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Wishes Do Come True , Dont They ?

` Memorable 16th Birthday ! ♥
THANKS HUBBY , MUMMY & DADDY! ` 2o1o Disney Agenda !
` Slipper from RUSH
` Slipper from LuLu Belle
` Bandage Skirt frm Bugis
` Clothes for ErZi (:
Build-a-bear
` ReBonding !
` Black Dress I Reserved
` CareBear Laptop Sleeve
` Lacey Tops
` Toga Dresses
` New Handphone
` Slip in handphone pouch
` Black NF ¾ Pants
` Black Loose ¾ Pants
` High Waisted Skirt
` Heels !
` Strappy Heels
` New Bag For Wedding Dinner
` Manicure & Pedicure
` Levis Boxers
` Cotton On Boxers
` Night Gowns

Last Updated ; 0312o9 {♥}





Sissyyyy ! ♥♥♥
Abigail
Amanda
Annlyn
Big Gary
Cheryl
Claudia Mei
Claudia
Daniel
Ding Han
Eunice
Elizabeth
Emily
Emily
Eugenia
Felicia
Felicia.L
Francine
Jagdave
Jasmine
Joey
Joice
Limin
Lingxiang
Louise
Malvina
Megan
Nicholas
Nicole
Pauline
Peixiu
Rochelle
Rebecca
ShuiYu
Shairah
Sophia
Xiaoskyyy
Yvonne
ZhangYi

his love for me ; wilson drew it with hot chocolate ! :DD
14o2o8 ; happy valentine's day ! ♥

muacks ; wilson & alicia . our true love ♥
19 april 2oo8 - family dinner date at changi village .
happy valentine's day .
i wna love you , boy

Alicia Still Love Wilson =x
o7o6o8 - wilson's house stayover
& i always thought im alrights ...

happy invisble 6th month ... i love you wilson ..
my last rose dies ...
it's hurting too much ...
it's suppose to be today ...
let me die today ...
Alicia still love Wilson ; 2612o7 is love-ed ...

haiis .
since im not with you alrd . i shall just say out all my feelings yeahs ?
why am i still afraid to say it all out ?

i always need that lil understanding from you .
i dont like you always flare at me ...
i dont like you to contact th girls ...
i dont like you to scold me in public .
i dont like how you apologised to her that day ...
i dont like th way you tlked to them .
i DONT LIKE you writing comments for them ...
i want you to love me like you did ...
i want you to write comments for me in friendster ....
i want to be able to see you everyday ...
i want you to give me surprises ...
i want to be able to talk to you on th phone for long hours ....
i want you to write & draw in our diary ...
i want you to have more time for me ...
i want to be in your top priority ...
i want you to fetch me from school ...
i want you not to sleep that early ...
i want you'll change to a better person ...
& i want you to keep your promises ...
there's more ....
but my mind's in a blank now ...

yes , im very jealous .
RIGHT NOW !
you never talked to me on th phone for so long .
yet you talked to dont know who for so long .
be it a guy or a girl .
im still jealoused .
it's unfair !
why am i feeling so terrible ?
why am i feeling so pain ?
i dont know how to descibe how im feeling .
i just hope i'll rather die thn to suffer all this ...
i wna my penknife blade back please ...
i really cnnt take it anymore ...
i cant bear to see you change ...
i cant bear to see you talking to them ...
it's killing me inside .
really killing me ...
i just hope that my heart will stop beating ...
it's hurting me ... it's hurting me ... it's hurting me ...

our first picture ever taken :D
31st december 2oo7 .

