{♥} ; Nothing Better Than This , ! {♥}

Thursday, February 28, 2008 ♥ 11:44:00 PM

& kangxuan is nice after all (:

♥ 11:02:00 PM

& im lagging ~ cause baby's my LAGGER :DD

260208 - tuesday [[ happy 2nd month ]]
up at 6.45 chiong SS then get ready .
cab-ed to baby's hpuse at 8.ooam . reach at 9.00am & th cab fare's a bomb oks !
36$ for that . cause it was during th morning peak hour & ERP - idiotic oks . but oh well .
yeahs , then rest for awhile & watch movie lorhs - horror =x LOLS .
he purposely deh lahs he . LOLS :DD
watch le baby cook food for me mum mum then i do e-learning homework lorhs .
he teach me physics . yeahs , funny .
after doing is like 4 liaos .
rest awhile more cause i very tiredd thn rest till 6 lorhs .
baby went to bathe then i gt ready also lorhs .
bus-ed , train-ed & baby sent me to yck MRT cause he meeting his mummy see doc mahs .
yeahs , then i bus-ed home lorhs .
baby gave me a wallet & my 80$ soft toy frm th arcade for our 2nd month present :D
i love baby loads loads lahs .
he's my koala bear :DD
& i love wilson only .

i'll suffer it myself , i dont wna you to suffer with me .
i wont let you know what happen boy .
but i think you're just right for me :D
i dont need anyone else , except you .

27 feb 08
dance was oks , made to take karina's place & i just cant get th steps right . zzzz
how am i able to rmb to sets of work ?!!
lols ~

28 FEBRUARY
fuck fuck fuck lahs !
today's damn fuck day alrights !
early in th morning tio catch by mdm liew for skirt
& for this dumb skirt , i tio 2 demerit !
like fuck can ! arghs ! damn it .
then comes valerie lee catching my damn hair !
fuck , she said my hair was RED .
like it wasnt lahs !
FUCK LAHS . damn hate today lahs .
& i dont even like physics lahs !
i hate th teacher toooooo ! DDDDDDDD:

♥ boy , you're my best boyfriend ever ! thanks lovees ♥
i never wana leave you -

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥ 12:05:00 AM

baby boy :D

happy 2nd month baby !
i love you many many norhs :DDD
muuaaacccckkkkkssssss ~
together we will be now & forever -
wilson is my love .
alicia is his love :D

baby girl :DD

Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥ 3:16:00 PM

i dont understand why am i feeling this way ..
i dont have to right to feel this way .
i just cant seem to get it ...
why am i feeling so terrible ? why .. why .. why ...

ps - it has got nothing to do with baby :D

Saturday, February 23, 2008 ♥ 11:35:00 PM

ice skating (:

baby ! :DDD

wilson & xiaoxiao & kelvin at th side ;DD

kelvin ;D

jeffery (:

& i so love today lorhs ! :DDDDD
thanks baby for making my day (:
met baby at 10am at jurong east MRT
then we went for B-R-U-N-C-H . ( though i was th only one eating . baby ate BREAKFAST )
after eating went arcade ; standard - intial D 4 ... ... baby played 2 rounds .
went up to rink after that ... so no people . LOLS .
oks , it's average . not too many , not too empty . ( ?? what am i talking ? )
nvm , skate from 11+ to 5 .
baby help me tie my shoelace , so paiseh =x
cant find my balance & i suck today . sians .
baby's damn pro lah ! PRO KIA .
then come's along meiyan , jeffery , alfredda( spelling error ) , kelvin , joey , yirong & afew more .
cant seem to rmb their name everytime . aiyurhs .
yeahs , so smth also happen at rink .
meiyan must cheerup oks ? smileees :DD
xiaoxiao* was like so angry just now =x
overall skating with baby is fun .
i always envy couples that go skating together .
now i went with baby (:
so nice of it lahhhhs :DD
at 5 we jiu leave for dinner at long johns ! (:
sudden cravings mahhhs ;DDD
train-ed & bus-ed home
baby pei me go home & come my hse awhile lorhs (:
now my damn red phone is with baby cause he helping me
bring go fix . sorry baby , ma fan you (:
oh yahs , today eddie & weixiang nvr go , so i never kena ice kachang; LOLS !
maybe nxt sat going with baby cause stella deardear going (:
but .... i neeed $$$$$$$$$$$$ NOW !

