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Monday, December 31, 2007 ♥ 12:28:00 AM

Happy Birthday Mr Tan !
tiring tiring tiring !
& i've got a very tiring day ! (:
up at 8 .. then got ready & went out at 9 ,
that bus took forever to come la ! damn the bus ; =X
yeahs , so went home at 12 & went out to watch ` the golden compass `
with mummy & daddy & lil bro at angmokio lorhs .
the show is damn nice can ! wheeee ~!
enjoy-ed but it's damn cold inside laa !
i nearly became a block of ice -___-
after show then went walk walk , bought another 2 shirts ! wheeeeeee !
also bought 1 for sissy (:
then jiu walk-ed down to amk hub ,
bought my white shoe (: so loving it laas ! wheeeeeee ~!
oh , & i got MOS for lunch & dinner ! XDDDDDDDDD
lalalalas , after dinner train-ed down to katib & bus-ed down to temple *
yeahs , stay-ed there for about 45 mins jiu go home liaos .
so tired ! tmr will be even more tiring can ! lols ! XD
* hope mummy allows *
i hate homework !
anyone done yours' ? =X
& kangxuan's back to singapore ! (:

darling , im sorry , i know it's my fault , dont blame it on yourself .
you really qian jiu me alot ... i love you , i really do ...


♥ - have faith in us (: - ♥
- it's always like that , that's why im afraid at first ; i know i broke your heart //
Sunday, December 30, 2007 ♥ 12:22:00 AM

shopping rock-ed oks ! XDDDDDD
wheeeeeee ~!
morning was just some homework & packing up time lorhs . so bored =X
then 4 + went toa payoh for dinner (:
bought another 3 plain tees for home wear , NF shorts , a new white belt ( as my red belt is like ____ ) & a tinkerbell necklace ! XD
yeahs & obviously i burnt money ! ))):
spend like $34 cause the 3 tees mummy paid for me (:
yeahs ...
school's gonna reopen soon & i guess everyone very sian lorhs .
diff class ... ummms ..
i think i havent touch my hols assignments ( sorry darling ) .
i admit ; im lazy oks ! )):
will be out tmr morning ! (:
darling went to sleep alrd !
he's a pig ! =X
( im gonna die if he sees it =XXXXXX )
seriously , i dont know why , i kept thinking that today is sunday ! =XX

♥ - we both know you love me me deep enough (: - ♥
the feeling , it's just so strange ; im worried ... uh huhs =X
Saturday, December 29, 2007 ♥ 12:31:00 AM
happy 1 year anniversary (:

happy 1 year anniversary to me & yonghwee kor ! XD

- 非你莫属 [[ let me think of kor (: ]]

♥ 12:18:00 AM
dancemates (:

welcoming ms toh shi hui nicole back . from her trip ! (:
today is fun !
kelly went to dance today ! XDDDDDDDD
i mean totally rock-ed [[ except when nicole isnt with us )): ]]
i finally lunch-ed with dancemates ! like oh finally can !
it's always fun hanging out with them ! XD
yeahs but this time , it was with darling . hahs (:
ask-ed him to tag along as dancemates dont mind (:
thanks dancemates ! XDDDDDDDD
then jiu pei darling till 3 before .................. ( i shall not say )
yeahs . so , it was a tiring day after all ! XD
shall sleep now ( since darling actually came BACK online . to check on me -___- , ooops =X )
wheeeeeeeeee ~! nights !

to you know who ; please dont say oks ? ))): haiis

♥ - i so love him ! (: -♥
- sians laas ! fcuk ! =X
Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥ 12:17:00 AM

umms .
joey is back to dance !
dance is tiring but it's so slack today ; sadds .
after dance miss-ed lunch-ing with dancemates
cause i have to bring my lil brother .. yeahs .
oh wells , home-ed & slept lorhs , uber tired with all my muscle cramps ...
darling slept till very late so he didnt come & meet me ... =X
so bad rights ? =X hehe , joking horhs !
now he went to sleep liaos ;
oh well , he's tired (:

nicole is coming back soon ! so miss her !

