post th pictures next time k ? cause i never upload :xsorry cole (:dont know wna go pasir ris bowl tmr .abit lazyy but it's been long since i last bowl-ed ! :xRINK IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED !!!!!!!! ( tmr i think :x )damn sadddddddddddd , i swear !stupid terrible feeeeling ! T.T
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ♥ 10:46:00 PM
I MISSS JINGFU !!
baby's ciggarette drop on his hand thn tio burned T.T
xintong T.T baby , must take good care k ? muacks (:

ILOVEYOU

LinJingFu & LeeWaiTing :D
IM SUPERLYYYYYYYYY HAPPPPPPPY ! ( for ytd ._. )because ....I MET BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :DDDDDDDDsorry , too high :xmsged baby at 6.3oam & asked him whether can meet him anot .
show you guys how cute baby is :DDDDDDDDDDDDME : Ni Zai Na Li ?
BABY : Wo Zai Shui Jiao (:
ME : Ni Zai Jia Ar ?
BABY : Zai Ar (: Ni Yao Lai Zao Wo ?
ME : Ke Yi Ma ? after sch ?BABY : Ke Yi (: Da Gei Wo Xian Ba.seeeeeeeeeee ! babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so cuteee :DDDDDDDD
watched enchanted in th hall & talks after that .nowadays quite cool uh in school , teach guys how to wear condom ._.good thing to know guys (:after school called babyyyyyyyy & he's awake ! :Dbus down to his house thn he help me open doooor :xhis papa & korkor at home :x so weird :xchanged & slept till 3.oopm thn woke up cause baby left th room :xno one to hug :xthn i was still lying on th bed thn baby ask me go buy lunch for him .xiaozhu lazyyyy go & he's superlyyyyyyy hungry ...so went down to buy his Vegetarian Beehoon (:used th money Wilson gave me months ago .. yes , after i kept it for so longgggg .
but i still have th one in heart-shaped .
( baby , dont mind k ? )

bought le went back baby eat while i continue writing th overdue-ed letter :x
baby eat finish le come in room thn pull me go sleep again . haha (:pigggyyyyyyy :Dwoke up at 6.45pm & prepared while baby chong liang (:left house at 7.oopm & i cabb-ed home & babyyy went Sengkang (:I LOVE YOU BABYYYYYY ! :D141o08 ; Tuesday T.Tschool's SCIENCE TALK is fucking bored oks .hai until whole sec 3 no testimonial . wtf is this ? zzzslept at th later part of th day for th movie screening .dance was tiring & torturing (:it's been a month since i last dance & did warmups :xkiller :x it's nice where we all dance as one (:but im nt sure about ... ... ...i dont know ...SYF selection results is like out alrd
& wls dont wna let us know ! zzzzzztmr dance ends at 5.3o pm (:interhouse games tmr ! i downa go school :x
Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥ 9:50:00 PM
ILOVEYOU BABYYYYYYYYYY !
LinJingFu ; BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :Dbaby's PM today was ` my feelings for you, are real. `thn he came & talked to me :D& part of th conversation goes like this ~Me : PM for me de ? : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDBaby : hahahahaMe : ???Baby : still gt hu?Me : dont know :x
Me : meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Me : ONLY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! : DDDDDDDDDDDD
Baby : ok lo. for my mother Me : T.TBaby : LOL
Me : oks lorhs T.T
Baby : hahahahahaMe : hahs (:
Me : sha gua (:
Baby : dun cryyyyybaby so cuteeeeeee lahs ! I Love You Lahhhhhhhs ! :DDDkekes , didnt meet baby for one week alrd T.TBut it's oks (: i know his tired :Dwheeeee ~! I Miss You Baby ! :Di wrote everything in th letter , shall pass it to you when i meet you oks , baby ? (:Take Cares Uh ! I LOVE YOU :D
Saturday, October 11, 2008 ♥ 11:30:00 PM
SUPERLY ENJOYABLE THREE DAYS ! :D
My One & Only Soulmate ! ♥
BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :DDDDDDDD
gahhhhhhs ! didnt meet baby for a weeek alrd ! baby , wo xiang si ni le ! T.To910o8 ; Thursday : DDDDDDDDDDDDAMaths paper is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !~Exams are overrrrrrrrrrr !But i left th whole Amaths paper blank ... :xafter exams went point with shirley & she dapau food back for her family ..went up her house put bag , untye hair thn headed to J8 (:met up with daijin & went to walk around (:shir peirced her ear at 77th street thn i forgot whr we went :xi think we went shopping bahs .thn i saw this sticker thing (:i made me & baby's name :Dyou know ? th one with th disney characters & all thn can put ur name de (:i put ` LJF & LWT ` :DDDheehee , after ordering went to MOS ( buger :D ) for lunch :Dafter that , went to collect th stickers , saw manisa & felicia (:followed by amelia & vanessa at minitoons (:talked abit & left th place & bused back shir's house take bag thn went home (:i love clique people :D1o1o08 ; Friday :DDDDDDDDDDDD













