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Sissyyyy ! ♥♥♥
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it's 4.14am & im nt asleeeep !
there's EXAMS tmr !!!!! WTF !
i cant contact baby ! T.T
he went mahjong-ing with his friends &
his phone batt went dead T.T
awee ! imy babyyyy ! T.T
5.3oam need call darius .
i think i noneed sleep liaos ...

♥//_Jingfu ♥ Alicia ~
28o9o8 is superly loved !
1537 - baby , lets keep our promise to each other oks ?
I love you , I really really do !
We'll Never Be Apart ♥ !
I Love You Baby !

` baby, i promise to be there for you during your darkest times and i wont break it. im here now ♥ sry i cant control myself just now. ` - baby (:

* i know what you guys are thinking .
im flirt or whatever , i dont care (:
he's th one that let me down first .
so i dont think there's any wrong in me finding for my happiness (: *

rawrrs ! Exams come le T.T
Mother Tongue Paper 2 & English Paper 1 down ..
still got lots more to go ! T.T

26o9o8 ; Friday ! :D

Me & Jingfu came across this book :DDOur Drink ♥his :Dmine :DHis again :x

after exams , went home to prepare & went to 918 bus stop to meet jingfu (:
bus-ed to J8 to collect my phone :DDDDDD
after that we went to MOS ( burger ) to have his lunch :D
walked walked around j8 & decided to go AMK hub (:
did some window shopping as both of us are broke :x HAHA
went to have dinner at 6.oopm ?
that japanese restaurant at Jubilee (:
th food is superly nice ! for mine (:
but i dont know about jingfu's :x
so altogether we ate 37$ ? hahas (:
after dinner walked to bus stop & took 88 back to his house .
reach at 8.oopm thn we slack till 1opm .
cabb-ed & sent him to outside xinmin there thn went home ...
reached home at 1o.3o & slept at 12.oo ?
i was waiting for his msg but no haveeeeeeeeeee T.T
Hmphs ! :x

if you're looking for smth thats for 26 , it shall be this .
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

27o9o8 ; Saturday ! :D

Happy One Year Two Months Anniversary Kokwee ! :D

yes yes ! me & kokwee's fine alrd !

conflicts' finally over after ONE MONTH ! :x

slept pretty early but woke up pretty late :x

11am thn wake up ..

jingfu even worst . he slept at 7am i think ..

he went mahjong th night before . tsk !

went uncle's house at yewtee .

bought alot of yi fu today ! but spent 4o$ only ! hahs :D

today got moodswing T.T

just cried for no reason

& affecting jingfu's moood also ..

he was worried so he came & look for me at 1.3oam which is just only (:

i sneaked out of th house oks ! :x

henry came 5 mins later ..

talked & yeahs , about to cry :x

pei-ed him until 2.3oam thn went home .

i think they went to macs .. * ENVY ENVY !
im munching biscuits now T.T

babyiminferior

imnotworthyourlove

youretoogoodtobemine

iswearilovedyou;ireallydo

i was doing some lame stuffs .

& IT'S HOT PINK INSIDE LIKE OMG ! hahs ! :D
beautiful ? (:
simple & nice :D hahs .

hahaha (: i shall stop dreaming & chiong studies le (:
wish me luck for tmr ! :D

" as long as im with you anywhere we go will be like heaven to me (: ''
you're just so sweet lah ! ♥ !

its 4:30am now,
she is chatting with me (:
but i think she fell asleep already :x

hmm.
one month ago we met inside MSN's video call :x
when henry chat with her and started the video call.
yupp. haha. thats it.

goodnight! x3
&& All the best for ur oral tmr (:


posted by: jf

i want Sony Ericsson G7o5 !!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know what i LOVE about it , but
I WANT I WANT I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!! :x
papa , pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ?
( i doubt so T.T )

i'm very tired now .
shall wake up later to update bahs (:
& im sorry xiaozhu ...
it's nt because of him .. really .

i dont know why , but i kept lagging of updates alrd ! T.T

saturday 2oo9o8
Happy Birthday Jiawei !
PANDA 1314 ! :DDDDDDDD
th night of 19 sept ,

