Sunday, September 30, 2007 ♥ 7:28:00 PM
heyys ,
today = no tution teacher = DIE !
nevamind , enjoyed last lesson of tution , so gonna miss it .
well , gonna study liaos .
i miss you like crazy laaaas ! omg omg ! arghhhs !
get him offfffff !!!!
alicia <33 dancemates ; miss
im in love with you .... lalalas ~
Saturday, September 29, 2007 ♥ 11:40:00 PM
ii shouldnt have come online today ,
it just hurt me so ,
i swear tat i miss you ;
i love him .. omg , its true .
♥ 1:13:00 AM
omg , i so BORED !
aniione save me ?
when is 2 AM gonna come ? its like onlie 1.19 AM ?!
& iim missingq him already !
Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥ 11:23:00 PM
back to bloggingq , much happens today ,
well , who noes , its the 28 again . hahs (:
today morning's things i shall not say anithing regarding this matter ,
my conscience is clear , (:
dhen ..
after school went to have lunch with pamela & friends & waited for oral to begin .
i having oral ( waiting room ) im his class leiis . smiles smiles . their lesson ended so late la ! arghhs ,
oral was soso , cause ii din even noe wat to answer to her STUPID questions ! lalalas ~ dhen after oral went back home ,
walk outside school saw him , dhen he cross the road come talk to wo ,
dhen went home & PIG till 6 . -_-
call call call , discuss , talk talk talk .
& finally AGREED ! (:
went to change & do upp my hair & off to meet him at EIGHT 8
walk to zhen zhen block dere dhen we were lik so paiiseh , we sit one corner ,
talk all the way to 10 till mum called .
he sent me home . [ so sweet of him - thks ! (: ]
and here ii am , blogging & feelingq damn hungry ,
i didnt eat dinner alrightes ! (:
alicia <33 dancemates !
i think its true ;
the most enjoyable night ; thks (:
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ♥ 11:01:00 PM
after school , went to get meiimeii prezzzie !
ii wan to buy that skirt ! so PRETTY laaaas ! mumiie plssssss!
nvm , went to find muamiee at KFC , chatted with herr & muarmiie i LOVE yoo to bits !
thks tsernting baobeii jie aka mumiie , aqillah BEST prettayes , deepak fwen , and all that helped me , thks , it real touched me , (:
mostly , thks peiying muarmiie .... nuer loves you (:
went to play with lanterns , sparkles & candles ! asked henry kor to join us ! (:
bet he enjoyed didnt he . (: enjoyed myself with the kids . (:
alicia <33 dancemates
i think iim in love with you .
♥ 9:32:00 AM
umm . helloe people ! (:
nth happen ytd ( monday -_- ) ...
was at home doing art all DAY LONG ! (: heehee .
well , today later going out shop for clothes ,
going meiimeii party luurhs . i dhunoe wana go anort . abit siians leiis !
if he nort going ii not going liaos laaas . aiiyurhs .
( ue better dhun pangseh me i tell ue , heehee ! )
oh yharhs ! i finished my art at about , 12.00 . xDDD
three pieces ! was super tired ! kakas .
today morningq went school with henry korr ...
naw in com lab ENJOYING (: .
he today gt test , wish him LUCK (:
tonight dhen blog ! (:
alicia <33 dancemates ; ruimin , nicole , peiying , joey , limin , alicia .
jiayous for EOYS ! mug , mug , & mug ! (:
Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥ 10:27:00 PM
` a scene in the hospital ; ii was rather bored yoo see (:
` by switch <3
` interesting rightes ? did you ever noe this ?
this is haw it looks like (: ( camera man in the centre -_- )
great grand mother birthday celebrations* hahs (:
helloes ! (:
ummm .. didnt have the time to blog ytd . was soooo tired laaas ! rawrres .
well , ytd afternoon went to greatgrand ma house to actualiie celebrate her birthday which is coming . but , everyone no mood cause grand aunt still in hospital maas .