vivooooooooooooooo ! :DDDDDDDvivo date with clique & th rest :Dthere's 9 of us :Dshir , polien , me , daijin , jiawei , eric , peter , george , hweekiang & much later , zongjun (:met up outside school at 12pm (:trained down to vivo together went to get movieeee tickets first .sorry about my attitude , was pissed :xbought tix for eagle's eye (:thn still gto about 2-3 hours before show starts .went to walk around & also had LongJohns for lunch (:after lunch at 3pm went to cinema & went in :Dmovie was alright (:after movie went to th water park & played :DDDDDDDDDDDcamwhored tooo ! :Dwas totally wet oks ! :Dmuch much much fun :Dsaw azmil & xiaogary too . hahs thn jiawei , eric & peter left first .went to daiso , thn shir went to pic zongjun while we went to kopitiamdinnered & i bought a cake from breadtalk for baby (:just saw & i think it's sweet (:so i used all th money i left & it's just nice oks ! :Dbought th cake le thn trained back hougang .baby say he still at orchard .nvm , deliver th cake to his house outside .actually wanted to leave it outside , think when i arranging th thing his mama heard .so she opened th door :xpass th cake & letter to baby's mama instead (:thn went home (:111o08 ; SATURDAY ! :DDDDSKATERXZ RULESXZ !!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
MY SPLIT :D damn crazyyyyyyyyyyy !
IM NOT HUGGING KORKOR !
NEVER EVEN TOUCH DAO OKS ! :xReeve ; Weixiang : dakorkor (:
Prettys ; Geraldine (:
Th BLACK parade ! :D
Geraldine , Joyce , Me , Chloe & Yangsing !
The Failed one :x
Dominique ! :D th FIGURE-HOCKEY skater :D
Eddie ; kor (:
Sapphire ; Jie (:
Andrew TALLIE ! thats his real height ! we're both standing straight !
Joyce BABE ! :DDDD
Saphhire jie & Eddie Kor (:
sweet uhs :D
Daniel ; bestie (:
Wilson ; Ex :D
Karen ; Youngest Skater :D
Chloe ; MUMMYYY !
wilson lahs ! stand behind us ! TSK !
MUMMYYYYYY :D
Chengyang Kor (:
morning got school's open house (:duty from 11-1 but stayed till 2.3opm (:was super waste of time :xwent home & change & prepared .reach rink at 4.3opm .skated with joyce , chloe & yangsing .alot alot skaters today ! :Dtoday i tio bully until very jialat luuhhs !tio ice until !@#$%^&*()_rawrrs ! th uncle keeep spraying me ice !totally wet & dry & wet again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rink today also super watery !majiam river :x lols (:ppl who fall today damn suay . hahahaha (: took alot of pictures after 7pm (:cause some going home alrd ! T.T& I DID SPLIT ON ICE OKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS :Dleft th rink at 9pm .super sad to leave T.Twish i could stay longer ...skaters , all th best & we'll meet someday oks ? ( if i got go kallang ) hahas (:trained back hougang & i couldnt contact baby for th whole day .thought what happen & his phone was off-ed .jason offered to pei me go find baby (:frm yiochukang took 72 all th way to hougang mall thn when i reach hougang mall le baby thn replied my msg ... jason promised to pei me alrd .so went down to meet jason lorhs (:walked home from hougang MRT (:Superly tired & i got headache ! too much ice on me le lahhhhhhhhhhhs ! :D
♥ 2:03:00 AM
I MISS YOU SO BADLY , BABY ! :D
im waiting for baby to call me when he reach home (:wonder if he reached home alrd (:i super super miss babyyyyyyyyyyy ! :Ddidnt really meet up with him for th past whole week :xbaby i miss you ! :Dtmr got schoool open house & im still thinking should i go rink .most probably i will (:RINK TMR ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD* i'll post tmr about th vivo date today ! :D *
Thursday, October 9, 2008 ♥ 2:06:00 AM
♥//_Our Love Story ! ~ ♥* Click To see , it's nicer :D *