22o9o8 Monday !

lagging of updates alrd ! :x

wednesday ! 17o9o8
jingfu came back frm his chalet & met up with me (:
after school went home to bathe first thn went to his house find him (:
pei-ed him slack until 8.oopm thn we cabb-ed home :x
& he went to meet bernerd & th rest & went back to th chalet (:
slept & woke up at 4.59am
& started msging him till 6.15am when i woke up for school (:
he slept at 6.1oam :x
jingfu did this when we were talking on th phone (: at 1.12 am :D
Thursday ! 18o9o8
after school daijin pei-ed me wait for jingfu .
cause he just came back from chalet
he reached at about 2 ? walked to monfort mac & he had his lunch (:
xiaozhu ate so slow ! :DDD
he took about an hour ? :x
saw didi at macs too (:
went to void deck to slack awhile & studied alil chem :x
after that xiaozhu complain tired .
so went to his house & he slept .
slacked till 6.3opm thn cabb-ed home myself :x
xiaozhu lazy pei wo , thn i also lazy walk home :x
slept at 1opm & xiaozhu called me at 2am & he pei me study chem all th way till 4 am
even though he's superly tired (:
thanks xiaozhu luh ! ♥ !

Today ! 19o9o8
even though i studied for chem test , still buang-ed it today T.T
oh well , never pass de lahs , jiayous bahs (:
jingfu wanted to fetch me from school today .
but this xiaozhu dont know what is punctuality :x
late again ! :x
this time , not only me & daijin waiting for him ..
still got shirley, polien , abigail , annlyn , xinjie & pohhui :x
they pei-ed me & also wanted to see how jingfu look-ed like (:
after that went to my house & i bathed & prepared .
went outside school buy bubble tea & bus to monfort there .
dapau vegetarian food & went up jingfu house slack .
reach his house at 4.oopm
superly tired & i think i did fall alseep . haha (:
woke up at 8.45pm & ate his mum bought de dinner (:
watch th 9pm show thn slack around till 11
wait for him prepare thn cabb-ec back my house (:
jingfu send me home before meeting bernerd & th rest :D
♥ !

dont know whether will be meeting jingfu tomorrow anot (:
EOY's are coming ! siansxz ! T.T
i want motivation to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! T.T
xiaozhu's having dinner now ; which is supper ...

im tired ! just a lil (:
ytd slept at night but woke up somewhr at 3+ 4am thn msg-ed jingfu & talked on th phone .
he finished his mahjong session at 5.4oam & i woke up at 6.15am for school (:
dread going to school cause very tired :x
it's sad to see all of you like this , really .
from best friends to enemy ...
i really dont wish to see us become like this .
let's all change , to a better person .
& please , dont resolve to violent .
dont change yourself back to th violent you .
it's not worth , it really aint .
it's stupid of them not to appreciate you !
i liked th way you are , i really really do ...
stayed in class after school for ½ hour thn went home .
mahjong till 4.3o ...
i seriously need motivation to fcuking study mansxz ! T.T
rawrrs :x
jingfu's still at chalet & he told me only today that th chalet will be until thurs ..
sians ...
limin said me & jingfu's body clock got problem . haha (:

you've hurt me .
you've broke th only promise left in us ...
it hurts to see those pictures ..
it really does ...
i dont matter anything to you anymore ..
i know ...

imissyoumanymanyboy !
iwnatmrtocome !
icantwaittoseeyou ...

th mahjong session :x
jingfu in red , bernard in th white & at th right is shifu .
Henry is blocked :D