♥ - many many loves to darling - ♥
- & what have i done ?
Thursday, December 27, 2007 ♥ 12:16:00 AM

& im back from watching tv ! & sleeping cause im damn tired !
uh huhs -
so , overslept resulting in late for dance ! haiis
i didnt on my alarm oks ! wdv
so , rush-ed like crazy & didnt eat breakfast ;
in dance , feeling soooooo uncomfortable - wante-ed to vomit & it's oh so giddy .
request-ed to rest for awhile ;
then continue lorhs .
after dance darling came & pick me up frm school ; hehe
thanks dar (:
i go home bathe le jiu go out le ;
took 161 ( again ) & bus-ed to causeway cause i have to be home early lorhs (:
yeahs , so darling went to eat then we went to walk around lorhs (:
he want go kiddy palace to buy present for his meimei (:
so went in & darling bought me a stitch - smaller one , as long as i love it ! XD
wheeeeeeeee ~! thanks darling luurhs ! muackkkkkks ! x33333333
then we jiu bus-ed home lorhs (:
went out for dinner with my family
while darling went to look for his friends &
off he goes to skate =X
& niece is so damn cute laas !
hahs (: enjoy-ed dinner it's oh so nice ! (:
darling havent reach home yet ; -_____-
morning call shall be given by him tmr XDD

♥ - im love-ed by wilson ho ! (: - ♥
thanks for today ! xD
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ♥ 12:54:00 AM

* yawns *
tired tired yeahs ; hahs (:
paint-ed my hse this morning ...
now it look-ed so nice oks ! XD
yeahhs , so went to look for sissy at hgm at 2.10 ..
then went to chrisy's aunt's buffet thingy , yeahs &
can say that i enjoy-ed ! XD
went off to meet wilson darling ( ask him come down meet me =X )
since he went fuji - skating ;
hahs , yeahs , so walk-ed around sun plaza & he play-ed para para ,
darling is great at that oks ! wheeeeeee ~!
then went to eat ; that piggy wants to eat ! XDD
after eating jiu walk-ed around lorhs
then we sit outside talk talk while waiting for sissy lorhs ..
yeahs , then jiu go home liaos (:

anws , i love love nicole toh shi hui ! nicole , i love you many many ! XDD

♥ - A x3 W ; 261207 is love-ed - i love boy boy ;
- our story starts x33
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ♥ 2:07:00 AM
非你莫属

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我 非你莫属
我只愿 守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
但那人是你所以不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我 非你莫
我只愿 守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会 笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~ 我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我 非你莫属
我只愿 守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我 非你莫属
也许会 笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那个人是你所以
不怕苦
oh~ 我不怕苦

haiis
♥ 12:26:00 AM

Merry Christmas everyone !
loves to people out there ! XD
umms , today morning went to school with xiaodarius & kokhwee
actully want to go buy Uniform deh , then nvr open ; WTH !
then they come my house slack while i change ,
then bus-ed down to hougang mall for that money changer ;
then bus-ed down to causeway to meet wilson (:
yeahs ; cause we reach earlier then him , so we go get the tickets first lorhs ;
show start at 1.55 lorhs .. so go walk walk around first ,
then movie ! ` alvin & the chipmunks ` great ,
it's super uber cute oks ! so loving the chipmunks ; says wheeeeeee ~!
yeahs after movie jiu bus-ed to ave 8 help sissy buy her maple card lorhs ;
eeew norhs eeew norhs ;
burnt my money =X no im officially B.R.O.K.E - XD
wilson so naughty today ! eeew norhs ! idiot ; =XX
tmr going out lorhs , yeahs (:
so , once again , merry christmas ! (:
[[ oh & my msg burst again , yes , it's again !@#$%^&*()_+ ]]

♥ - santa gave me th best present this year - ♥
- merry christmas to everyone ; loves x33
Monday, December 24, 2007 ♥ 12:23:00 AM

bon voyage kokwee ! (:
& he's off to china .
uh huhs ;
& im back from greatgrand hse ( obviously )
yeahs , & it was really bored oks !
luckily wilson call-ed & chat with me ;
hahas , thanks !
yeahs & i slept lorhs , random * hahs (:
yeahs , so tmr going school to get U
& going out in the afternoon (:
nights ;

♥ - the nights are horrible ; they are bothering me - ♥
- another bon voyage .
Sunday, December 23, 2007 ♥ 2:15:00 AM

bon voyage kangxuan ! (:
& he's off to korea ....
back to blogging ;
today went to temple ;
pray all that ,
then went amk hub to shop shop ;
bought 2 shirts & bought a new shoe( pump ) from ` mondo `
black ! XD wheeeee ~!
yeahs , now on phone lorhs ;
im VERY TIRED !!@#$%^&*()_+
* arghs *