Met baby at 8.45 pm .he pei-ed me till 9.3opm thn he went to meet his friends .I Miss You Baby ! T.TAmaths is a killer . Fuck !
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ♥ 11:59:00 PM
Baby , it hurts T.T
im sad & im disappointed & im hurt .
youbrokeyourpromise....
ithurtsmeitreallyreallydoes...
donthurtmeboy...
dont breakyourpromisestome...
♥ 1:42:00 AM
you're superly cute ; baby (:
I LOVE YOU :D
o51o08 ; Sunday :D woke up pretty pretty late ! 11.3oam ! :D
first time when mama at home :x haha (:
went off to meet baby at 2.3opm
from th moment i left home till i reach his house ,
i gave him a total of 46 missed calls & i pressed his damn doorbell 5 times .
he didnt even answer at all ._.
slacked at th stairs outside & he called me 5 mins later .
went baby's house to slack & we slack till 9.oopm thn we went to have our dinner at ave 8 (:
baby paid for th food while i pay for th drink (: haha .
baby thn walk me home after dinner (:
♥ I Love You Baby ♥ !
went home & slept till 12am thn i woke up & chiong chem till 4.ooam thn i slept (:
superly tired T.T
o61o08 ; Monday ! T.T
i didnt know chem paper was th first paper !
went to school to chiong finish th studies & yeahs , buang-ed :D
wanted to meet baby cause mama got doc at TTSH .
baby say he pei his mama go fix phone T.T
thn cannot meet wo T.T
after school went to have lunch with clique :D
yeahs , i'd never post anything about my clique before (:
dapau food le went to study corner & ate & slack there (:
time flies & they left one by one .
left me , kaihui & polien .
sweetie , you must be really happy (:
went home only at 5.o5pm with kaihui & yeahs , her house in a messssssss ! :x
2 weeeeeeeks ?! hahahs (:
just now about 9.45 baby msged me & asked me if i studied.
i havent started & i keep saying i dowan study :x
baby got angry & gave me cold shoulder :x
Baby : You dont wna study your problem liao la. I dun wan care le.
Me : T.T
* 3o mins to an hour later *
Baby : Rmb to study. At least a bit.
Me : Baby ... dont angry ! i good girl ! i studied from 1o till now . really studied and write down all th notes . i good girl T.T
Baby : 0kay (: i love you ♥
Me : heehee , baby dont angryyy ok ? i good girl ! i love you too baby ! ♥
Baby : okay (: Jiayous k? Loves
Me : thanks baby (: i msg you when i finish ? (: take care uh :D
Baby : okay. muacks
baby , you're superly cute & im superly in love with you ! :D
I Miss You So Badly , Baby ! :D
iseethchangeinyou ;
thattitude,younevercomplained .
dontchangebaby,dontenduplikethpast...
Sunday, October 5, 2008 ♥ 2:11:00 AM
baby , you're my one & only ♥ !
♥//_ i wna be you're forever baby girl - ♥
Thursday ; o21o08 :D
yes , i pon-ed school :x
really didnt feel like going maaaas .
woke up th usual time as going school .
wore uniform & tied hair .
left house & instead of heading for school , headed to monfort macs .
met baby & went to draw money first .
my phone thn automatically charged itself oks !
damn scary & freaky ! oks nvm .
thn went to macs to have breakfast (:
baby's treat :D
everyone was staring at me ._.
slowly enjoyed breakfast till 8.ooam ?
went to baby's house , changed & slept ...
superly tired ...
keep waking up & disturbing him . but baby's too tired to play with me T.T
slept & finally woke up at 3.oopm
was showing him alil attitude :x ( sorry baby T.T )
prepared & bus down to th clinic .
went to take MC le thn went to eat dinner *
bus-ed to meet annlyn for my notes (:
hougang mall-ed for my clips & hairband for th wedding .
back to baby's house & slack till 6.45pm thn we walked home (:
simple & sweet day , thanks baby ♥ !
o310o8 ; Friday :x