darius's birthday is like next weeeek !
DARIUS TIO ! DARIUS ! =x

♥ baby , you're th only one that i'll fall in love with ♥

no one elses exist , only in th world of me & you(:

Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥ 11:04:00 PM

happy 2nd meeting month baby ;DD

& congrats to singapore for winning th bid for th Youth Olympic Game 2010 ! :DDDD
that's uber nice (:
emo-ed in class after recess today &
im RUDE to mdm yuni of wdv her name is [[anws , i didnt oks ]]
fuck it lahs , i dont like her can !
she SUCKS !
damn suck , always give us th black face as if we owe her $1000000000000000000000000 .
idiot . waste my time studying eng with her .

baby's still not home .
& i can't blame you for forgetting .
i'l have to blame myself D:

♥ simply missing you ♥
- i dowann ask for anything , just ... umms .

♥ 1:46:00 PM

& dont know how to say .
i dont want to hurt you like i always do .
i wna cheer US up .
i wna try to understand you more .
i wna make you feel loved by me .
im afraid that my hand will just let go time after time ;
cause im exerting too much force on you .
im getting weaker & weaker to withstand all these .
save me angels ... save me please ...

fuck you D:

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ♥ 10:59:00 PM

& im dead dead dead beat .....
uber tired laaaaaaas )):
dance today is nice but .......
it's SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PAINNN !
all th blue blacks & th muscle cramps ... they're killing me .
oh well .. gonna sleep soon i guess (:
social studies test postpone-ed ! says yays ! ;DDDD

♥ why do we have to end our calls like this every night ? ♥
- im just afraid , because i love you too deeply -

♥ 12:17:00 AM

ooh & i miss blogggiiinnnggg !!!!!!!!!!!
school's fun for chinese lesson ,
cause we always joke with mr tang ;DD
love it (:
ummms , after school today is great .
went to th boy's toilet to wash things . LOLS =x
it's kinda lame , but enjoy-ed with ann , da-darius , tzu chao & garey .
school's getting bored-er & bored-er liaos . ))))))))):
hate all tests .

♥ i miss you , baby ♥
why do you always sleep earlier thn me ? )):

Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥ 11:52:00 PM

)):

♥ 12:24:00 AM

wheeeeee ~!
today baby come my hse fetch me
& went rink (:
& so sorry that i didnt meet kit cause smth crop-ed up .
sorry kit , )):
stay-ed at rink & enjoy with baby & his friends .
got kelvin & his gf , eddie , reeve , karen , big kelvin , hazel , sapphire .... & i cant rmb )): oops .
speed skating is way too cool (:
lols . th time before 4pm deh resurface .
yupps yupps .
dakorkor pro skater laaa ,
never warm up jiu speed skate liaos . zzzzzzz PRO ,
had fun talking with joey [[ kelvin's gf (: ]] (:
i feeeeeeeel like skating all of a sudden laaa .
miss skating like !@#$%^&*()_+ !
maybe going skating with baby on th coming saturday (:
left rink at 4 + cause baby wna send me home & he got somthing on at 7 ..
so ..................... train & bus home lorhs (:
oh & saphhire is pretty (:

baby's out watching movie with his friends NOW ! like .........
& im on th phone .

♥ i love boyfriend laaas (: ♥
- oh , once again , happy birthday kit ! (:

Saturday, February 16, 2008 ♥ 12:00:00 AM

happy birthday kit ! ♥

Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥ 11:31:00 PM

me & baby at haagen -daze

chocolate fondue XD

above ; done by me ! below ; done by baby (:

my ROSY ! ♥

yeahs & i love today , all thanks to baby .

baby , you made my valentine's day norhs .

after school baby fetch me from school with a bouquet of flowers norhs XD

& he loook so dashing in formal ! ♥

then go home bathe then went vivo (:

went to eat & shop ard for kit's present & baby's present .

baby dowann anything .

so bought kit's present first .

baby want me to save money for smth else .

heehee . wheeeeeeeeeeeee ~!
went up to see th scenery of sentosa & harbourfront .

damn windy , damn romantic (:

so love th time i had with baby lorhs (:

muackks . heeeheee

then baby wanna eat ice creamm at haagen-daze (:

so went lorhs . lalalas xD

really damn nice laaas XDDDDDDDDD
loves loves loves (:

after ice cream train-ed back to sengkang

cause baby want to buy present for his teacher's baby . lols .

shop shop around at compass .

wheeeeeeeeee ~! so fun lorhs .

after that bus-ed to my hse , baby come bai nian (:

first boyfriend that i brought home (:

yeahhs ...... but now ..........

my mood = sad/crying ))))):
actuallly , happy moment's dont last long , do they ?

oh , & im jealous .

fuck , i hate you la .