♥ - i wish upon a star - ♥
- another bon voyage )):
Saturday, December 22, 2007 ♥ 1:16:00 AM

wheeeee ~!
today went out with wilson (:
met him at yio chu kang MRT ;
then train-ed down to novena
shop shop around ;
went to square 2 , velocity & united square ;
then train-ed down to tao payoh ;
met darius ; he scream-ed my name ; WDV ! =X
took 159 with wilson & he alight-ed at ang mo kio ;
yeahs , so home at 7 ;
& he reach-ed at 8 ! zzzz wth ! so late ;

♥ - should i ? should i not ? - ♥
- & it's just so hard to watch it all , slowly fade away ;
Thursday, December 20, 2007 ♥ 10:55:00 PM



DARIUS IS BACK !!! ~
yeahs , like finally ? hahs (:
went out out out ;
to get racks for my hse at ikea & it really reminds me of gan oks ! hahs (:
ummms , yeahs , soo ....
rebond-ed hair is really cool lorhs ! XD
so love-ing my hair now !
wheeeeeee ~!
tmr maybe going out ! hahs XD
anws ; anyone touch-ed hols assignment[[S]] ?
♥ - when you say nothing at all ; - ♥
- set me free ; from this misery
♥ 12:14:00 AM


before ;

tada ! after ; XD


oks , dance was still oks !
ms li ruimin & e-bird came back ! so miss them XD
hahs (:
dance is still oh so tiring & pain ..
but i manage-ed to suffer & get my right split down today !
* 3 claps ! XD *
yeahs , so dance end-ed 15 mins late today ... sadds .
rush-ed home for lunch & went down to salon ;
get my hair rebonded !
it takes like 1234567890 years can !
so tired sitting down there applying creme & wadever laaaas !
from 1.30 all the way to 5.45 ! i was there watching tv !
sians but oh well ! i love my new hair now !
i mean loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! x33333333333333
& so now , my black dye is actually wash-ed off .
anyone please tell me how to go back school ?!

oh ! & pics update on my older posts !


♥_#- & i'll go the extra mile ; for you - ♥
- what's the problem with you ?! zzz
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ♥ 12:37:00 AM

hahs ; 1 year ++ ago ; xD

















uncle's 60th birthday dinner that cost $1300 ++








brother's concert ;

my birthday ; 16 dec





Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ♥ 11:53:00 PM

omg , muscle cramps really suck-ed.
especially when you dance with them .
gosh , i nearly faint-ed today laaas .
it's really damn damn damn pain oks !
im not joking or crapping laaaaas !
but oh well , new dance rock-ed totally !
im so loving it cans ! wheeeeeeeeeeee ~!
today did some ji1 ben3 gong1 lorhs ..
it's really the basics .. but oh well , it nice & it HURTS too !
arghs , zoulaoshi force-ed me to go down on right leg today again ,
sians laas . hope she dont tmr cause i might just die down there -__-
tmr wearing blue leotard , hope xiao-peiying wont forget .
or else very paiseh .. heehee
& marshmellows gives energy ! lols .
bring marshmellow[[S]] to dance incase you faint ! XD
tmr is so so so love-ed ! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~!
i'll tell you whys tmr . hehe XDDDDDDDD
[[ i cab-ed to school this morning -________- ]]

oh , & darius , i miss-ed you . do you mind you faster come back ?! =XX

ms nicole toh shi hui ; im so so so sorry ! i promise i'll teach you & go dance early & stay back with you after dance lessons oks ! sorrys ...

♥ - you'll go on until the end - ♥
- no point regretting , it'll only make you feel worst ;
♥ 12:48:00 AM

my birthday present ! XD





my injury !@#$%^&*()+
our endless supply of costume ! XD
our SYF costume ! XD


wait wait ,
BYE DARIUS ( again- )
idiot , went to genting le laas he ,
when he called i nearly cried laaaas ! hmph ! )):

wheeeeee ~!
dance was great ! says yays ! XD
we learnt new dance today ! too bad , many of them miss it ,
it's like less then 20 people who appear-ed for dance today ! saddening ...
yeahs & oh well . right-split problem again ... * sighs *
so gonna find one day & force myself yeahs ..
& as usual muscle cramps everywhr & my back hurts !
oh , & i sustain-ed a injury on my heel & it bleed .. idiot .
after dance have to help mdm gwee pack dance store room ..
we have ALOT , i mean ALOT of make up laaas !
all un-used ! coooooooooooool XD
& we have endless suppply of COSTUMES ! yeahhs ! x3333
loves loves (:
tmr still got dance , dont know i can make it anot ,
as in , the muscle cramps realy hurt alot ...
but oh well , i have to jiayous ! XD
dancers jiayous ! XD