papers= flunked :x
after exams , went home & bathed .
went to baby's house to find him .
called him 11 times & he didnt answer .
his house door was open , thn i dont dare knock :x
in th end also went to call his father help me open :x
slept again & woke up an hour later .
thn ask baby if he wna pei me go woodlands to alter my necklace for th dinner .
he didnt want to , complaining to me not enough sleep ..
thn he ask me dont go , but no choice , have to alter .
prepared & went to woodlands ..
alter my necklace & bought a bracelet too :D
my first bracelet :D
walked around & saw alot of things i want !!!!!!!!
but im broke T.T
thn bus back hougang le lorhs ...
ireallywantedyoutopeime ..
idontwnafeelthloneliness ..
iknowyou'retired ...
thatswhyi'dratherhurtmyselfthntoseeyousuffer,baby ...
iloveyou ..
o410o8 ; Th Wedding Dinner ♥

















it's a bitter wedding ...
everything didnt turned out th way it was meant to be ...
went to kovan at 1o.45 cause sissy wanted to shop for dress for tonight .
walked around & finally bought her dress & i bought another shorts :D
went to get our last min accessories & went home to prepare ...
decided to go salon to get my hair temp perm-ed in th end .
so left house at 3 & headed to MJ .
waited for 2 fucking hours oks !
in between , baby came & pass me a white Gucci wallet for th night (:
& he cut his hair alrd .
baby , you look so dashing today ♥
thn baby left alrd ..my hair was finally done up at 5.3o & i chiong-ed home & prepared .make up blah blah blah . left house at 6.15pm .shall nt talk about th stupid bus thing :xtrained to dolby ghaut & walked to Rendezvous Hotel .cocktail & went in ..dinner started at around 9pm ?it was great till th very end ...one of my uncle was drunk & papa nearly got beaten up .gawd , he's superly violent .papa was pei-ing him drink & to also help him drink so that he dont drink too much .in th end he gt drunk & started punching papa .lucky papa not injured ..thn he keep want to fight .. caused alot of commotion & all th guest were asked to leave ..three of my other uncle pinned him down on the floor thn on of thm go fight back with him ...puched & kicked him ..gahhs , wedding become like that .. im sure th newly wed 's sad & angry .. sighs .left th place at 11.oo & home only at 12.3o ..stupid cab :x这个世界唯一的你是我拥有的奇迹对我说的一字一句都是我们的秘密紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定就是世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意baby ; i love you ♥ !peoplealwayschange , especiallyafteryougotme .it'salwayslikethat,&imgettingusedtoit .ithurts;butidoesntmatter...
Thursday, October 2, 2008 ♥ 1:06:00 AM
28o9o8 ; Sunday ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ! ♥ my favourite boy :D