yes , wilson wilson ! :DD woke up at 7.3oam & got ready lorhs .
left home at 8.2oam & travel down to wilson's house lorhs .
reach his house at 1o.am ; early ehh :D
thn slack around , walk around . sit beside his bed .
very tired yet cant get to sleep .
& he finally got to sleep le .
so let him sleep while i lied on th floor , & th living room .
called him up at 12.15pm & he say downa go sentosa with skaters .
i finally slept & he call me wake up go up bed sleep .
actually downa deh , thn he angry .
went up & i slept on th outside .
wilson like last time like that , pai pai me go sleep .
as he was like pai -ing me , i was thinking bout th past again .
thn teared abit & i fell asleeep until his phone ring .
woke up , thn went back sleep again .
this time , he took th blanket & cover me & pai pai me sleep again .
ahh ! cnnt take it le , thn i breakdown & cry ...
apologised to him & went to dry my tears .
went back sleep again .
his phone keep ringing for dont know how many times
& it only rings when i finally went to sleep .
great , i was hugging him & sleep can .
haiis .
thn 3.15 gan daddy call ask us dont sleep go sentosa .
so no choice pei daddy lorhs .
got ready & went out at 3.45 .
trained & met them at vivo deh foodcourt .
took th train & sentosa we go !
sian sian emo emo de lorhs , me . haiis .
alighted at beach station & walked to palawan .
tio pangseh sia .. DD:
thn walk over th bridge .
slack there from 5.3o all th way to 6.4o lorhs .
pei wilson go bathe thn went 7-11 to buy some food .
thn went koufu & sat down & ate :D
yeahs . was still thinking about it .
cant get it off my mind .
after dinner , waited for th rest of th peeps to bathe finish .
thn went 7-11 to slack again .
& my penknife blade got confiscated by daddy ! DD:
thn walk back to beach transfer take bus back to harbour .
while walking was talking to chloe many many .
& i cried again .
haiis , i really tried very hard to control my tears .. DD:
im sorry , i cried again & again ..
& thanks wilson's mother for your concern .
it really touched me ...
home at 1opm

i'll wait for you no matter how long you'll take .
i know you're th one i love & i really love you boy .
i miss you & i miss th past .
i swear , i'll wait for your return ...
i love you ♥

wilson , this is for you ;

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm prayin' you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

'cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

Happy Sixth Meeting Month Wilson !

i thought i was alrights ,
until i look back th past posts on my blog ...
i thought it wouldnt hurt ,
but im feeling so pain now .
i thought i wouldnt cry ,
but im tearing again now .
what am i to do ?
im really lost ...
it hurts . everything is hurting .
seeing you having sleepless nights ...
seeing you going home late ...
looking at th way we talk ...
hearing you say about our phones ...
it just simply hurts ...

im still clutching on to your jacket , very tightly ... ...

i'll be waiting ...
i know we wont be togther again ... but i'll still wait ...

haiis .
i dont know what to type now .
my fingers seemed so heavy to be moved .
my tears are still flowing down my cheeks ...
our song is still playing on my handphone ...
my heart stopped beating ...
at th very moment , th very second ...
why must you do this to me ?
all th past 5 months of love ...
they seemed so far away now ...
was i wrong to trust you ?
i cant take th blow ... i really cant ...
it's so sudden ... how i am to react ?
i cant control , my tears just kept flowing .
my heart feels so pain .
i cant take it anymore .
i rather jump down th building , thn to take these pain .
i really tried so hard to hang on , to give in .
but why ?! i've failed in every single thing i did .
yesterday was still so enjoyable for me . haiis .
it just changed too drastically .
if im able to let go , i would already done so when you first say you wna .
it'll be more pain , seeing you change away all th things i made ...
it's like , my fairytale just ended .
& it'll never start again ...

alicia finally collapsed after holding on so long ...
her heart stopped
& she's back to th emo girl you once knew ...

baby baby ! dashing horhs ! :DDDDDD
& im hiding behind help him take pics ; heehee :D

ytd was hell , baby
dont do this to me anymore .

ghees =x
take a look at almost all th dancer's blogs .
we're all so tired alrd & sadly to say , its only th 2nd of th 7 days .
yes , it's hell to us today .
7 HOURS OF PRACTICE TODAY !
from 8.ooam all th way to 3.oopm
& my ankle's hurting like !@#$%^&*()-+
great , knees all sore & there's still practice tmr !
think we'll al die together =x
th costume sucked too ! DD:
i dont like this , but i love th SYF ones :D
rush down to vivo to meet skaters right after dance
& sadly to say , i only met up with them for 45 mins & i went home .
i think its a waste of time lahs DD:
baby also never send me home ...
very sian now . just hope that i can get to see baby more often .
& i hate muscle cramps ! DD:

thanks joyce for understanding how i felt (:
you're great lahs !
love you to bits babe ! :D
& it's our secret ! heehee .

baby , no words could describe how much i love you .
promise me we shall not give up oks ?
i love you ♥

& we still love each other .
why are we shedding tears & saying things we never meant to say ...
baby i love you .

thanks gan daddy ! i love you !