th

landyard jingfu gave when we left (:it wrote GUCCI ; made in italy (:
he said something sweet when he passed me this (:He wrote this :D& drew over what i wrote (:
it was suppose to be ' hurtx 'bitter-sweet day ! :D
slept at 5am yesterday :x
but in between i kept falling alseep cause was super tired . hahs :x
promised to wait for jingfu to finish doing his stuffs at 2.19
& he only finished at 2.58 :x
so i actually fell alseep & jingfu send me sms at 3.17 am asking me if im there :x
another msg was sent at 3.44am appologising to me :x
that one i got feel vibration & replied him :D
msg-ed till 4.46 & i doze off again :x
he finally done his stuff & slept at 5.o3am .
xiaozhu arhs , cannot always late late sleep uh ! :D
woke up at 1oam today ...
prayed grandma at home & thn in th afternoon went to pray grandfather at toapayoh .
after praying , left th place at 3.45 pm ?
bus-ed to point with sissy & got her stuffs .
thn bus down to ave 8 & walked to monfort mac to wait for jingfu .
he came about 1o mins later & fetch me to his house .
we walked for like 2o mins ? LOLS :x
thn reach le henry , bernard & shifu alrd there .
so they started th mahjong again !
HMPHS ! i dont like ! T.T
this time , they played from 6.3o all th way to 9 !
i practically got NOTHING to do & I STARED AT SPACE !
feeling so irritated , i cried can :x
they ended at 9 & henry went home while bernard & shifu went for dinner .
jingfu pei-ed me thn slack at his house till 11
thn his mum came home lorhs ....
but at sometime alrd 1o - 1o.15 weisheng came & pass him mooncakes
LOLS ! :D
thn after he left continue slacking till 11 thn he walked me home (:
before we leave his house he gave me a landyard (:
reach home at 11.3o & he went to find bernard they all ? (:
wont be meeting till wednesday ! T.T
he got chalet luhs ! so shuang :x

give me sometime alright ?
thanks for today boy ..
you're sweet , always (:

overdue picture (:
*//_ i dont wna hurt anyone ; haiis

JINGFU ! ♥ !

Andrew sleeping : D
his birthday party chalet (:
16o8o8


Kelvin & Andrew ;
KBOX date ; o6o6o8 another skater going enlist le T.T

quiz asked my mei to do ... ummms (:
Name 2o ppl you can think of right now .
dont read th questions till you named th 2o ppl
& at th end , choose 11 ppl to do this (:
1. Henry
2. Jingfu
3. Wilson
4. Shirley
5. Abigail
6. Pauline
7. Pamela
8. Kaihui
9. Josie
10. Daniel
11. Lijie
12. Joyce
13. Chloe
14. Andrew
15. Annlyn
16. Nicole
17. wernchieh
18. Peiying
19. nicholas
2o. gabriel

1. how did you meet 14 ?
- Andrew ; met him through wilson at rink ! (:
2. what will you do if you dont meet 1 ?
- Henry ; i wouldnt enjoy this few days of happiness . i really need him (:
3. what if 9 & 2o is dating ?
- josie & gabriel ; absolutely impossible (:
4. Describe 3
- Wilson ; he is th sweetest ex i had . treats me very nice & gave me wonderful memories . he is like a xiaohaizi to me & sometimes , it's very hard to understand him ... (:
5. Is 8 attractive ?
- kaihui ; yes she is ! :DDD
6. Describe 7
- pamela ; my bestie who stood by me whenever im down & she's always there for me when i need her !
7. Know any of 12's family ?
-Joyce ; errr , noppes (:
8. what will you do if 1o broke up ?
-daniel ; omg , im not cursing . hmms , cheer him up like he always did to me ? (:
9. What language does 15 speak ?
-annlyn ; english , chinese & JAPANESE !
10. Who is 9 going out with ?
- Josie ; with us ! :D
11. how old is 16 ?
- nicole ; Officially 15 ! :D
12. When was th last time you spoke to 13 ?
- Chloe(skater) ; last saturday o6o9o8 at rink !
13. who's 2's fave singer/band ?
- JINGFU ! :x - westlife : D
14. Will you like 4 ?
- shirley ; i dont need to like , i LOVE her ! :D
15. Will you ever date 1 ?
- Henry ; he's my precious ! :D
16. is 19 single ?
- nicholas ; yes he is ! SUPER ! :D
17. what is 18 full name ?
- Elaine Chong Pei Ying :D
18. Will you ever be in a relationship with 11 ?
- Lijie ; hahs ,i dont think so (:
19. What is th school of 17 ?
- Wernchieh ; xinmin secondary
20. where does 6 live ?
- Pauline ; err , idk ! :x
21. Favourite thing of 5 ?
-Abigail ; BALLET ! umms drama series :D