i was studying & i camwhored :x
used th secondary cam instead & it's so blur T.T
early in th morning woke up & headed to compass
walked around & mama saw a bag she liked alot (:so i decided to buy for her as a surprise gift .
we went on to walk around , ate breakfast & papa arrive .
went to singtel shop & an hour later , i got my phone CHANGED ! T.T
it's kinda sad for me , cause i hate saying bye to my red phone T.T
so , im taking N78 at th moment .. alrights lahs . i didnt like it at first . haha (:
oks , after change th phone , i decided to go back buy th bag for mama (:
went & it was th last piece alrd . white somemore
nvm , checked everything & yes , i bought it (:
went up to th libraby & was so eager to see her happy... in the end ..
sighs , mama screamed at me ... she was like , why waste money , i very rich arhs those kind ? gwad , i feel so hurt .. really.
so i shouted at her asking why cant she be more appreciative ! & i walked away with tears flowing in my eye lahs !
thn i called baby & ask him come fetch me from th bus stop opp bernerd's house .
bus back hougang & he wasnt there .
met baby & henry at th coffeeshop instead .
they ate & we went seperate ways .
me & baby went home & henry went to meet his friends .
slack at baby's house till 8pm
& he went to meet his customer & we went for dinner !
JAPANESE FOOD AGAIN ! :DDDDDDDDD
dinner was superly great ! :D
bought my clips & went back his house slack till 1o.45pm thn we cabb-ed home ...
or did we walk home baby ?
:x
i pei-ed sissy wait for chrissy till 4.ooam thn everything settle .
continued studying till 5.ooam & i slept ...
29o9o8 ; Monday ! T.T
both papers are killers i swear T.T
after exams , went home & ate , bathe blah blah blah .
went to pei sissy see doc & i also went to see doc .
stupid left hand , kept swelling up T.T
it hurts , just a lil hahs (:
didnt get to meet baby .
i think he's busy & he was sleeeping
* he didnt know about my hand till i tell him whr i was de lorhs ! T.T *
slept at 12+ i think (:
while waiting at th stairs outside baby's house :x
nothing much happen today .
wanted to pon school , but didnt ..
baby promised to fetch me from sch ..
thn he thought i ended at 1.45 but i ended at 1.15 ..
so i was unhappy :x
went home & bathe .
thn i wanted to meet him so badly ...
so i called him like !@#$%^&*() times ? he didnt pick up & i decided to go hg mall .
i was still calling on th way when his phone suddenly off .
i was like so sad lahs ..
walked hg mall alone & bought th things i need .
thn decided to go over his house hoping that he'll be home early to change or smth ..
thn never .. rawrrs :x
i waited for him outside his house for 1 hr ! T.T
put th 3 letters i wrote outside th door & i left ..
went to ave 8 to buy bread for dinner & slowly walk to house downstairs ..
didnt wna go home , so i slacked alone at bus stop .
precious called & say he coming hg ..
so i waited for him & thn i went home at 1opm
o11oo8 ; Holiday ! :D
i like this ! :D

i ate this first ; kids meal :x

& i ate this right after :D SAMBAL FISH ! damn nice :D

Happy Children's Day ! :DDDDDDDDDD
woke up early in th morning & as usual .
went woodlands & chiong-ed arcade (:
but was worried for baby after he told me stuffs ..went to have swensens after arcade !
waited for like 3o mins ?th queue was longggggggggggg
& kids dine in for freee today !
ate 2 plates . hahahahas ; im growing fattt ! T.T
after swensens went to walk around & i saw a very beautiful necklace !
bought it :DDDDDDDD kekex , my 2nd necklace ? (:
thn we went off to kao gong's house :x
at there till 5 thn went home .
i put down my bag le , take jacket thn went to baby's house find him .
he was sleeeping which is good (:
pei-ed him & slack till 9.45 thn we cab back my house thn i alight & he goes to airport to fetch his daddy (:
think im pon-ing sch tmr ...
baby , dont forget your promises alrights ? (:
dont hurt me again (:
everything's gonna be oks (:
i'll be with you , even if th world crumbles down on you .
i love you baby .
dont be sad oks ? ♥ (:
th wedding dinner is coning real soon !
im still unprepared ! gwadd !
so many things i want & need which i havent get
& havent decide on .. seriously , i think it's a waste of money to buy a bag just for this tim ..
i think im nt bringing bag bahs ?
idk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!