& yes . bad mood bad mood bad mood .
haiis , & im really desperate to see baby .
DESPERATE ! haiis .
there's alot of things that i dont want him to do .
one of th major is not going on tues .
i know he'll not listen to me .
but i really & im serious about not wanting him to go .
i know he wont care .
i dont know how to go on , & it's hurting me .
i just wna be in his top priority .
i know im selfish , i know it very well .
but i just cant help it .
i really dont know what to say ....
i've removed myself from his friendster featured ...
so what does that means ?
im having a mental breakdown real soon
& i just wont be able to take it anymore & i'll just collapse ..
just feel like screaming out everything , crying out everything even though there's no more tears to cry .
just who am i
& who are you ?
what do i want
& what are you thinking ?


& I BEG YOU TO COME & MEET ME TOMORROW PLEASSE ??
I BEG YOU ..

dont force me to let you go
cause i know i never will want to ...

i’m never gonna be good enough for you ...
i can’t pretend that I’m alright
i try not to think about the pain I feel inside
did you know you used to be my hero?
all the days you spent with me
now seem so far away
and it feels like you don’t care anymore .

went greatgrandma house just now .
left after dinner & went to find baby at rink ....

today's really hell to me .
it's th first time im so so disappointed in baby . haiis
this few days was real bad .
i even thought of letting go ... haiis .
first thing when th lift opens , i saw baby skating
& i was damn pissed off , damn shocked & damn heartbroken .
i was really very angry at that time .
felt that i gt cheated by him . haiis .
gan daddy & alot of people helping him say things .
gan daddy say is he ask baby go down rink cause he no mood.
oks , i nth to say .
but baby should just go in as viewer mahs . haiis
oks , thn met him at th side & he just said things so harsh that i cried .
went in , 5 mins later they gt speedskate .
& baby skated again . haiis .
went to th washroom & talked to meiyan , xiaoxiao & meiyan's friend .
talk for quite a while .
went back & was damn damn sian
baby told me he nt going buy father's present now .
so i was like , thn i come down for what ...
thn gan daddy talked to me ...
& i told him how i was feeling ...
thn he help me talk to baby talk until he cry ..
haiis , im so guilty lahs .
sit down there wait for gan daddy change & me & baby cried again ...
i swear i was still thinking about what happened in th morning ..
left rink & trained to woodlands .
during th train , asked baby smth & i emo-ed again .
while waiting for 161 , i told him that i dont allow him to go .
& all he said was i dont trust him .
great , started crying again
baby kept hitting th pole so i scratched myself real hard .
went on th bus & i really cried my heart out lahs .
just wanted to kept on crying for all th unhappiness i was feeling .
after that ok le , talk awhile & he still said that i dont trust him .
emo again lorhs .
thn i was resting & it was very cold in th bus , so baby took out his jacket & cover for me .
haiis , hugged him so damn tightly lahs . haiis .
reach le , walk damn slowly home ...
really one step at a time , slowly dragging my feet .
wanted baby to go my house for his fav dessert & i just wna hug him cause i really miss him .
but baby said it was late alrd & he need go home .
haiis , everytime with me he need go home early , with his friends jiu can 12+ thn go ...
i just need that 15 mins of his lahs ...
& now , i dont know whats wrong with me .
im just holding on to baby's jacket so tightly , listening to emo songs & crying ...
just couldnt stop .
i suddenly have th urge to see baby .
i reallly miss him alot alot .
i've never felt like this before ... haiis
this is hell DD:


i just dont allow you to go .
if you think that i dont trust you , i gt nothing to say .
i really downa you to go .
& it's really hurting me this time ...
i just dont want .