yupps . sadds . dhen we went out for dinner , like 30+ of us ?? 4 tables leiis ! xDDD
ordered alot alot of food leiis ! ( yummiie ) dhen eat until very full ! (:
cousin went over to biao yi zhang dere and ask about hair extension , woa ! (:
dhen he was like our consultant teaching us this & that ( he owns a salon -_- )
then we ate ice cream ! great , then went back to ggma hse . we were like a big family laas . its been long since everyone came down ... go home we all sit at the back of the lorry , even though the wind is cold and our hair is messy , the warmth our family give is like ....we chat & laugh together laaas . 12 of us at the back leiis . its like , the first time we were so happy & i felt soo warm .. (:
todayy went to tution & laughed ALOT ! i didnt do my work ! omg !
went to pray ahgongq dhen went to novena , saw the worlds first bowling lanes in a shopping mall , its frm italy ! xDDDDDDDDD so cooooool !
went to get my file too ! dhen went to TTSH visit , she loooks REAL MUCH better ! (:
brought her down to walk & she gave that expression like she just came to the world .
sho cute & gong those kind ! <33
hahs , gotta go pack & SLEEP ! xDDD nightes !
aliciia miss dancemates <33
Friday, September 21, 2007 ♥ 11:36:00 PM
helloes people ! ;D
iim back frm the mid autum festival celebrations in school ! ;D
well , today morningq thomas ang ( =x )walk me to school . thanks . xD
dhen eng lesson = literature . no time to study lit . hahs .
p.e was FUN ! we laughed like crazy mad women . heehee . LOVEES <33
dhen geog .. abit siann laaas cos ( that someone influenced me to hate ahems , zzz )
recess was still ohkayes till ii gt back to class ...
i saw that ' Alicia Suck ' on the board ! isnt it cool . hahs . ;D
wdv luurhs . heehee .
after school , went to point with anetta galfriend to look for her beads and sequins ,
in the end , dhun have .
sho , walk to my hse dhen help her with her sewingq all that . she's CUTE !
after she left at 4 , i fell asleep ( piggingq xPP ) .
woke up , jio people go school wid me , in the end , no one wan go .
go muaiiself .argh . nevamind , go find someone . heehee .
xiaopeiying was dere too , nicole also .
performance + programmes in the hall till 8.40 .
he was like behind me & ii cant find him like idiot like tat =x=x
lantern walk ! peiED kahhlunn lead ! <333
dhen walk one round dhen jiu go home liaos .
haw ii wish my DANCEMATES were dere . misses ,
i like you ?!! goshh !
daokiia - =x
alicia <33 dancemates ;
jiayous for revision ! tiringq !
Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥ 10:52:00 PM
updates ! x))
ummmmm ....
nth happened , just went to school & sleep !
omg ! ohkaayes , oral today & it was somekinda -_-
practically didnt noe wat to ans , sho
splurted out CRAPS . ( eveything i said aint true )
dhen jiu went tutiton after dhat ..
today , ii have been studying frm 8 - 9.30 at night ! THREECHEERS . xD
mr tan , keep talking craps and ii gt real freaked out ! argh .
he was like the first to leave the room ! -_- idiiotic .
haii . ue gonna come fetch me next week ! xDD
alicia just vomited & she aint feeling well ,
see ya peeps . xDD
dancemates <33 misses
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥ 4:09:00 PM
you and i, cannot hide
The love we feel indside,
The words we need to say.
i feel that i
Have always walked alone.
But now that you're here with me,
There'll always be a place that i can go.
suddenly our destiny
Has started to unfold.
when you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed
With the love of an angel.
how can it be true?
somebody to keep the dream alive.
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
but when we touch, i realise that i found my place in heaven by your side.
i could fly, when you smile. I'd walk a thousand miles to hear you call my name.
now that i have finally found the one who will be there for me eternally my everlasting sun.
suddenly our destiny has started to unfold.
when you're next to me i can see the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true?
somebody to keep the dream alive.