anws . special thanks to henry for that big piglet & all .. thanks so much .
& not forgetting limin & peiying's ` sugarush ` present (:
loves to you guys ! x33

i dont know how to say & i dont know what to do ..
i dont know who to say to & i dont know who is right ..
im having mix-ed feelings now ..
& i dont know why oks !
it sucked ..
hope it doesnt affect me tmr ..
it's all those - i dont know & i hate to know - stuffs .
arghs , im hating everyone ////////

♥ - i can only pretend you are not there ; i did not see you - ♥
- the truth , they hurts . dont they ?
Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♥ 11:05:00 PM

i'll like to update my list of thanks ;

special thanks to ;
[ in order ! (: ]
♥_______ 12am wishes _______♥
` merson baobeikor (:
` kokwee XD
` junhaokor (:
` shijiekor (:
` nicholasbest (:
` zhenghuisenior (:
` chinghoonloves (:
` amanda(:
` conniesissy XD
` wilsonho XD
` chriskor XD
` dariuskor XD
` kangxuanex XD
` sebastianfriend (:
` aqillahloveeees XD
` jiaweipanda XD
` chloedarling XD
` riffusionistic syarif (:
` gabrielgan XD
` emilymei (:
` yonghweekor XD
` wanqianloves XD
` manisaloves XD
` daniel (:
@_____ this morning till now ; ________@
` donovankor XDD ( first in the morning when i wake up XD )
` cherylcousin XD
` feliciaprecious XD
` peiyingjie (:
` evanfriend (:
` baochengkor (:
` jiazhengdi XD
` randolphfriend (:
` xinminjunior (:
` norman? (:
` unknown =X
` wilsonhoXD
` shirleybestbest XD
` jiawen?
` priscilliaXD
` jiahuiXPS
` hutingXPS
` winstondi XD
` adrainbest XD
` janishasweetie (:
` jolinskater (:
` edisonXPS
` jianyu?
` pohhuibest XD
` harishiniloves (:
` dinghanfriend (:
` mingxuanXPS XD
` chengfankor (:
` ziyankor (:
♥ 10:29:00 PM


not forgetting my loveeeees ; strawberry ice-ed cream ! x3








in the restaurant (:





before going out ;
wheeeeeeeee ~!
great ! chinghoon & zhenghui brought a cake for me ! XD
met them 12 noon XD
& we sat at void deck eat the cake (:
so sweet of them .. thks prettayes (:
went home & rest till 3 +
went to pasir ris downtown for dinner ;
before that went to mac's to see gan ;
hahs , he's oh so hardworking laas !
so busy , so didnt go over to say hi .
* sorrys ! *
then went for the buffet dinner !
woa , it nice nice ! uber nice ! wheeeeees ~!
eat til 8.20 then leave come home , cut cake all that lorhs (:
& i loveeeeeeeeeeeee the strawberry ice cream ! * smuacks ! *
oh well , it's simple but i enjoyed , thanks for all the wishes ! XD
& thanks sissy for the super uber lovely prezzie ! loveeees ! XD
oh well , once again happy birthday to me ! XD
♥ 12:21:00 AM

oks & im offically fourTEEN !
HÄþþ¥ ßÌR†HÐÄ¥ †ö mê !
muahahas ; so loving tonight at 12 ! XD
thanks for all that wish-ed me on SMS-es , MSN & friendster (:
oh & daddy bought me my ` barbie in the 12 dancing princess-es `disc !
wheeeeeeeeee ~!

special thanks to ;
[ in order ! (: ]
` merson baobeikor (:
` kokwee XD
` junhaokor (:
` shijiekor (:
` nicholasbest (:
` zhenghuisenior (:
` chinghoonloves (:
` amanda(:
`conniesissy XD
` wilsonHAHS XD
` chriskor XD
` dariuskor XD
` kangxuanex XD
` sebastianfriend (:
` aqillahloveeees XD
` jiaweipanda XD
` chloedarling XD
` riffusionistic syarif (:
` gabrielgan XD
` emilymei (:

wheeeee ~! thanks to all ! XD
happy birthday to me ;
happy birthday to me ;
happy birthday to me ;
happy birthday to me !