im very sad now DD:

just changed my blogskin .
think it suits my feeling right now (:
yupps yupps .
didnt get to meet baby again .
yupps .
dance was both bitter-sweet .
bitter is that it's unbearable pain .
my ankle & both my knees are sore .
sweet is that i enjoy dancing sui4 yue4 ru2 ge1 :D
haiis , i wish that baby is right here with me now .
wanted to meet him today cause i wna lie on him & rest .
but didnt get to . yupps .
now is just that i hope baby would come down my house at 1oam tmr
fetch me go see doc & go buy father's present .
baby , i miss you .
i really wna meet you .
dont cold war , downa cold war
downa you neglect neglect me DD:

love you ♥

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
BLOOOOODY FUCKER !
KNN CCB !
PCB LAHS FUCKER !
CHEEBYE !
venting my anger .
ARGH !

On wed ; me , joey & kelvin :D kelvin's farewell card by US (:

This is what skaters do when they go HIGH & CRAAZYYY ! :DD
they're gathering ice & thn whoooooooooo ~!!! heehee :D
left to right :
andrew wearing brown , joey wearing black jacket .
weixiang wearing formal , th other two unknown =x & gan DADDY ! :D

left to right ;
black guy =x , dominique , kelvin & gan DADDY ! :D


&& YES ! KELVIN ! :DD

& yes yes yes !
i enjoyed today much much :D
so fun hanging out with skaters , but it's sad that i nvr skate DD:
reach at 2+ or 3 i think .
alaf alot today .
they keep making fun of me ; gheees =x
& when i enter jiu see korkor pulling zabor alrd =x LOLS
thn slack there until about 6 we sit at th canteen there take afew pics .
& im like their target !
all shoot me ice sia ! DD:
bully meeeeeee ! lols :D
&& it's good to see daddy in a good mood !
gan daddy jiayous ! i'll wait with you for gan mummy's return ! :D
it's so cold todayyyyyy at rink ! heehee =x
& yirong is working at rink ! damn shock ! =x

baby miss out alot of fun today DD:
baby , i miss you many many ! ♥
faster come back tomorrow !
but tmr you also downa come down find me DD:
BABY ! WO HAO XIANG NI !
I LOVE YOU BABY ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I MISS HO WILSON !
eeeeeeee , baby's in that stupid camp DD:
i never like him going camp camp DD:
nevermind , going rink later find skaters .
cause i cnnt send kelvin off on fri due to stupid dance =xxx
oks , it's not stupid .
wadever , i miss miss miss miss miss wilson wilson lahs ! DD:
baby , faster come backkkkkkk DD:

o6o6o8 ROCKED ! :D KBOX date with skaters ! :D

FUCK YOU LAHS
NABEI CHEEBYE !
fuck lahs horhs , knn .
i dont need anyone to teach me any manners lahs .
you huan lo ?!

im now at baby's house blogging .
met baby at woodlands & we shop awhile ,
travel to JE go take his phone XD
thn bus back to his house .
home & thn sleep awhile jiu change & go out .
met skaters at 10.oopm at somerset MRT .
thn got SOMEONE call baby & i gt so angry
thn i go scold that SOMEONE & baby nt happy ,
so baby & that SOMEONE scolded me .
oh , that SOMEONE is a girl anws (:
& she is also why im so pissed right now .
that SOMEONE also spoiled my damn mood ytd lahs .
thn i sian sian down there .
aiyahs , just get her out of th topic .
arghs .

we went kbox at orchard lorhs , frm 11+ all th way to 6.oo this morning .
each person 35$ .
& it's a farewell party for kelvin cause he's leaving for NS next fri DD:
damn tired lahs after th whole thing .
but in between alot happened . damn damn lot between me & baby .
sighs ....
so at 6.ooam this morning , bus & reached home at 7.ooam
slept all th wayyyyyyy until 5.oopm =xxxxxxxx
damn tired lahs =x
wake up , bathe , thn go da pau dinner le
come back eat & TV-ed until now lorhs .
later gonna go watch late night movie ; kungfu panda 12 or 12.45am de (:
shall update later .
will post pics when im home on mon !
im staying over at baby's house til mon :DDDDD