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch, i realise that i found my place in heaven by your side. That i found my place in heaven by your side
heaven by your side, heaven by your side, heaven by your side.
when your next to me, i can see the greatest story love has ever told.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel.
how can it be true?
somebody to keep the dream alive.
the dream i found in you.
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch, i realise that i found my place in heaven by your side.
now my life is blessed with the love of an angel somebody to keep the dream alive. I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me.
but when we touch, i realise that i found my place in heaven by your side.
_________________________________________________________________________________
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
thanks for being my wonderful-perfect boyfriend .
Monday, September 17, 2007 ♥ 10:22:00 PM
him ;
thks for everythingq you ever gave me,
thks for cheeringq me up when iim down ,
thks for bringingq me through the darkness ,
thks for all the tears we ever shed together ,
thks for all the sweetness of ur words ,
thks for all the happiness moments we ever shared ,
thks for understandingq me sho well ,
thks for bringingq me to a new environment & being with me ,
thks for all the hardwork we ever had ,
and lastly , thks for being dere and beingq my closest friend i'll ever had in my life because you brought me through the tears , through everything . the pain we ever shared & the lies we ever told , to help you when ue are in need , is something im willing to do . the counsellingq times and the everytalks reallie brighten up my life . you will always be in my heart though we will always be who we are .
i want to let you know that urr the best person that once encouraged me . _____________________________________________
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
forever baby, I'll remember you
chloe -
it aint urr fault .
it has gt nth to do with you .
Sunday, September 16, 2007 ♥ 10:55:00 PM
here are the pics i've longq awaited for ; thks nicole , shiting & fariz mentor . xD
here we are ; the dancemates <33
dancemates for life ; we dance . xDD
rawrrers . i love dhem . xDD
heehees . love the poise . xDD
heehees . thks dancemates ; legs UPP ! xDD
yayness ! xDD ii love this pic ! arent WE pretty ! dancemates ; woaiiniimen <33
♥ 10:45:00 PM
woa ; helloe peeps .
today iim super super super tired !!!!
morningq gort tution .
quite fun laaa , disturbingq yonghwee korr .
until she came & asked me to pass the file to him .
mood totally changed . siighs ( iim sorry )
dhen went down to hospital .
her condition aint good at ALL !
called the whole family down ;
stayed in hospital for 5 hours .
she naw in CCU ; sadded ..
she cant be woken upp laaa - grand aunt ; dhun slp le ,wake upp .
everyone cried & was tired when she transferred ward la .
haii ,
jiayous everyone !
alicia <33 dancemates
till the end of her life ;
♥ 12:29:00 AM
the pointe shoes !xDD
we painted these ; abigail, anetta , alicia THREE A'S
helloe peeps ;
well , typical SATURDAY = BORED !
till abii & anett came my house !
was super funiie can !
& thks abi for you pointe shoes ! <33
finished wats suppose to finish & well ,
ii changed my blogskin !
i just <33 dance too much ! <33333333
tmr's gt tution . SIIANS !
gonna slppp early ! heehees .
should ii go anort huhs ?
ii dont even noe anione down dere .
god noes ue will pangsehh me down dere . -_-
alicia & dancemates ; till the end of life <33
Friday, September 14, 2007 ♥ 10:27:00 PM
as crazy as before ; because i love you . <33
after ii cut my hair . xDD din realise rightes!
wel ; i did this when ii was in the danceroom on wed . <33 thks marmie
on champs day ! peiying jiee , urr LOVED !
omg ! peeps !
ii just found out that ii have nort been bloggingq for days !!!! but, my personal diary continues .. heehee .
kayes , lets see .
dont think much happened except me being emo for this whole week ! -_-
well, tues was dance say & ii skipped ballet again ! ( sorry nicole =x )
i should say dance reallie rawks my life even though its SUPER tiring !
we were INVITED to genting highlands for comepetiton ! want to go laaaas !
but, some of them cant make it so CANCELLED. sobs !
wed was GREAT tooo due to dance ! went to dance room at 2 to practice and slack .
e-bird and ruimin came back cause it was like the last day of dance till exams are over ? SIANS ! no dance ! arghh .
i went on pointe ! it was super nice && ruimin ! iim jealous of urr muscles laaa !
hmmm . earthquakes have been happening like 4 - 5 times within 24 hours ? wdv .
ummmm , fire at 683 ? well, thats the shop ii always go and it gt BURNT like dhunoe what ? sadded . the lady & the men died . haiish .
nevamind .
hey ! today ish CHAMPIONS ! day leiis !
smiles laaaas !
we were all sho high can !