Passing to 11 ppl (:
Shirley , Abigail , Pauline , Annlyn , Nicole , Wernchieh , Peiying , Henry , Nicholas , Gabriel Joyce

Jingfu & Me .
while slacking at Serangoon North wanting to hail a cab -.-

yuansen , jingfu & me
th three idiots ! :D ( oops )bei henry ang tou pai ! :xrawrrs ! :x
i woke up today for school as per normal & my temperature was like 36.9
so i happily prepared & went to school lorhs .
thn while i was eating breakfast , henry called
& said that jingfu told him i not going school
so he wanted to go see doc with me ..
but i got no fever so i wanted to attend school .
thn how i know during assembly de temperature is so zhun lorhs ! 37.5 ! WTH :x
Mr. Faaiz send me down to th General Office thn took my temp there . but at there no fever .
still went home in th end .
went to th toilet to call jingfu & henry precious was with him (:
they were at Sengkang Polyclinic waiting for henry's turn to see doc .
asked henry to come fetch me & they were like ok .
so they cabbed down while i called mum using th general office's phone .
waited for them at sick bay & went out of school .
jingfu & yuansen was in th cab , thn i said i wna go home first :x
so henry paid for th cab & they pei me go home while i change .
took 1o9 to th th clinic & henry also got see th doc lorhs .
he paid 25 bucks for th consultation fee & medicine .
jingfu was like gonna sleeep almost all th time lahs .
who ask him dont early early sleeep :x horhs jingfu , horhs ! :x
waited for quite awhile before i see th doc & henry went in quite long .
after th doc walked back to th bus stop & took 1o9 to hg point .
need to buy smth from NTUC .
bought le they went mac for breakfast .
slack there awhile & they send me home before they head to bernard's house .
at home just sleep & im like stuck in my room till damn sian T.T
decided to go bernard's house find them .
so changed & went to bernard's house at 2.3opm
go there also like nothing to do .
jingfu sleeping , henry , bernard & yuansen was watching some show :x
practically nothing to do . so decided to sleep :x
slept on th floor & keep waking up .
thn just keeep slacking around th room & it was damn cold .
jingfu still have th WHOLE damn fan to himself lahs .
i was alrd freeezing oks .
thn i took stitchy & disturb jingfu :x
lols , pooor him .
he practically cannot sleeeep can * evileeee *
keep asking him wake up . hahahas (:
thn he go take stitchy hug hug & sleep :x
rawrrs ! :x
thn i keeep disturbing him lahs :x
sorry jingfu :x
thn henry slept beside jingfu & i slept on th floor .
keep waking up though while they sleep until damn tian :x
henry went out at 5.15 left me & th 3 guys lorhs .
nothing to do also . so chatted with hanyang abit & was sleeping all th way lahs .
i was having a fever so i sleep ! im nt a pig ! :D
henry came back at about 5.50 & we went off at 6.o5 ?
they went off to orhard while i went home .
& jingfu later told me he never go with them .. ummms ...
eeee ! henry got 2 days MC ! i only got 1 day !
he asked for extension de lorhs :x

& i have to wear mask at home due to mummy :x im sick ! :D

Our Group Photo !
Birthday Boy in RED ! :DDDD !

today is th 24th day me & wilson broke up ..
th last time when we broke , we broke up for 24 days
& we patched ..
i know it'll all never come true again ...
haiis .
just kill me will you ?

i only love you >

wilson's house stayover ; o7o6o8 (:

th birthday boy ; 3oth August 2oo8 so sweet uhs , my erzi (:

copy & pasted this blog post made by wilson years ago -_-

Haix...my life....bac to a old life where i need some1 to b there to depend on...i misses u eva since d dae i let u go..i being disappointed to myself y haf i done tis to u on tat dae...d dae of lettin u go...haiz... hw i wish i wasnt DUMB n STUPID enough to do tis thing of lettin u go...come to think of it??...memories of us together...d first dae we meet in cinema...n i held ur hands..d show was HAUNTED SCHOOL....haiz...i made so much promise to u n i have yet to accomplish it yet....would u gif me a chance of cherishin u n hold u bac tightly....i noe i was foolish of letting u go...hw i wish i din i noe u hated me becoz of tat...u might b nw ignoring me but...i jzu cant JUZ CANT worried abt u n think abt u ...tis time im serious of holdin u bac n nt lettin u go....the problem i face is whether would u gif me a chance bac haiz....


this is how i feel , exactly ...