♥ baby , nothing shalltear us apart , nothing . ♥

- we will go on , like we use-ed to -

♥ 12:00:00 AM

♥ HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! ♥

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥ 11:25:00 AM

dance rock-ed today for th first time in 1234567890 years oks (:
enjoy-ed myself (:
but sch still sucks .
me & baby's alright already XD
i hope that we dont quarrel again . teeheehee (:

♥ love me , like i love you ♥
woaini - wilson ♥

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ♥ 11:35:00 PM

so fuck up in sch ...
haiiis ,
love's not good at th moment .
but i know everything will be ok if i didnt say it out ...
i regret scolding him laas .
haiis .

♥ your fault no more ... ♥

Sunday, February 10, 2008 ♥ 11:29:00 PM

today is fun (:
got myself prepared at 12.3o & bus-ed down to shijie house at 1+ ?
cant remember (:
when i reach then ask me play liaos !
like i noneed rest lorhs !
then aunt jasmine ask me to eat first XD
so kangxuan's mummy took over my place ..
peeps that were playing is shijie , shiying , kangxuan & me lorhs ...
then th mutton soup is damn damn nice oks !
simply love it like ooooooooooooooooooooo XD
ohwell , i win 4 games but i lost money in th end .
cause my fan all very small . eeeyerhs .
but nevermind , enjoy-ed myself though (:
kangxuan is super irritating* la !
keeep snatching th tiles from me ...
then go open my tiles . idiot !
shijie keep saying ask like why we want to do this , why we want to do that .
so funnny (:
yeahs . home at 6 for dinner (:
i miss-ed th breezer session )):
but i love th mahjong session ♥

♥ baby , no sorrys , no tears . just love (: -♥
yays ! im meeting baby tomorrow ! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥ 12:37:00 AM

me & mui mui ** blurrr laaaaaas **

i so enjoy-ed myself with mui mui today ! XD

wheeeeeeee ~!
tmr going shijie house gamble .

eeeyerhs , their idea cause want to win my money ...

♥ baby , i miss you like crazy ♥

im enjoying th alcohol now (:

Saturday, February 9, 2008 ♥ 1:38:00 AM

baby , you're the first boyfriend that my parents know about .
you're the first boyfriend that brings me to your family for CNY .
i just love you so .
i promise you .
our story will go on until th end .
till eternity . till forever .
i love you baby , i really really do XD
im so addicted to you .
muackkks (:

♥ im so in love , this time (: ♥

Friday, February 8, 2008 ♥ 12:17:00 AM

ytd , after reunion dinner (:

at grandma house today (:

my attire for today - red skinnie + black & white sleeveless top (:

so dont look like me oks ! =

th necklace baby bought for me frm bugis (:

& today is totally tiring !

so normal lorhs . woke up at 8.oo am to prepare all that . yupps .

nothing special except th so call-ed home cook buffet dinner at great-grandma hse (:

enjoy-ed gambling & mahjong-ing (:

baby's watching movie right now .

so sians lorhs .

totally nvr meet him for 1 week liaos .

sighs .

collected quite an amount of ang bao's today (:

says wheeee ~!

baby , i want to meet you soon , please ..