LOVES LOVES LOVES dancemates !
after everything we were like taking pics like CRAZY !
all sorts of position ! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ruimin , shiting , nicole , limin , peiying & joey !
thks for all the cheering upp !
ue gals rawks my world !
iloveyou gals !
alicia <33 dancemates !
Friday, September 7, 2007 ♥ 12:36:00 AM
excuse me ; so you mean its my fault ?
haiish , dhen let it be bharhs .
rememberr the times ue stood right by me
through the tears through everything ,
its all the past le .
ii lied to them for ue ;
ii did sho much for ue
yet now ue are blaming me .
we are the best of the best .
what are we naw ?
we never knew each other ;
ii see you at the other end of the street and ii pretended
not to know you . aint it hurtingq .
im the pretenderr . ii pretended everythingq .
aniiways ; thks for being there in the past .
if deres a chance we would still be together ,
ii will cherish ue more .
korrr
&
meii
Thursday, September 6, 2007 ♥ 11:41:00 PM
helloes people ! xDD
naw posting bout the sentosa thingy !
yayness . that day which is like TUES . went back to sentosa laaas .
happy happy le .
woke up at 7.30 . dhen went to harbourfront to take the new monorail . <33
its beautiful . reach there dhen went to palawan . the same place we went that chalet , the same road we walked ...
argh ! WRONG .
we took the skyride up . sissy is screaming her lungqs out . =x
dhen went to play golf at sijori* wondergolf . super DIRTY & DIGSUSTING . =x
nevamiind , dhen went to have luch have delifrance . EXPENSIVE leiis .
but its nicce . x)) dhen wantedd to play waterr but raining . sho head down to underwater world . nicce la . took pics pics pics dere .
dhen went to eat desserts saw alot of peacocks . scary leiis .
dhen jiu go down dolphin lagoon .
the dolphins are beautiful . xDD
after that we go walk at the beach .
went over walk the bridge . <333
dhen jiu go vist grand aunt liaos .
her BP dropped . sadds .
jiayous grand aunt !
<3333333333333 sentosa .
Sunday, September 2, 2007 ♥ 11:05:00 PM
this post is for ue ;
since everything turned out to be like tat ,
i got nth more to say .
iim gonna pretend ii dont noe ue
& iim nort letting all these affect my life & my studies .
iim gonna strive hardd & ii promise iim nort gonna care .
be it ue with me or not , ii wil try my very very very best
to treat it as i dont noe you . if ii cant , ii cant .
ii wont blame it on ue ,
cause , the impression ue gave me has caused a scar in my heart .
everything has changed , everything isnt the same .
haw i wish time could come to an end ,
but , it will go on and on without stopping ....
heyys , pls mind wat ue say can ?
dont ue noe tat it hurts a million by wat ue say ?
in front of people ue scolded me like tat .
ii gt zi zun xin de horhs .
♥ 10:34:00 PM
my niece <33
aint she CUTE ? <33
ii just love her ! - jezelle <33
great ! went to visit my niece luurhs . xDD
super cute cute cute ! omg !
i love her can ! xDDDDDDDD
aniiways ,my farking laptop is spoiling laaas !
ii took ytd whole night and today 30 mins to finally ON it ! rawrrs .
geat grand aunt's heartbeat stopped just naw again . siighs .
worried laaas . didnt visit her today . aint gt the time .
today whole say busy ..
tmr gt tution + shopping time .
cant wait for tues ! xDDD
gtg write my compo on ` jealousy ` liaos .
stupid topic teacherr give .. -_-