wheeeeeeee ~! im fourteeen ! LOVES to people out there ! XD
Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥ 11:41:00 PM
kangxuan & darius - outing ! <33


- oh well , just a lil disappointment ;


♥_#- i only know my heart went numb all of a sudden - ♥

today is fun ! & i really enjoy-ed my day with kangxuan & darius (:
met darius at 1.15 & he made me wait for him for 15 mins ! arghs *
cab-ed to kangxuan's house ......................................................................
2.15 leave house went mall for lunch (:
* something happen * oops
train-ed down to PS & change train to cityhall ..
* lalalas , something happen again & i flare-ed at them ! )))))): *
went peninsular to get kangxuan's skinnies ;
oks , he looks handsome/dashing in it . HAHAS !
really , i'm not joking ! XD
even darius agree with me ! muahahas .
after that we cab-ed down to bugis -______-
& shop-ed lorhs ;
finding that ` superman ` shirt for kat jie (:
went around blah blah blah ;
then bought le , went to get my school bag ! XD
wheeeeeee ~!
went to` ZINC `
got the bag i wanted while
kangxuan & darius went to ` messy ` to shop (:
yeahhs , after that cab-ed to hougang mall i jiu took 112 home .
cause i wanted to have some ` listening to song ` time .
arghs , wadever (:

♥_#- i only know my heart went numb ; -♥
-2 more days to go ; 16.12.07 x33 - just a lil disppointment though ;

&& welcome yonghwee back to sg ! (:
♥ 12:43:00 AM


says wheeeeeeeeeee ~!




heehee , love this pic th most (:












well , i look retarded ! XD

bye bye gold hair ;
hello black hair ! ;D
gosh , got my hair dye-ed back to black
& im so loving it (: hehe
oh yeahhs ; & goodluck to weizhe kor . see ya soon & you'll be missed ! x33

tmr is gonna be much much fun ! says yays ! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥_# - th perfect sky is torn - ♥
3 more days ; 16.12.2007 x33 dont forget your promise , will i ?
Thursday, December 13, 2007 ♥ 2:25:00 AM

.........nth's wrong , just a lil saddness , a lil disappointment & a lil heartbreak .
..............i can't catch up with time , i'll get tired & i'll stop .
..................... rather then our past friendship ?
..........haiis ..

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里


这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋


还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪


这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配


i dont know anything more ; goodbyes hurt , dont they ?

♥ 1:49:00 AM

uh ohs .
& counting the days , dance is starting in no time !
we're all gonna * suffer * again !
but oh well , i miss dancing with them
& i miss dancing ! XD

jiayous barhs !
haiis , this time , will be dancing w/o nicole ! ):
bon voyage nicole ! XD
& she fly-ed to GERMANY this evening (:
so gonna miss her x33
yeahhs , so ... stay-ed at home .
cause have to look after my lil bro ... yeahs ..
earn-ed 5 bucks for that (:
dinner is loved today(:

i looked through our conversations today ;
& realised many had happen-ed .........
i've lost count of the days ....
haiiis .............................................................
things dont turn out the way we wanted ;

- behind very tears that shed ; there's a reason .
for me . there`s none ...
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ♥ 12:41:00 AM

haiis ))):
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥ 1:24:00 AM

& darius is good ! XD
x33 lorhs (:

__#- when things all fall apart ; i know it'll never be true again ; -
- firefly ; & i'm still me ! i didnt change at all ! )))):
♥ 1:09:00 AM

hey , i dont like your attitude !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
who you think you are ? hahs
you're a bitch XD
i dont like you & i dont like you're attitude .
eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww ;
Sunday, December 9, 2007 ♥ 11:15:00 PM

today is niced , except that it rain-ed .
they call-ed me & woke me up from my beauty sleep al 3 laaass!
went to meet them & reach-ed home at 4 .
went compass & bought a shirt from ` pepperplus ` wheeee ~!
thanks mum .
yeahs ..
* ARGHS ! FUCK ! *
haiis , nevermind . forget it luurhs ..
very pain sia !