Ho Wilson ;

Why ? why must you do this to me ?
you're iron hearted ...
you changed ... it's not the wilson that i knew anymore ..
you dont care about me now ...
have you thought about i how i feel ?
why do you have to keep stabbing into my heart ?
havent i loved you enough ?
havent i give you more thn enough ?
i know it's my fault fo find yarlee .
but have you thought about how i feel ?
i tried not to get jealous . i really tried .
what must i do so that you'll believe me i tried ?
i dont want to be jealous too !
i just cant help it under that circumstances ..
i swear to you , i'd always believe that there's nothing between you & yarlee .
i did so much & what do i get in return ?
you didnt give me any chances . perhaps yes , once ...
i have given you alot ...
why ?
why are you treating me like this ?
i only made one mistake or two & i have to go through all this ...
what does th 7 months means to you ?
th time may be short , but it meant everything to me ..
you said , time will slowly take it all away from you ... now im telling you ...
time cant erase a feeling this strong ...
not now , not later , not forever ...
you always want things th way you want it to be ...
like this time ...
you wna a clean break this time ...
have you thought about what i want ?
you just told me you're letting go ...
i cant , unlike you ..
i know you blame it all on me for this breakup ...
it's my fault . i know ...
' it all ended cause of ur jealousy '
i know it's all my fault ...

this time i fell hard enough , & i've decided to give up standing ...

想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
这次会抱得更紧

3oth - 1 sept 2oo8 (:
FAMILY CHALET !


after wilson went home , i rushed home to bathe .
& went to the chalet to check in first with sissy & chrissy .
prepared all th stuffs & everything ...
mummy , daddy & th rest all came later ...
got ready for BBQ & it's really nice (:
ended everything at 11+ & went out with sissy & chrissy
wanted to catch a movie but no show to watch ..
still hoping that wilson will come , but yeahs , he didnt ..
we walked around e-hub & thn slacked at macs ...
thats where i msg wilson & my heart totally sank ...
went back at about 12.45 & sat outside till 1.15 & i was really tired like ...
so went in & cried like shits withour anyone noticing & slept ...
i slept downstairs anyways But it was still damn cold ..
cardigan + jacket + blankie ! =x
next day woke up skipped breakfast & went for a swim at 11 +
while th rest heads for WWW (:
swim-ed a lil & was emoing T.T
went back room & slept till 3+
they went cycling while i emoed in th room myself .
I was left out T.T
alone in th room doing nothing ..
waited for BBQ to start & friends to come ...
i invited skaters (:
some came only , most cant make it .
nevertheless , i enjoyed (:
daniel was th earliest (:
had a great time talking to him about relationship stuffs ...
thn came chengyang & geraldine ..
started BBQ-ing . yes , just th 3 of us (:
thn came akira , his bro & wilson ...
slacked & talk a lil ...
wilson got me a bottle of hooch
yes he's eighteen . so can buy =x
they left quite early & i cried ...
haiis .
thanks daniel & akira daddy for cheering me up & pei-ing me till 12 + ...
after everyone left , inlcuding sissy & chrissy with their friends , i was left alone again ..
sitting outside , staring into th night sky ...
drinking fruit punch ... just .. emoing ...
pack up everything by 12.ooam
bathed , cried , sms daniel & akira & slept ...
today morning was simply going for breakfast & checking out ..
came back & slept ..
woke up at 3.3o & cried like some retarded ..
now my eyes are sore & im so tired ...
went for dinner & emo all th way ... sighs ..