i found this pic at aunt karen's friendster ; me & baby's family :DD

went bowling today with mummy , daddy & tommy
105 , 99 , 122 & 90 .
gahhs , after dont know how many months nt playing . totally sucks DD:
after bowling decided to catch a movieeee :D
yeahs ! i've been going moviees continuously for 2 days le ! :D
feel so blessed .
watched Chronicles of Narnia ; Prince Caspian
uber niceeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDD heehee .
after movieee , shopped & home (:

baby reached home without telling me
i was damn it worry lahs .
thought what happen to him when he's skating inline DD:

fuck gastric ! D:

♥ baby , promise me you wont go , ever again . i love you ♥
dont say this kind of things anymore alrd oks ?
i'll treasure you more .
i'll love you more .
& i promise i wont leave you , never ♥

today met baby at City Hall at 2.oopm
& while waiting i saw serkit ! yes , i finally seeeee serkit but he dont recognise me DD:
& while waiting , da darius called me from kota tingi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
i dont know whether he's lying or telling me th truth ...
thn met up with Joyce (:
went east coast to fix her skates deh wheels cause baby giving her his skates mahs .
after fixing th skates , thn went to macs for tea break =x
after tea break we cabbed down to bugis junction .
baby went to get his DC bag , so easier for him to carry skates to school (:
after bugis actually sending joyce off to MRT deh , thn i was quite happy that can go walk bugis .
thn in the end , baby say take MRT with joyce cause he say pei her .
so no shopping DD:
trained to Orchard Cineleisure & joyce went home .
wanted to buy tix for ` what happen in vegas ` but smth happen between kel & joey .
so we went up to arcade & baby para-para-ed :D
he look so cute when he dance can ! damn pro :DDDDDDD
after arcade-ing , kel & joey also settle le , but thn ` what happen in vegas ` no more tix le DDD:
im not fated to watch this show DD:
so me & baby went to get tix for ` made of honour ` :DDDDDDDDDDDD
so still gt 1 hr 15 mins before show start , me & baby went to walk walk ,
kel & joey say they not joining us le .
eat koba :D
thn walk walk thn arcade again ._.
but thn this time baby play for free cause people put in token le never play . LOLS !
so play le , went to get poppycorny & movieeeeeeee :D
so sad , halfway th movie i wna go washrooom DDD:
thn hai baby miss part of th show .
cause i dont wna go alone , thn baby mind that he miss part of th show ,
thn i downa go le .
suddenly baby say he wna go also .
when go out le baby say he downa go , is wna pei me .
rawrs , so sweeet lahs baby ! muackks :DD
show 8.55pm end & th show was great ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
wheeeeeee , baby send me to outram MRT & see me go in train le thn he go off (:
reached home at 10.o4pm & baby reached home at 1o.18pm .
baby's studying log log now .
jiayous baby for your test tmr (:

love you baby ♥
muackkkks ♥
dont ever leave me alrights ?
baby , no words can describe my love for you ♥
& baby spenddddd 1oo+ today ! * faints *
&& baby , can you try not to contact * them * that much ?
& i promise you that i try not to get jealous that easily ,
but please dont treat them so good can ? =x

明年这个时间
约在这个地点
记得带著玫瑰
打上领带系上思念
动情时刻最美
真心的给不累
太多的爱怕醉
没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴
我会送你红色玫瑰
你知道我爱流泪
你别拿一生眼泪相对
未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
我学著在你爱里沉醉
我不撤退
你守护著我穿过黑夜
我愿意这条情路相守相随
你最珍贵
动情时刻最美
真心的给不累
太多的爱怕醉
没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴
我会送你红色玫瑰
你知道我爱流泪
你别拿一生眼泪相对
未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
我学著在你爱里沉醉
我不撤退
你守护著我穿过黑夜
我愿意这条情路相守相随
你最珍贵
我会送你红色玫瑰
你知道我爱流泪
你别拿一生眼泪相对
未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
我学著在你爱里沉醉
我不撤退
你守护著我穿过黑夜
我愿意这条情路相守相随
你最珍贵