- it's oh so fuck - uped ! fuck !
♥ 1:30:00 AM

i want ` barbie in 12 dancing princesses ` disc !!
angel pretty please ? =X
Saturday, December 8, 2007 ♥ 11:47:00 PM

okoks ! im back !
from my family dinner & it's oh so nice ! says WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~!
oks , i really enjoyed this $1,300 bucks dinner . yes , it's $1,300 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ummmmms , lets see .
the first dish was lotus bun - shou tao , yum yums (: it's so soft & nice la (:
2nd comes the lobster & abalone* ( oh gosh , i dont know how to spell ) & dont know what it's called thingy . 3 diff food in a dish , oks , thats amazingly wonderful XD
3rd dish is my fav ! (also my sis's )
SHARK FIN ! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~! smuacks ! love it ..
& then we have roasted pig , shou mian , the vegetables with yu piao & EXTREME big mushrooms ! like wtf !
they got prawns ! super nice prawns ! omg , i love it i love it ! prawns are lovedddddd !
it has some kinda wine taste laas , & its WOW ! xD
not forgeting the fried yam rings with scallop* . i only like the scallop part . hahs .
seriously , i hate YAM ~ eeeeeeeew ! hahs .
& for the dessert . yam paste ...... well , i didnt eat )):
it's smelly to me .. =XX

oh well , it's a family dinner , a big one XD
everyone was there including the ones we dont normally see *
HAHAS ( not funny )
nevertheless , i enjoyed playing with jezelle too !
my baby nice (:
omg , she SUPER SUPER x 10000000000000000 times
cute can !!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~!
oks , pics will be posted soon -_____-
guess im lazy !

umms , they came at 11.oo
to get something ,
lucky mum didnt say anything cause i lied . HAHAS .
how i wish i can stay out overnight too !
wheeeeeee ~! oops =X

- i just dont want things to turn out like that -♥
&& im so loving today ! x33
♥ 1:23:00 AM

omg , i dy-ing . lols . nevermind ..
oks , donovan kor is NICE ! i mean SUPER nice ! (:
oh & barbie in 12 dancing princesses is duper nice ! love it ! XD

; im afriad i've got used to not talking to you ):
Friday, December 7, 2007 ♥ 12:10:00 AM

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps gettin in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause
I Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you
what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
I'll miss you

SoI've got to move on and be who I am
Why do you have to go?
I just don't belong here

I hope you understand
I'm trying to understand
We might find our place in this

World someday
But at least for now
I want you to stay
I gotta go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am
What about us?
I just don't belong here

I hope you understand
I'm trying to understand
We might find our place in this

World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
Thursday, December 6, 2007 ♥ 11:40:00 PM
what is L.O.V.E ?

can anyone tell me what is love ?
why do people have to be in love ?
& what does love really means ?
when a guy says ` i love you ` , do he really mean it ? or it is just what he feel like saying at the very moment ..
it applies same to the girls yeahs ?
sometimes i wonder is life better when you're in love or when you're just alone .
we need to be loved at times ... having someone loving you is a blessing (:
but it doesnt mean that no one loving you isnt ,
when you are single , you get to enjoy your carefree life & lead life in ways you want it to be . it's your life what !
in love or not in love ?
when you are in love , you get to share special moments with your love-d ones ..
like birthday , christmas & not forgetting valentines day !
it's rather sweet & romantic to be able to celebrate such occasions together isnt it ! (:
if you're alone , you wont be able to come across these things mention-ed .
yeahhs , but rmb that friends do exist ! (:

umms . so in love or not in love ?
carefree & just so yourself life OR romantic & oh so sweet loving life ( there might be quarels between couples ) ?
hahs , we'll it's up to you ! (:
but hey , come to think of it , im single for a year which is so good cause i enjoyed myself ! (:

but what if im in love with you yet you dont know ?
♥ 1:30:00 PM

oh .. did i forget to say ?
yonghwee is overseas le ?
oks , i shall say it .
bon voyage to yonghwee (:
great ; im so bore-ed)))):


fake alicia who used ` sweetlicia x33 ` & post on tagboard on 5 dec , 11:28 ; hey b!tch ! knn la horhs , dont come act laas , dont dare use your name then spam spam spam ... humji jiu dont spam laas . aiiyurhs . please laas , trying to imitate me ...i tell you b!tch , you disgusted everyone .. please dont make a fool of yourself out here for goodness sake . EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW !
* PUKES *
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 ♥ 12:26:00 AM

oks & i got my new phone ..
but it's another SIGH isnt it .....
aniways ;
i've got no more strength to fight on with the spammers ..
i've got things better to do then you guys keep spamming , so it's a wadever ..