♥ a lil smile ; goes a long way (: ♥

Thursday, February 7, 2008 ♥ 2:00:00 AM

happy chinese new year ! 2008 (:

GONG XI FA CAI ! (:
wheeeee ~! today totally rock-ed !
im damn happy & abit sad la ..
went to school for th so call-ed celebrations -
collecting of recycled items frm th neighbourhood & concert **
it's was darn fun collecting th things la .
it really makes me feel bonded as a class ,
even though only 15 of us were there .
collected quite an amount of things , at least it seems like a lot to me . -__-
then went to th checkpoint whr don kor & thomas is there ..
help-ed out alot & that's whr th good thing starts that makes me sooo happy ! (:
heehee (: it's like a finally laaas ! after i wait-ed so long . aiyurhs XD
went back school for the so call-ed concert & it was way tooo boring laaas .
after school went back xps for like 10 mins -_____- cause mrs tan went off alrd . sians .
travel down to whitesands & got my things for CNY (:
went home & pig-ed for 1 hr & out for reunion dinner (:
* took some pictures (: upload them soon cause cam with my aunt *
after dinner at downtown we went to giant to get out last-minute stock ups .
heehee & i bought ` hooch ` XD my loveeeeeees !
yeahs then reach home at 10.
help to do our last cleaning of th house & enjoy-ed tv-ing & gambling with family (:
baby & me quarel-ed a lil today .
i dont know is he moodless 0r i moody la . shucks man .
i dont like this .. )):
baby , i miss you .
sighs .

ohwell , later will be an interesting day (:
once again wishing all a happy chinese new year ! (:

♥ i dont want to be understanding or should i say i dont know how to ? ♥
im sorry , i cant be perfect ;

Monday, February 4, 2008 ♥ 11:44:00 PM

life sucks .......................................................... )):
~~just a lil disappointment .~~
~~a lil hurt .~~
a lil tears &
a lil sorrow .
why do my tears keep falling everytime ?
i really want no sorrys from you .
im really weak on th inside .
im afraid i cant take it anymore .
what if i collapse tmr or maybe now ?
will you be there to support me ?
im really afraid i'll do you hurt ,
~~im not worthy ~~~

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
这感觉已经不对 , 我努力在挽回

Sunday, February 3, 2008 ♥ 11:53:00 PM

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haiis , when can i meet baby ? im dying to see him . sadded ...
school tmr & i totally got no mood for it . fuck .

th world is totally smallllll can !
auntie karen's nephew is actually baby !
die liaos lorhs .
mummy sure knows about us .
but oh well ,
no matter what happens , i wont leave baby de !
wheeee ~! so let it be lorhs .
bought a new shirt today ,
havent got th time to shop for my shoes =x
sians .... CNY , take your time to come pretty pleaseee ...

♥ valentines day is just around th corner ! (: ♥
i wanna talk to you more ;
i aint understanding .
it's just that you didnt hear me cry .
cause i never wanna let you know i did ...
my tears they shed , they shed , all for you .

♥ 1:00:00 AM

& today is fun ! xD
went to kbox & celebrated mum's birthday (:
it's nice laas .
overall it's like another family bonding session ,
as dad promis-ed . 1 kbox session per month ! XDDDD
i love my family ! ♥♥
tmr's gonna be a tiring day for mee ! sadds ~
anws ! more shopping please !

i miss baby lots norhs !
i want meet him !
i want faster faster meet him laas !
baby i love you (:

oh , phone phone , i love you , please get well soooooooon prettty pleaseeee !

♥ love me like i love you (: ♥

Saturday, February 2, 2008 ♥ 3:38:00 AM

HApPY BiRtHdAy MUMMY ! ♥
uber loves XDDDDDDDDD

Friday, February 1, 2008 ♥ 11:14:00 PM

damn ! my damn RED phone died on me ! w910i -
* arghs * i cant msg at th moment , please give me a call if anything crops up (:

school's just bored .
all th school wants is money !
im god damn broke at th moment .
shit , im still not done with my chinese new year clothing oks ! ))):
money pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeee !
after sch went to get things for th hamper making lorhs .
so fun laas , but aiyurhs . ann & me 's just so not in th mood , fuck it .
after everything went to amk hub to shopee for mummy's present (:
walk so long & finally decided to buy her a shirt from ` pepper+ ` our lovees (:
yeahs , & i bought RED earrings & RED hair clip t go with my RED skinnies (:
i love RED oks !
but i need to buy a new top laas !
i've only got 2 sets on clothes prepare-ed . awwwmannn !
MAYBE - black top with RED skinnies on th first day .
- electric blue shirt with white shorts on th second day .
THAT'S IT ! FULLSTOP .
i want moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
on th 16 feb , i'll be busy (:

♥ i want more money ! =x ♥
imy baby