FULL STOP .

you know who ;
i did what i was suppose to & if it's a wadever from you , i've got no more to say cause i was in the wrong ,

- i hope it never is ; the never wana knows .. what will become our future , not just me , not just you , but us .. - haiis


Tuesday, December 4, 2007 ♥ 1:02:00 AM

all i could do ; was to stare at the screen , looking back at the times ...
you really hurt me ...
♥ 12:23:00 AM
whys ?!

bus-ed & train-ed down to causeway point this morning ..
went to arcade & burnt $40 bucks (:
oks , enjoyed & xiao ant call-ed .
so firece luurhs he ... )))))))):
talk awhile cause i want go play .. heehee
then we played for 1 hour & went for lunch at crystal jade ...
ate damn lot & damn full .. XD
walked passed SK jewellery & look-ed ... all so beautiful
&&& mum bought a necklace & a pair of earrings for me !
$169 for 1 laaas !
omg ; thks mum ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
train-ed down to TTSH ... & was 30 mins late for appointment ;
daddy was there at 1 & we reached at 2.30 ? hahs ...
wait very long ! SUPER LONG ;
then listen to what the doc says ..... haiis ! ( not me consulting the doc arhs )
yeahhs . & i went home first lorhs , gt something on ..
haiis ............................. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

♥ the long pain suffer ; i dont know how long my family can hold , how i wish i was the one suffering )))))))))): ♥
- the deadful truth ; the never wana knows & it's just another blow isnt it ; what's the point of crying ! you promis-ed to be there -



for you know who ;

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this is the first time i've said ` i hate you ` to you ;
why must you do that ? & force me to say smth i wont want to say even if it kills me ...
whys ?
Sunday, December 2, 2007 ♥ 11:21:00 PM
summary of these 2 days ; -__-

oks , firstly ;
BON VOYAGE DARIUS TIO ! (:
eeew , he fly-ed to hongkong & dont know where laas . rich guy ...
secondly ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS (:
sweet fourteen yeahs !
lalalalals , ytd ,
think i stayed at home & rot due to my sunburn ... sadd-ed laaaas .
it's oh just so boring ... haiis
but oh well , dad promise to get me a new phone ! say WHEEEEEEEE ~!

today is much more interesting then ytd oks ! heehees .
woke up at 7 ... cause i got this church funfair at ` christ the king ` church at ang mo kio ..
it was fun laaas . especially the game that my dad sent people into the water .
you know , that guy was determined not to get into the water ...
many people tried but they just cant hit the lever or wdv it's called ..
well , my dad's a shooter ... he hit the target & splash , the guy dropped in ..
oks , he's some kinda cute lorhs ! XDDDDDD heeheee * blushes *
wheeeeee ~!
daddy made everyone drop into the water , except for a fat fat guy cause someone made him dropped already ..
when they tried & they failed , my dad will play & the people like respect my dad cause he very pro ... then my dad havent throw yet they will say buhbye to the person who is sitting at the plank above .. so funny laaas (:
they all see my dad they scared lorhs (:
so fun (:
played & ate till 10.30 jiu go home liaos ...
reach home nth to do , so REST ! xDD
then my books arrived like wtf !
the A-Maths textbook has got 500 pages !
the physics text has got 300 i think..
the chem textbook has got bout 300 also .
&& the geog has got 280 pages ...
IF I WERE TO HAVE THESE FOUR SUBJECTS IN A DAY , I WILL DIE CARRYING THEM !
arghs , XINMIN ANKLE SOCKS SUCKED LIKE FUCK !
tmr going woodlands for arcade & DDR i think ...
then going pei mum to TTSH ..
tuesday going temple cause i ask mum to bring me go ..
you know , i've been having a lot of weird dreams this few days .. haiis .
andand ! daddy ! i want my phone ASAP pretty please ???

♥- the disaster behind every beautiful love -♥
Saturday, December 1, 2007 ♥ 2:08:00 AM
haiish
since that's what you mean then forget it ...
i swear that it's PURE concern ..
i dont want to fight back with you cause i always see you as my best friend .
someone that's very nice to talk to ..
i dont know . maybe it's due to your mood that it became like that ..
you never know what you said hurts me ..
since this is it , then i wont ask you anything next time ..........